Birthday blues for Saggie

Does anyone else just feel downright shitty around their birthday? It seems every year for me makes me depressed/ stressed out. Plus bad things usually happen on my birthday. Last year my 4yr relationship ended on my birthday...

It's not about age or getting older. I'm usually depressed or stressed during this time of year for personal/relationship issues. And it usually ends poorly.

I'm a saggie, butt his can't be exclusive to saggies.

Thanks. My bday is 11/24.
I think it's my scorp asc. I have a lot of scorp in my chart and although it keeps me serious about important matters, it bums me out hardcore sometimes too... Like being too serious or expecting too much of something or someone.
My cap moon also makes me a realist, so it helps when things don't work out - rationalizing things, but every year it just blows. I have no idea why. I just wake up dreading my birthday because it's meant to make me feel special, but I wind up feeling completely the opposite.

On my 20th birthday it snowed.

Posted by seaclovers
Thanks. My bday is 11/24.
I think it's my scorp asc. I have a lot of scorp in my chart and although it keeps me serious about important matters, it bums me out hardcore sometimes too... Like being too serious or expecting too much of something or someone.
My cap moon also makes me a realist, so it helps when things don't work out - rationalizing things, but every year it just blows. I have no idea why. I just wake up dreading my birthday because it's meant to make me feel special, but I wind up feeling completely the opposite.

I can see what you mean, for me it isn't so consistent though. I have had many birthdays where I'm just completely unavailable to do anything or haven't made great friendships over the year and therefore have no one to do anything with. I also notice must other people get this weird attitude about winter and it makes then less social and less focused on other people or friends, that can be a wet blanket when i think about planning something fun for my birthday. I truly believe though that most signs outside of the summer signs might have a general feeling of sadness when their birthday approaches due to never having time off, being in school, etc but summer seems to be the time people get to travel more or have more time to share. I suppose the same thing could be aid about the holidays thanksgiving and Christmas but it's just different. Not as happy or free feeling when you have to be with family instead of doing your own thing. I'm rambling now.