Want to Die Out of Embarrassment

Can i rant here?
you people do not have to respond, i just feel like crying among my own.
i could not have cried among others.
a month back i got my chart from cafe astrology and pasted it on my profile here. today out of nowhere i decided to find out more about my virgo moon and venus--as indicated by my so called chart. so i posted a question in virgo forum, that what sort of mistakes people with virgo venus and moon can make in a relationship. i was curious because i had nothing virgo like about my behaviour or though process.
to cut the story short,i was told i was lying about my age and i am not 21, because my chart shows i am 36 years old.
why the hell i made such a mistake, and made such a fool of myself.
Can't anyone among you have told me that i had a wrong chart uploaded on my profile. i would have rather taken it from you people.
now i am feeling like , i do not know what, an idiot stuck in a time wrap, who has deliberately provided wrong information to do what-----? i do not know what to trap some one to date her?
maybe that's what the other poster thought.
i am sending someone to go and buy me a scanner, so i can upload my birth certificate on my profile, instead of my chart.
oh i never realized being 21 was so precious to me.

somebody console me please

oh my, it's a silly mistake - it happens! whoever is acting like that towards you can meet the sharp end of my heel in the back of their throat.

We're human and prone to frivolous error - not inhumane calculating robots!

i want to remove that thread, but it seems to be such a cowardly thing to do?
i know now every one there would comment on it and say i am what--i do not know what.
should i just go and remove the thread before too many people read it ?
hurry up advise me

You're not comfortable with it; remove it.

Posted by ellessque

don't let it bug you. walk away and make yourself a refreshing drink and smile at the sunshine.

x 300

OK, i am going to remove it

it just feel like i am trying to remove the evidence of some crime which i actually have not committed but other people are really sure about my presumed guilt and their conviction has made me doubt my innocence.

exactly. shah, you surprise me everyday and you come from a wonderful man and have a remarkable energy. you're an exotic fierce yet humble lioness. you have passion and honesty.

anyone who can't tell that needs to open their eyes because they're missing out.

Posted by ellessque
...and may I add.

anyone who follows your posts and sees your personality and how you communicate, will know that you are sincere and genuine. there is absolutely no need or value in defending that. it is there by default. that is simply not something people can make up. character is inherent.

Oh thank you, thank you so much for consoling me.
some how i am reminded of my days at convent, when our mother superior used to console us , the whole class combined--guilty and innocent ones alike.

Posted by sheathedclaws
exactly. shah, you surprise me everyday and you come from a wonderful man and have a remarkable energy. you're an exotic fierce yet humble lioness. you have passion and honesty.

anyone who can't tell that needs to open their eyes because they're missing out.

can i have a hug ?

you can have twenty

oh for fucks sake come on..I told you not to take anything so seriously.

And elle, you're totally wrong about your ANALysis on the virgo board 🙂

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
oh for fucks sake come on..I told you not to take anything so seriously.

And elle, you're totally wrong about your ANALysis on the virgo board 🙂

shush let her be sore for a bit - don't rub salts in the wounds so early. 😛

Why would i lie about my age on an astrology website , it's not a dating website.
and i am married, i never hide this fact, that's why i go to aquarius forum so frequently, because my husband is aquairus.

Yeah its ok, we understand 🙂 its not the first time that something like this happens, lots of people make mistakes filling in their dates of birth. Your reputation is safe, trust me 🙂

Posted by ellessque

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
oh for fucks sake come on..I told you not to take anything so seriously.

And elle, you're totally wrong about your ANALysis on the virgo board 🙂

yeah right, quadruple virgo. deny THIS then....

"they are sweet people but you get them to analzying something and it's tunnel vision."

double dog dare you to. 😛

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Maybe I should take you seriously, your Sun Conjunct Neptune makes you very credible after all 😛 right.. you're a fish underneath that scorpio costume!

Where is Seraph ?
i am feeling like fighting with him too right now
he and celticlioness, both are good at reading astro stuff, could not they have once seen my chart to tell me it was wrong?
what sort of a head of pride they are; they should be a bit protective about the younger ones.

Leos are such drama queens, my goodness 😛 I had to grow up with 2 leo sisters and an aries bro with Leo moon, lucky guy me...NOT 😛

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
Leos are such drama queens, my goodness 😛 I had to grow up with 2 leo sisters and an aries bro with Leo moon, lucky guy me...NOT 😛

well you called me a liar and that too twice
i have done my best not to lie, except for where i really had to,
i do have the right to nurse my bruised pride here

I called you Liar Liar with a 😛 smiley next to it, I thought you could read from that that I wasnt being totally serious 🙂

Lots of hugs to go around in the pride. 🙂

C'mere ShahBano!



elle, squeeze in closer. Shaka, you too -don't be shy. 😛

How could I say no to a hug from Tamz! 😄 Im full of Leo too!

Off for some shopping, need some cool shades for this great weather 😉

Ta Taaaaa

Posted by EyesOfFire

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
I called you Liar Liar with a 😛 smiley next to it, I thought you could read from that that I wasnt being totally serious 🙂

Now you're condescendingly questioning her intelligence?

Damn virgos. 😛

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Let him

i am questioning my intelligence, if i have any, myself

I wasnt questioning your intelligence, I just made an assumption 🙂 I made a gamble, didnt quite turn out ok 😛 but its an exception.

