what is wrong with me?- aries woman

I am 26 yo. still study and try to work, volunteer, have internships/ a lot of friends in my age already work in an industry or not. i wanna have a good background to work first.
i have worked and had internships 4 times.
since last year i did different thing to try myself.

in poland its common to live with parents. i still live with them.

but since some months it is very tireing.

i mean i have my space and everything but i think that my parents made me feel very secure all my life. and now i pay for it because of no proper job and no relationships.

i have friends who already have their own relationships, jobs, even companies. i feel like a loser.
really
i pursue my dream. i try to be nice to people but i see people in my age are not nice. people that do sth, artists, creators are kinda edgy and im still a baby. i am attractive girl but i think people see me as a baby - nice girl not a confident woman.

i dont know what to do. i feel so terrible.
the guy i was mentioning with you guys before i think friendzoned me.

its not about if we had sex or not . its about my personality and character. i gave up i am/was not confident enough and thats why he wanted to 'test' me i think.

its 1st time in my life sth like this happen to me and now he is nice- like to a baby.
liek he friendzones me.

i dont know what to do.

because i have my daily routine- school / internship , gym, some meetings with friends. but i dont meet new people.

i feel weird, strange because i am stuck in a 20 year old mind i guess...

really dont know what to do.
its not about money and going out.

im just not a girdlfriend material. and being a gf material is not about being a bitch or mean.

i dont know what i should do to gain my confidence back.

even when im at gym noone looks at me. they look at other girls. at uni everyone is a rush. in clubs- some guys just wanna get laid and other just party with their own friends...
at internship place? i work with older people but i gain knowledge about my work and about my background.

no idea whats going on. i feel so weak and i feel like i was 22 or 23.
not 26.
i think some of my friends just dont care about me, they just think im weak because i dont have a proper job and so one. and i dont have a relationship.......
i think i shouldnt care but its very painful.
everytime i read my horoscoper i think im strong, powerful woman. but im so weak.
i worry too much. no id ea why.im getting older and it freaks me out that i havent been in a relationship in 3-4 years...just some random encounters ( only TWO).
whats going on—?

i was born 21.03.1990 in Lodz , Poland at 12:10 pm
Hope u will help me.

Stop giving a fuck and comparing yourself to others. It'll save you a lot of emotional energy.

Don't go seeking it, it will come to you. Oh, and make sure you're not overlooking anyone and choose wisely. Surround yourself with people like yourself.