tiziani - continue from earlier

I didn't get to see your posts, because the OP deleted the thread on 02 Venus Scorp. ugh just because I dominated the thread with my curiosity doesn't mean the whole thread had to get axed 😢

I wanna know why I'm a defective Scorpio. why aren't i as "intense" and "domineering" like other scorpios? I'm definitely a major Scorp (4 planets) so I don't get it. I don't even think I'd be capable of manipulating a piece of paper without getting a paper cut, much less a human being. and apparently scorpios are manipulative. when I first read that I literally laughed. I'm the most gullible human being on the planet. the fact that people can look at my sun sign (and 0 degree Venus sign) and think I'm a manipulator baffles me.

onward we go! curiosity is back to terrorize u and ask for more knowledge.

@ Tiz, where is my chicken enchiladas or french toast package. You've forgotten about my humble stomach is growling just for that plate.. Lol haha

No but I saw you happen to like french toast and I make them.. so let's swap enchiladas for french toast. I haven't forgotten about my t shirt either.

dang. Well I dont remember either, but we were talking about strengths of the different planets. and what I don't get is why I'm a big ball of fluff with all this "intense" energy I am told I possess. YES you block PMs, so I did make this thread lmao. I see u. I am definitely not afraid to make a public one because why not. I'm learning, others are learning. let's all learn together as one big happy and argumentative family.

@tiziani OH! I think I remember you talking about this. Also, it's okay if people think I'm redundant. I like to be specific😄

Okay, so I remember talk on the Arabic points though I don't remember specifics. I think I was just lurking a post. Someone else was talking about it and I quietly analyzed and followed directions LOL though I don't even remember the details.

I just pulled that chart up along with some fixed stars. I don't see the one you mentioned above (Formalhaut), but I do see others. I just clicked the nice and simple "Add some fixed stars" box on astro lol. I will list them here because why not. I have no idea what they even mean yet. Everyday that I think I'm getting closer, it gets more complex which is kind of a good/cool thing in my opinion. Okay here we go:

Fortune: Sag
Spirit: Leo
Necessity: Gemini
Eros: Aquarius
Courage: Virgo
Nemesis: Sag
Victory: Leo

Then I notice on the second page after aspects, it shows Arabic Parts, House themes and different signs within...though that seems somewhat confusing.

Example:
First house:
Life- Cancer
Permanence- Aquarius
Reasoning and eloquence- Libra

@tiziani I like discovering new aspects of myself. It almost seems like it can help me find what areas I need improvement on to develop/grow. It is also very interesting, because sometimes major Sun attributes do ring true to those who bear that Sun sign. Not always but it is interesting to learn about. Granted like you said there are a lot of different systems etc. I enjoy how each planet aspect has a meaning behind it and can elaborate on certain parts of one's life. So far, mine have been true for the most part. I haven't really done any others. It's kind of like seeing yourself from a truly objective point. With some of my hard aspects I can certainly see what areas I need work on.

A small example is everyone while growing up, friends and family, have always said I get defensive. When they would say there's no need to be defensive, I would become more annoyed (lol) because I didn't feel like I was being defensive at all! However, my hard aspects to Saturn show that I have a naturally defensive nature. This is something I would like to work on, though it is difficult. I never even really see it as being defensive. Normally I would see it as me trying to hold conversation and explain my side, but it comes off as defensive behavior to others.

I think it will be helpful for self-improvement. Sometimes maybe even understanding others, but first I would want to understand myself.