Aw Shahbano, stop getting upset, you should have just lol'd at the silly virgo's analysing your chart to death. Why didn't we look at your chart? becuase we take people as we see them and at their word, I would never go looking to see if what somebody says is true or not, we are leo's not virgos who have to go digging. I didn't see your thread but I'm sure the virgo's were joking with you most of the time - they are lovely really, you just gotta hug them with their worried little thinking thoughts faces 🙂

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
Leos are such drama queens, my goodness 😛 I had to grow up with 2 leo sisters and an aries bro with Leo moon, lucky guy me...NOT 😛

You are a very lucky guy 🙂 2 whole lioness' to yourself, great fun 🙂

i can't stop getting upset right now.
he actually called me a liar twice; why would anyone lie about one's age and that too on an astro website ?
he might be joking, but being accused of deceit/lie is a very humiliating thing; i did feel belittled.

OK
i have lost the steam somehow, now i am feeling both depleted and deflated .
thank you for lending a consoling hand.
i do not cry, i feel embarrassed and irritated with myself when i become weepy, but when i started this thread i really had tears in my eyes, thank god i did not shed them. i would have hated myself more then.
thank you again, all of you.

^LOL @ the Noob^

He talks about flowers, snowflakes and sunsets...



Every village has one....METROdude like yourself, right?






😉

Posted by ShahBano
i can't stop getting upset right now.
he actually called me a liar twice; why would anyone lie about one's age and that too on an astro website ?
he might be joking, but being accused of deceit/lie is a very humiliating thing; i did feel belittled.

He wasn't really calling you a liar, it was a joke - western world style - he was just joking with you. Shake this off now and give it a laugh, try not to be so sensitive about it, swipe of the paw from an elder lion to a young cub 🙂

Posted by ellessque

Posted by celticlioness
we are leo's not virgos who have to go digging. 🙂

I found this quite amusing.

Especially because the virgo who instigated this whole mess......is an archeologist by trade.

*giggles*

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LOL

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
^LOL @ the Noob^

He talks about flowers, snowflakes and sunsets...



Every village has one....METROdude like yourself, right?






😉

Ha Ha, don't attack our Lion virgo, the claws of the lioness' might scratch you - deeply 😉

Im not sure which LIONESS you're referring to, seraph's, or yours? 😉

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
Im not sure which LIONESS you're referring to, seraph's, or yours? 😉

we are a Pride here,

@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

Yeah, if someone I've never spoken to on dxp makes an indirect and snide remark towards me, be prepared for some playing 🙂 thats all I'll say.

Not true, you probably just have no idea what comment Im referring to 🙂

A scorpio with an Ego the size of Jupiter, where have I seen that? 😛

You love me cause I remind you of your son 😛 Im a Virgo full of Sag too. I feel Sags are the only ones who truly get me 🙂

Posted by ShahBano
@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

He's a modern man, one who is secure in his sexuality and sensitivity - Looks like boomy was paying seraph a compliment, flirting perhaps 😉

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom
Im not sure which LIONESS you're referring to, seraph's, or yours? 😉

Lol, mine - I love give a good scratch to a Virgo 😉

Posted by celticlioness

Posted by ShahBano
@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

Looks like boomy was paying seraph a compliment, flirting perhaps 😉

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Oh but thats typical Leo too, to see compliments where there are none to be found 😛

Posted by BoomShakalakaBoom

Posted by celticlioness

Posted by ShahBano
@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

Looks like boomy was paying seraph a compliment, flirting perhaps 😉

Oh but thats typical Leo too, to see compliments where there are none to be found 😛

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Lol, I knew exactly what you were "trying" to say - but if you're going to try to insult you need to find better terminology 🙂

Posted by ellessque

Posted by celticlioness

Posted by ShahBano
@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

He's a modern man, one who is secure in his sexuality and sensitivity - Looks like boomy was paying seraph a compliment, flirting perhaps 😉

lol....that's how i saw it too.

one metrodude hi fiving another metrodude.

quite endearing.

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Ha, no I didn't see it like that, just turning the attempt at insult on its head.

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now all of this is flying above my head,
i can sense some other undercurrent semantics, but can not really comprehend it

Shahbano, is that you? did you upload a picture of yourself, your a very beautiful young woman.

Posted by ShahBano
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now all of this is flying above my head,
i can sense some other undercurrent semantics, but can not really comprehend it

Its all just a little bit of fun Shahbano, though there might be some who are being a bit serious, I'm laughing anyway 🙂

Posted by celticlioness

Posted by ellessque

Posted by celticlioness

Posted by ShahBano
@ CelticLioness

What is a Metrodude by the way ?

He's a modern man, one who is secure in his sexuality and sensitivity - Looks like boomy was paying seraph a compliment, flirting perhaps 😉

lol....that's how i saw it too.

one metrodude hi fiving another metrodude.

quite endearing.

Ha, no I didn't see it like that, just turning the attempt at insult on its head.

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Have mercy on her, she's Neptune-screwed 😛

Posted by EyesOfFire
Finally! some drama on the leo board. It's quite fitting

But.. thanks to a virgo? wth?

I told you I grew up under too much Leo influence, its in my DNA too, Venus and Mars in Leo

Posted by ShahBano
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now all of this is flying above my head,
i can sense some other undercurrent semantics, but can not really comprehend it

Its dxp jargon, you'll get used to it 🙂