foul mood

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YaMama
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I'm a Sag with a Cancer Moon and I swear right now I could strangle me a mofo. Things are just not going right. People are getting on my last damn nerve and I swear if I could buy my own island I would. I'm trying to calm myself down and think about something else or nothing. I need to clear my mind too much stuff going on in my head...too many thoughts...not good ones either.
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YaMama
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18 Years

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When i start to feel overwhelmed I have to take a step back and retreat and put things in order in my mind. If my house is not clean i don't feel right, if i start losing control of things i start to get overwhelmed. I have a lot of things going on in my life right now and trying to keep track of them all and then not having things go the way they should just puts more crap on my plate. I HATE depending on people and i took a chance with something or someone and of course it didn't happen the way it was supposed to happen and it could have if I didn't depend on somebody else. That's why I have to do things myself to ensure it gets done the way it's supposed to get done. I analyze things as well and sometimes overanalyze and it's usually a result of things not going the way I expect or i get overwhelmed with things and feel like i don't have everything under control.
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cansir
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i was doing well up until last week. everything was going great and i was flying high. for some reason though last week had a lot going on and i was involved in a whole bunch of unneeded drama that seemed to suck the joy away. i usually get over things and move on fairly quickly but with the lingering effects of last week and the start of school this week with a few more things sprinkled in here and there i just can't seem to shake this mood.
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cansir
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my virgal emailed me asking if i wanted to get coffee so we were suppose to meet at our work cafe. i had already left when she sent me another email saying something had come up and she would be late so i sat there wondering where she was so i called her and she explained that she would be down in a bit. so i waited a little longer then finally decided to leave. so now i am torn between understanding and the make her pay cancer attitude. something has to be going on cause normally i would just let this go..i hope this mood passes soon..