liking a capricorn guy now.. uh oh..

You know whats the most frustrating and terrifying feeling ever?
The feeling that something is missing. A missing piece. Somethings just not right
You know what that is... the feeling of loneliness... The feeling that I just want someone that understands me and respects me. An unconditional love.

I know that people say that you have to be happy by yourself to be happy with someone else. And I am at that point. I feel happy, I do however I still long for that companionship....

As far as the libra and I go... its over. totally completely and absolutely over. I don't want someone like him.... we aren't right for one another.

However, there is someone that I cannot get out of my mind no matter how hard I try and that is this capricorn.... hes always been there. Always helped me. Always understood me. God. Hes the one I should have gone for... I made the worst mistake in going for libra. I learned a lot from that mistake. I appreciate that.... I appreciate that its made me get closer to the one that I want. Its made us closer. This capricorn really truly gets me, more than anyone else ever has.. and honestly thats all that I could ask for at this point.

Hes the strongest attraction I've had for anyone. Both physically and emotionally. We're almost the same person.... Its so scary how very alike we are.

I miss him right now.

But he understands that feeling that I mentioned in the beginning. He feels that way too and wants what I want.

Its only obvious that we should be together.... but... its complicated...... Oh how I hate these complications.
Plus I have no way to know if he has more than friendship feelings for me
I'm not ready to tell him... yet.... I will someday.
But right now I'm still too burned by the libra to even THINK about telling another guy how I feel.

Posted by dreamingpisces
You know whats the most frustrating and terrifying feeling ever?
The feeling that something is missing. A missing piece. Somethings just not right
You know what that is... the feeling of loneliness... The feeling that I just want someone that understands me and respects me. An unconditional love.

I know that people say that you have to be happy by yourself to be happy with someone else. And I am at that point. I feel happy, I do however I still long for that companionship....

As far as the libra and I go... its over. totally completely and absolutely over. I don't want someone like him.... we aren't right for one another.

However, there is someone that I cannot get out of my mind no matter how hard I try and that is this capricorn.... hes always been there. Always helped me. Always understood me. God. Hes the one I should have gone for... I made the worst mistake in going for libra. I learned a lot from that mistake. I appreciate that.... I appreciate that its made me get closer to the one that I want. Its made us closer. This capricorn really truly gets me, more than anyone else ever has.. and honestly thats all that I could ask for at this point.

Hes the strongest attraction I've had for anyone. Both physically and emotionally. We're almost the same person.... Its so scary how very alike we are.

I miss him right now.

But he understands that feeling that I mentioned in the beginning. He feels that way too and wants what I want.

Its only obvious that we should be together.... but... its complicated...... Oh how I hate these complications.
Plus I have no way to know if he has more than friendship feelings for me
I'm not ready to tell him... yet.... I will someday.
But right now I'm still too burned by the libra to even THINK about telling another guy how I feel.

I just read this and I still don'g get how this is complicated?

I'm thinking you are saying you are over the libra but maybe you need more time to get things together before jumping right into a relationship too soon.

sorry guys, i forgot to mention the libra and capricorn are related. they're cousins.
I liked the capricorn from the start. but then his cousin started showing interest in me and cap had a gf anyways
through my relationship w/the libra it made me get to know cap better than I did
the libra was a mess, and cap counselled me a lot through it & was always there for me through the troubles w/the libra.
now we are both single... and I just think its a weird situation.. lol

Posted by dreamingpisces
sorry guys, i forgot to mention the libra and capricorn are related. they're cousins.
I liked the capricorn from the start. but then his cousin started showing interest in me and cap had a gf anyways
through my relationship w/the libra it made me get to know cap better than I did
the libra was a mess, and cap counselled me a lot through it & was always there for me through the troubles w/the libra.
now we are both single... and I just think its a weird situation.. lol

WHAT!!!

Okay ... now things are a bit more offbeat than I thought. I will have to come back to this topic. Good grief ..