I take it as therapy

Dumping all my emotions.


I have a messed up life

all my past relationships sucked

I'm tired of hurting

I want to be married or at least in a great relationship its time


I'm always sad always angry

I feel like i have no one really

Tired of living the deja vu life

I'm tired of reminiscing on my past hurts

Nobody i know understands me

Tired of freaking being strong

I want to scream

This message board is the shit cause i can dump my shit

Tired of being there for everyone need someone to be there for me

Afraid to die alone

I dont want to be alone but want to be alone


Life is hard darn it

Tired of being serious all the time

FISH

i've messed up alot

I've prayed alot

FISHHHH


Still breathing even though i feel the world is on top of me

I will not pretend to be happy when i'm not anymore its darn dangerous

Being strong alone is a death certificate which i'm not taking

I want to dance in the rain

lIVE A LOTTTTTTTT

someone is going through worse than me i know but i'm going through my shit to





I LOVE THIS board it helps alot........it saves me

I feel you hon. On many levels I feel the same. And I guess it's good to vent and see others are in same situation as you... Try help others when where you can. In the end we all want to be understood and loved.

Fuck it do you. You fucking matter you fucking rock

Posted by Cappedoff
I feel you hon. On many levels I feel the same. And I guess it's good to vent and see others are in same situation as you... Try help others when where you can. In the end we all want to be understood and loved.

Yessssss, thank you means alot that you understand. You Rock

+1 to everything you said passionate. Very relatable. Just remember your never alone, though life may give you that illusion. We are strong, and can take more than the average human. The things we've seen and experenced would make most people lose control, but we are still here and still moving forward. Never give up, and never look back.

May god help us all

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Posted by Cappedoff
I feel you hon. On many levels I feel the same. And I guess it's good to vent and see others are in same situation as you... Try help others when where you can. In the end we all want to be understood and loved.

Yessssss, thank you means alot that you understand. You Rock

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thanks you rock too!

Posted by only
May god help us all

God never had the intentions on helping anyone. We hold the power to help ourselves, it's just whether people unlock it within themselves or not.

OP, why don't you learn to recognize the positive things in life.

EVERYONE feels the way you do sometimes, there are lots of negatives, but there are lots of positives too. Those that can recognize positive things as well, seem to have a much happier life. When you only see the negative, you're gloomy and make yourself miserable. You'll be lonely because no one wants to be around such a sad sap.

So, I challenge you to find one thing positive every day. Find two things every day you're grateful for. It will completely change your outlook, your perspective, will change your life completely. I promise.

Even the simple things like catching a green light. That's positive. Before too long, you'll retrain yourself to focus on the positive things and I promise you'll be happier than you are now.

I'm not trying to discount your feelings, just trying to offer a perspective that will help. It will be a gradual change, a constant work in process, but after an undetermined amount of time. You'll feel better.

Posted by Soul

Posted by only
May god help us all

God never had the intentions on helping anyone. We hold the power to help ourselves, it's just whether people unlock it within themselves or not.

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I always thought God help was blessing us with Ganda feet mind and our various talents.

Posted by Soul

Posted by only
May god help us all

God never had the intentions on helping anyone. We hold the power to help ourselves, it's just whether people unlock it within themselves or not.

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I always thought God help was blessing us with Ganda feet mind and our various talents. Up to us how we use them.

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Posted by Soul

Posted by only
May god help us all

God never had the intentions on helping anyone. We hold the power to help ourselves, it's just whether people unlock it within themselves or not.

I always thought God help was blessing us with Ganda feet mind and our various talents.

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damn autocorrect... Ignore ganda

Posted by Soul
+1 to everything you said passionate. Very relatable. Just remember your never alone, though life may give you that illusion. We are strong, and can take more than the average human. The things we've seen and experenced would make most people lose control, but we are still here and still moving forward. Never give up, and never look back.

Thats for sure! Feel great to have encouraging voices that's why i vent my feelings to you guys.

everybody makes mistakes, just look at yourself