This Is NOT Good . . . At All.

Hello All, to those who remember me. I haven't been on the board lately because I haven't really spoken to my Ex Cap man in a while. I mean, we've spoken, but not that way.

I'm still going back and forth with him, but a smarter way around. I don't focus myself around him anymore.
It's just, weird with him. Like last 2 sundays ago when he dropped off our daughter, and I kissed him, I know this may sound weird to y'all, but when I kissed him, I felt his true feelings. I know it's crazy, but sometimes I can feel how someone truly feels without asking. I looked in his eyes after I kissed him, and I saw that he wanted to be with me. It's the way he touches me, kisses me, looks at me.
And he came over beginning of this week to drop off some formula and clothes for our daughter, and he was playing with me, trying to kiss me and so on and told me he was trying to get serious about me, but I blew it when he asked why I was tired and I told him because I was talking on the phone all night with an old friend. He got up, and just left. I want to talk to him, but he already thinks I'm playing with his feelings. He said that when he was here, because of the way I keep going back and forth with him. I can't help regret what I said because what if it was really the time that he truly FINALLY wanted what I did? It's like, "Damn, did I just screw up what I really wanted from him?" What do I do now?

It is amazing how you can pick up on other people's feelings and vibes.

I've had a similar experience. With Caps, once they smell doubt, they retreat to the safety of their steel walls. However, if they see signs of reassuance from you, they slowly come back. I lost one Cap because I misread his signs.

I was luckier with another Cap. It's really weird but he knew I loved him even when I never said it to him. He could just tell in the way I looked at him, acted around him, and all the things I did for him. Like yourself, he's such an intuitive person and can read my moods without me saying a word.

I believe there's still hope for you and your Cap.

Aww cute...I want to kiss a cap too 😢
Hang on in there chook..

Yea, you're right, LeoWithCap. I am going to have many more interactions with him more often, but I don't know if they are going to be for good. Everyone is pressuring me to get Child Support, even my teacher at my school. I'm not sure what to do anymore.