bar fight!!!!..damn it get up i'm not done.

so i got into a bit of a bar fight on friday...ye it was messed up well i guess it all started when one of my high school buddies (a scorpio) said he was gona fight some dude he saw dancing with his ex who he recently broke up with...damn i had been so stressed all week and before my scorpio friend said he was going to fight i had been dancing with a girl i was interested in..well she took off and came back with another guy..guess she wasn't interested in me...she was pulling the jealousy thing and it really pissed me off...anyways another friend of mine...for some a leo saw what was happeningso he suggested i go outside for some fresh air and we would talk it out so we head outside and thatws when we ran into the scorpio he was pumped on liquid courage and ready to fight this guy he tells us to wait for him outside if we wanted to see and damn i was so excited so we went outside...few minutes later the scorpio buddy walks out with another dude i went to high school with and well hell..my leo friend did not get along with that other guy..so scorpio buddy is there telling us how his new buddy that my leo friend doesnt like is going to fight the dude who was wheeling his ex and an argument breaks out it was so messed up..one secound my leo buddy is turning towards me another secound his fists just ssmashes scorpios buddies face and the kid crumples into a nearby concrete garbage can then my leo friend is on him feeding him shots to the face. so me and my scorpio buddy rush in and pull them off each other..this all took about 40 seconds then i fallowed my leo friend back into the bar...i don't know but i had a rush of adrenaline wow it was like all my stress melted away and i was suddenly alive everything was in almost slow motion it was an awesome feeling...so anyways my leo buddy walks back into the bar all pumped and my other friends notice right away so they come and we decide to head back outside..i was at the head of the pack...the moment i stepped out of the door..the boumcer stamping my hand in the process...it was wow....everything after that was a mad blur....

i got punched in the face...all i saw was somebody winding back in the corner of my eye to my left and BAM! i got a shot to the face...it was such a good feeling..i mean wow...it was like having sex, it was like some crazy fucker had a giant remote to my life that they kept fasforwarding and slowing down...anyways when i got punched i lossed my mind it was the same kid that my leo buddy had fought and the moment he punched me he went running behind two of his friends i couldnt get to him so i jumed and threw my body between his two friends connecting a wicked superman punch to his head while i came down...next thing i know there are a hundred people around us some trying to break it off some trying to get it to back up their buddies in other words a riot started...finall someone managed to pull us apart and i was shoved against a wall while my friends and a ton of people asked me if i was ok and stuff...anyways he somehow broke away from them and tried to get another cheap shot on me..wow it was like something in me snapped as my friends saw him comming they tried to bloack the shot aimed at my face the let go of me and i some how shoved two of them out of the way grabed him and used his momentum to slam him against the wall niext thing i know i'm laughing like a maniac and pounding away at his face on the group..people are yelling at me and clawing at my back screaming cops are comming and "dude thats enough" but i was in a world of my own..somehow my shirt had been ripped to shreds and my wife beater had darkstains of blood on it my knuckles were bruised to hell and i was the happiest man alive...anyways someone managed to get me off him and as i was being pulled away i was yelling at the dude on the ground...stuff like "get up im not done yet"..."please?" it was like a drug i had been denied of for ages and i finally got a sip and i was hooked..i felt like nothing could take me down at that moment and it was a beautiful feeling..then i was in my apartment with 3 friends drinking and laughing..the stress of the week forgotten...i had never really fought anybody before but now.....i wana do it again...i know this has been a long post but i'm wondering if i'm going nuts...why is fighting so seducing?

aparently while i was busy beating on my new punching bag that night somebody in the crowd yelled out something racist (i'm black) and one of my white college buddies got mad and chased him into an alley behind the club where he got jumped by 2 other guys..he held his own and some how manged to escape back on the street..where some random guy walked up and asked him if he was ok then upon hearing his answer smashed him in the face with a mean punch splitting his upper and lower lip..he got 6 stitches on his lips that night and i'm really fucking pissed about that..after scolding him about chasing assholes into alleys he told me that he would take six stiches for me anyday...best type of friend a guy can have..my friends said that i was laughing like a physco during the whole ordeal and said that i kept asking to the cab driver to turn around so i could go back and finish unfinished buisness with that guy who had the girl i liked on the dance floor..another friend commented he had never seen me so happy in his life than when i was in that fight..i dunno i guess i really let out the rage of aries that night and i really feel good about it...i'm thinking of getting my blood stained wife beater encased in glass..such a beautiful trophy...the blood is turning brown..damn...why can't it stay red. either way...i think that was one of the happiest nights of my life...that fight gave me pleasure it was like an orgasm through out my whole damn body..six times over...and i would do anything....almost anything to experience it again...can't wait till i go out this friday.

i dare the world to challenge me this friday..i dare anybody..i dare them all come take a bite at me..i'll bite back meaner and harder...and fuck it...i almost forgot..after the fight when i was at home i got that girls phone number from my buddy and i texted her told her straight up i wasn't gona deal with that kind of fuckin b.s i told her if she didn't like me straight up tell me but don't ever try to pull that shit on me again..i think she was impressed and supprised by how forward i was after i told her off i made a date to go for coffee. she is soon to be mine..gona pop the question on wensday when we get out of the movie.

FIGHT CLUB

Nothing like a little pugilism to sooth the soul and burn away pent up stress. There's lots of different kinds of adrenaline rushes, but one from a fight is very unique and satisfying. It's just some of that animal instinct that's stored away in our inner being which gets woken up by the sound of brain cells dying as a fist connects to your skull. Just don't get too carried away and get your ass shot or stabbed by acting like a loose cannon when you start to slip too far into maniac-mode. You could freak someone out and they could poss respond a little too drastic, you know? Enjoy the rage, but be reasonable.

Why don't you start a little boxing/fight club, like Kleo referenced. Find some people who are mutually interested in the benefits of a good rumble. I'm sure it wouldn't be hard to find some chill heads who'd be down for that.

Just relax, poss smoke a bowl, and go on that coffee date yea?


Word.

im gona ask her out. sheesh. anyways im thinking of joining kick boxing some time in january.

lol...u just made me creep her fb page..hope ur happy shes may 29th...i think thats a gem can't be bothered to look it up.

ye so i did get the girl...Jesus talk about aggressive...my kinda girl really. she isn't aggressive physicaly but she knows how to keep a guys attention. we've been dating for almost a full 24hrs...hmm interesting..got my first kiss off her too..hmmm that was sexy..in an odd way...(i pulled up infront of her house in my car after the date, she reached over...we kissed i accidentally let go of the brake pedal while we were kissing cause my leg got a bit excited...well her house is on a bit of a hill and we started rolling..so instict kicked in and i pounded the pedal back down hard....she ended up biting my tongue...yes there was tongue involvement... wat about it?..u jealouse? hehe..i knwo u jealous...look at u sitting there reading this boring ass post...hehe i know ur jealous....anyways..shit i guess i'm not going out friday night...she made appointment for dinner and a movie...she is cooking...sweet jesus i hope u gems can cook...i like my freaking steak medium rare she better know that much.

and ye i forgot to add....this girl takes my freakin breath away! i'm usually a rowdy bastard (supprisingly i don't get into many fights tho) i dunno i somehow feel calm around her..she is the light to my darkness guess...i only hope she sees the same in me..i can see this relationship going rally far.