seriously it's like i feed off the damn thing, sometimes i find myself setting up events just so someone can take a wack at me then set me off on fire..like my previous thread "the thrill of speed in despair" i knew that it was only a matter of time before someone decided to call me a nut job, even when i was in the midst of writing the thread, i did it on purpose, just like i know someone is going to suggest that i get a shrink on this thread, but probly won't now that i mentioned it, but will anyways just for a laugh. yes, yes, i know i sound like a nut job. haha but i'm not i've had a shrink before, either i fooled him really good or he was just stupid cause he said my physcology was perfectly normal. now then, about the anger thing....i love it...haha it's actually one of the few times i can enjoy my self, like riding a super fast bike, shifting gears in a twin turbo-ed car, while your blow off valves scream from preasure build or having hot sweaty sex, those are all comparable to anger for me...i fucking love it...any thoughts on this?
