Death

I've been questioning a lot of things lately. Specially my religious beliefs: destiny, faith, god, etc. Death seems to be always the top issue on that list. I'm not scared of it. Just feel respect. Death is necesary to remind us how fragile and little we are in the cosmos, how precious is every single, irreplaceable, unrepeatable moment. Lots of times I found myself asking: ??Have I done right today? ??Is there some hope, a little more fairness in this world thanks to me? ??Would my work mean something for someone if I die tonight?

Thinking the answer migth be "no", makes me tremble, but also makes me try harder. I don't wanna die withouth giving someone a reason to live this beautiful mess. I can't waste time complaining. At least, I have to try to get things right. I'm a single human been, but I love this stupid chaotic life with every cell. Sometimes, remembering I've done nothing yet is my only motivation to keep going.

I just wanted to know if this is just my Emo thoughts coming out or is just a scales-scorpio thing (mars, mercury and pluto there). I had a conversation with another libra days ago about this, he really understood me, even though he has a totally different background (He's buddhist) and now I'm curious about you people. 😉

I've been questioning a lot of things lately. Specially my religious beliefs: destiny, faith, god, etc. Death seems to be always the top issue on that list. I'm not scared of it. Just feel respect. Death is necesary to remind us how fragile and little we are in the cosmos, how precious is every single, irreplaceable, unrepeatable moment. Lots of times I found myself asking: ??Have I done right today? ??Is there some hope, a little more fairness in this world thanks to me? ??Would my work mean something for someone if I die tonight?

Thinking the answer migth be "no", makes me tremble, but also makes me try harder. I don't wanna die withouth giving someone a reason to live this beautiful mess. I can't waste time complaining. At least, I have to try to get things right. I'm a single human been, but I love this stupid chaotic life with every cell. Sometimes, remembering I've done nothing yet is my only motivation to keep going.

I just wanted to know if this is just my Emo thoughts coming out or is just a scales-scorpio thing (mars, mercury and pluto there). I had a conversation with another libra days ago about this, he really understood me, even though he has a totally different background (He's buddhist) and now I'm curious about you people. 😉

Posted by tiziani

Posted by DeltaCephei
Sometimes, remembering I've done nothing yet is my only motivation to keep going.

+1

That and a massively guilty conscience for me. And enchiladas

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Mum's Enchiladas... *Drooling all over the phone*

Death is part of the cycle. But I think we can all expand of lifespans. When the technology to do so comes. I'll get rid of the items that will slow down my life span. Get better limbs, better organs, and overall tech that can make people function and think faster. And when I do die I'll be cremated and my ashes thrown in the sea.

Posted by Lucciferi
Human being* but death is a part of the cycle as you said. I don't think it has anything to do with having Scorpio placements.. I have one, I think. Death is to be respected, but not to instill fear. If you let something rule you on any extreme of a spectrum whether it's caring too much or not at all, it becomes a hazard.

Ouch! I'm a grammacide. Thank you!

DC I feel the same way. Words of a true leeb. \m/

—To you Libra I give the mission of service, that man may be mindful of his duties to others. That he may learn cooperation as well as the ability to reflect the other side of his actions. I will put you everywhere there is discord, and for your efforts I will give you the gift of Love.??

http://omtimes.com/2012/09/the-12-children-of-the-light-an-astrological-tale/

It has been on my mind quite a lot too. I used to be a person who really scared of death, it made me paranoid back then. But eventually as i'm going deeper into the thought, i found some peace on that idea of death.
As i tried to accept that death is a natural process that everything in this universe would certainly going through.
Death reminds me to be humble, reminds me to seeking through something more than what my five senses could experience in this materialistic world, death reminds me that nothing last forever and in the end of the day all i have is just myself lost in unknown stage that nobody alive knew what it is like