I BADLY NEED YOUR ADVICE! How can i get my cancer ex boyfriend back when ive already broken his trust? Our relationship has been through a lot. Please bear with me coz it is quite long. I met my cancer ex boyfriend last August 2013. I was in bar he approached me to get my #. Im not very interested at him that time for Im still in love with my ex.but after awhile,i was surprised to realize i am no longer depressed because of my breakup and that i started to like him.We had a mutual understanding at first.But i noticed that both of us wants to be secured first before falling.i gave in & fell in love with him.When he noticed that i am falling for him, he said that i should not fall for him and that i should entertain other guys.so i did, and he told me that he was only putting me to a test.. WTF?!? So i failed.i found out that his ex wanted him back. So he got back with her because i think he felt that he is not secured with me. Eventhough they got back, our relationship went on & that was the time when i felt that he's afraid to lose me. They broke up soon & our relationship became better, we became official. He is starting to show sweetness but I failed him again. I had one of the worst days of my life & i got really drunk. He knows that im a total wreck when im drunk. But he said that i flirted with another guy in front of him. I honestly do not have an idea that i did that. He broke up with me. I want him back! I cant forgive myself of the fact that after all the efforts ive done for him, im gonna lose him because of my stupidity! Now he is interested with another girl. What should i do? Please help me.. i going insane because of this!
