I Think I Blew It. . .

You know, I think I blew it with my Libra Admirer. I haven't seen him for quite some time now, and so I'm getting into stuff that'll take my mind off of him. I'm reading "Tuesdays with Morrie" and my Leo friend just told about a church for gays. I was like, "That actually have that around here?!" She wanted to go today, but it was such a last minute thing, I had to postpone it until next Sunday. Also, My Sagittarian co-worker told me about Brazilian Jujitsu that he's been taking. I went to check it out and I thought it was cool, but I was only checking it out. My Sagittarian co-worker told me that he hoped to see me there in class with him one day. I just might take the jujitsu classes just so it can help get my mind off of Mr. Lirba. Yet, the "You Are Never Alone" card is so meaningful to me that it's like he's holding onto me mentally by a thread. I sent him a package with a note, but I hope that his Scorpio Moon helps him to withstand all that he's read. The idea was nice, but I guess he's gone now. Thanks for you're support on this. (Especially you Little Sparrow.) Dreamy-Eyez, out.

Hey, just coming with my 2 cents here:
Don't give up just yet. You never know what life has in store for you. Try to think positive.

"""I think I blew 'it' with my Libra Admirer"""" That was ur whole plan right— 😛

Maybe, maybe not. Libras can be fickle. Plus, hasn't he disappeared before only to return?

But I like your plan! Just keep yourself busy.

I completely understand how hard the wait can be. Me and this leo keep circling each other. We are waiting for one of us to pounce. 😉

Little sparrow,
How exciting for you. Good luck. Keep up the good work. Love is in the air for some of us.

Hey Ya'll,
You know, he has disappeared before to then surprisingly appear again. You want to know something? I'm still holding onto the "You Are Never Alone" card. I gotten so excited about him giving it to me because the meesage associates with something really personal. He did tell me that he was going to be putting in more hours with his construction job, but man I never thought it would result in me not seeing him in almost a month. After he told me about putting in more hours in his construction job, my silly butt went and impulsively asked him when he was available to hangout. Apparently, after that was when his absence began, but yet he gave me this card while telling me about placing in more hours in construction. I think he knew it was going to result in not seeing me very much, so he gave me this wallet sized card that says "You Are Never Alone" with my name and his signed on the back. Because of this card, he stays on my brain all the time because I take it every where with me.

You guys, I just miss him so freakin' much. He has this modest, gentleness about him that I absolutely adore. I'm driving myself into so many hobbies and I try my hardest not to worry that he won't come back. I'm just hoping that he does come back this time, because he has disappeared before to then comeback like Little Sparrow pointed out. (Thanks Again.) I am trippin' ya'll. No one has ever had me feeling like this. I just hope I'm not disappointed.

Dreamy-Eyez,

Hold on to the positivity. True love never dies. There was a reason for why he gave you that card "You Are Never Alone".

awww thanks mystical. 🙂

It is still VERY early. We have a strange attraction for one another. I think it is partly because we have the exact same background. I have never met anyone with my heritage. It is just very rare to find. PLUS, we both moved to the same small town when we were in highschool and his mother living in the area my parents just moved from. We use to hang out at the same places. Also, we use the same words and the same intonations. It is very, very weird.

But, he is completely NOT my type. He is an independent film maker and very B-type. I am use to bankers and politicians. They could not be more opposite. Although every Libra girl I know has married an artist and supported him, which if he is worth it I will do, .... so .... we shall see.

All his leo and gemini matches up very well to all my libra, leo, and sag.

It is a very odd situation.

what is going on with you?

Well, I've been writing a lot over on the Virgo board the last few days (especially yesterday and today). If you want to you can go and read there. I'm completely bewildered as I don't understand his actions. I've written under different forums but you can find me.

You'd better keep this Leo guy. He seems like a keeper. Good luck to you. In life things work out for us. Sometimes it just takes some time to realize it.

We shall see. I am not 100% convinced he is the one for me, but there is something there.

There is also a Scorp who is floating around in the background. He asked for a few weeks to sort some things out. We shall see who steps up to the plate. The Scorp is more my type so I am more comfortable with him and know what I am doing.

The leo is .... unexpected.

Little sparrow,

Well, unexpected can be good. You should then keep your options open. Just take your time in deciding. That is what I'm doing. However, I've been very confused also. I'm now starting to see brighter days.

aw, man....well, dreamy, it was fun chasin' him now, let's castrate him 😉....lol na, we shouldn't, I'll kidnap 'em, and you cuff 'em lol!! This'll be great!!

😉

Hey, Dreamy, I hope you find that one ya know...as a Virgo, I know how lonely it can be when you don't/can't connect with that special one that you've wanted....it hurts like a motha....damn....I need some choclate...😢 lol....😉

Virgoexalted,
I still have a grain of faith left. For some reason, I just can't let go because of that "You Are Never Alone" card. I haven't seen him in a while, and I really don't think he ever gotten a chance to pick up the small package I sent him. So, instead I wrote a short note to notify him that I miss him and ask if he ever gotten a chance to get the box I sent him. He has been getting back from work at really late hours. I see him drive by the BP at 10:30 now. I'm sure construction is physically draining. Besides, he's a gentle, sweet, and appreciative guy. If he recieved my box, he would've let me know by now, but he didn't which means he never got it. Even though I am feeling bad due to missing him, I haven't given up hope. Somehow, the "You Are Never Alone" card helps me with that.
Dreamy-Eyez, out.