Im an aries. I am about to inform you all on some real ish. Ready for a reality check? This is how confusing real life gets. I've known this gemini for approximately four years now, ok? And i didnt too much like him in the beginning at all. I dont like his appearance he was really big, I didnt fancy his face, he looks like a killer at the time. Saying this, I do music he does music, we have mutual friends i met him through. I tried my hardest to avoid him but i'd see him around and im just a nice person so i'll acknowledge him when i do. He seemed to be a little more interested in me then i was at the time. sure he would make fun of me but he would try to put on this charm i didnt buy. all of a sudden i was forced to chill with him because of someone else i had feelings for at that time. So i went over his house hoping to become close to the other party. But then he wanted to do music with me long story short, we end up doing naughty adult things just out of my curious fantasy and a weird dream i had. I with time i catch emotions after doing the do. we were already spending a lot of time together and having sex a lot as well. we encountered problems throughout the whole year and a half on and off arguments and adult actions, it was a rollercoaster for people who arent in a relationship but we lived together. now i find myself put up a fight before i let him hit this and he will keep trying to do stuff to me even though i made it clear were going to fuck. honestly im just running game having fun and getting my free recording time but i can tell he wants things to be the way they were and i dont love or even like him the way i did before because he treated me poorly as an option, sometimes he treats me like wifey sometimes like a piece of shit. I feel like he let his friends make his judgements about me when they try to speak to me on the low low so i show them to fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk off flipping fake ass phoney a $ $ poosies. but my problem is he got back with his ex im not sure if hes still with her, but why does he want to mess with me? i use to be physically all over him now when i go to his house just to record the next day he forces me onto him and its so awkward. i dont understand why he would want to mess with someone who's been through so much problems with, i use to insult him a lot cause he would insult me im an aries what do you expect?
