I want my boyfriend back

Do you even hear what you are saying... all I read was ME ME ME... consider what you have put him through by betraying his trust, he should be take his time to "get over it" it isnt up to you. You made the dicision to cheat on him, now you should deal with the consquences of your actions, even if it means never getting him back. Mabye next time you wont make the same mistake and you've learned a valuable lesson in life.

That was a rude comment! I know what it feels like because I'm in the same situation. Sometimes you need to ask yourself why you did it? Do you have a good father figure, because if not you sometimes cheat because you want to get comfort from different men because you never had it. You might of also did it to push him away if your afraid of commitment. Never blame it on the alcohol, it was you own decision. I think you might be able to get him back if you tell him how you feel, or do something that will surprise him. If he does love you just wait, he might just need his time.