A.S.A.P

I am a Scorpio woman in deep pain.....
you know how they say still waters run deep well the pain I feel may fill up the bottomless pit... My Cancer male that I have gave not only my heart but all of me to lately has been drifting away from me. We have been together since high school and I started college this fall. All through highschool we talk about our future and daydreamed about about our past.. He is my everything, he has gaven me wings and crowned me king of his heart. I defend, love, and protect my man at any cost for nothing but the love of my family can amount to the love the we give to each other. He was my first evrything and will be my "ONLY" I love him with all my heart ans soul but most of all with all of me.. But we go to difrrent colleges and I think hes trying to pull a donell jones on me (reach out to me)

if you guys are so close and are thinking about a future together, why are u going to different schools. i know its probably more complicated than it sounds but starting a new life or experience without the person u love around is going to cause hardships. distance can make the heart grow fonder, to a degree. are u far away from each other?
i dont do the long distance thing well. i used to travel around the country doing big commercial jobs and i would be gone for months at a time. i stayed single mostly because i knew if i really cared about someone it would hurt to be away from them. then i would be miserable and not focused on what i needed to do. its a very hard situation.

Thank you for responding cj7.. and to answer your question, not really. I'm attending Georiga State and he is at Johnson C. smith. were about 6 hours away. His dream was to play for there band and now he is, and I to always wanted to attend Georiga state I go to all his funtions and whenever I got the free time to visit I do and he does the same it's just lately he has been drifting away lately

Thank you for responding cj7.. and to answer your question, not really. I'm attending Georiga State and he is at Johnson C. smith. were about 6 hours away. His dream was to play for there band and now he is, and I to always wanted to attend Georiga state I go to all his funtions and whenever I got the free time to visit I do and he does the same it's just lately he has been drifting away lately

It took me a minute to figure that one out Parallax....

I am a capricorn after reading this I feel great below my lower back.

Pretty creative Parallax, I surely hope that story had no merrit of truth to it, just kidding! Do you think cj7 stopped his post because your post could be indicating that if giving advise we all must be careful? I Dont know, but I surely hope not! Anyway it's still wonderful how you can find humor in almost situation. It helps to keep everyones spirits up, and you do it so well.

Soo how is your book comming? Oh yes in case you did not read it, I am sorry that I posted freebird's name when I was asking how the writing was getting on. I know it's Pheonix Rising you are writing with not Freebird. Just a momentary lapse of reasoning, nothing more! (a simple miss fire of the brain-Or a blonde moment if you will). Soo sorry ok! TW2

I have read to much I must go and wipe my asap