Okay so me and my aqua guy...

were on the phone last night and the conversation got kinda deep with expressing how much we appreciate one another and how we can depend on each other and be open and yada yada yada blah blah blah ... for once in my life I wasn't controlled by my thought process but emotion(scary)...DAMNIT I had made up my mind about this and decided to go with my taurus...but this damn aqua keeps tugging on my freaggin heart strings now i'm confused all over again, well perhaps i was never not confused...We are waaaay too much alike it's freaky,because I know he's playing the same scenario in his mind cause there's another girl in his picture and they're devoloping a bond(she could never be me of coursebut still), i don't know if that makes me happy or jealous-i have to think about that-. I love him but i haven't figured out exactly how i want to love him- whatever sense that makes- i think it's funny how us air signs are supposed to be so intellectual and emotionally detatched,but yet he inspires so much emotion in me, and the taurus is so passionate yet he inspires my intellect...If I could just put the two together...hmmm. This whole think before feeling thing isn't working out for me too well...to actually have to think about what i'm feeling or if i'm really feeling what i think i'm feeling because my emotion must be rationalized before i express it,especially if its about love,because you can't take that back-*catches breath*- o dem confusing libras!!!

Oooo La la lala....

Catch 22 Goaple
Nobody knows what I go through
Indecisions made me passive
They say I want my cake and I want to eat it too
Less satisfied if I don't, consequences when I do
These lessons, they lead me on my way
But when company is tempting me, I'm turned around
But I might wanna go that way,
Don't wanna go that way

Well, it's a catch 22
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do
Yes, it's a catch 22
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do

How many times does it take to learn just one thing,
'cause I keep ending up here
And I'm not a scientist so I just keep on praying that I won't
Keep getting the same results each day
I said that I can't be with you
But when you turn away I pull back your hands to stay
your hands to stay
So many days turn to years
That brought us here
And we shied through time without too many tears
But we still made decisions creating divisions
So many contradictions,
Why didn't we listen?

Well, it's a catch 22catch 22
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do
Yes, it's a catch 22
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do
I'm damned if I don't, I'm damned if I do

'Cause when I see you looking at her
I can't stand it, my eyes can't conceive
You gave her the smile you gave to me
I love you selfishly
I can feel so strongly
Oh, how you throw me
But still you know me
Oh, you know me

Yes, it's a catch 22,
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do
damned if I do
Yes, it's a catch 22, catch 22
Damned if I don't, Damned if I do
I'm damned if I don't, I'm damned if I do

To hell with all the promises we made,
The boundaries, the pain
I don't care who's wrong or right
Let's just ignore that tonight, I don't wanna fight
Where you lead me I'll follow
I won't stress on tomorrow
'cause I miss you like the moon misses the sky,
The waves miss the sand,
The leaves miss the breeze flowin' by
So come to me easy,
'cause I know you can please me

But it's a catch 22.... repeat chorus til end

Where's the "On the other hand. . ."?