why i hate being mad

why i hate being mad

cuz i cant control myself after that, i have no logic whatsoever and understanding disappears period i cant see nothing but flashes of red and really, its like dealing with a monster after that so i try to control it by reassuring myself. sometimes i might get quiet and cease communicatiyons o i can control mysellf other times i might ask the person what they really meant cuz i know how my perception of ppl is off, i feel like you can never truly know a person so i never go by what i see or hear

but yes, my hiding my anger has more to do with the fact that my anger extends to __________ cuz i aint using the word i wanna lol inside, my anger makes me feel like an animal(inside like how i feel not insecure habout how i look by any means)i feel like a monster when i get pissed cuz i get overwhelmed

thats why i need to control situations when i feel 'em getting out of hand cuz i feel like ppl dont know what out of hand is, i do. I've expereinced it, i've dealt with "monsters" since i hit this planet two decades ago lol So yes, i dont like getting mad cuz i dont like dealing with the monster within when i get mad, im tryna channel that cuz my feelings linger inside me and turn to literal disgust to a point where the simple site of a person makes mfuccin sick(if i dont like you, but i like everybody)and then something must be down

Im a person who believes in wars, not battles, so i like to be as level headed as possible which i am most of the time,

i guess i had to vent, why do you libras not like getting angry i hope i aint scare ya'll haha

haha

u gotta wait till im pissed

I hate being mad too. Check your moon and mars aspects. You probably have alot of scorpio and some harsh aspects to your moon or mars.

I think this site offers alot of freedom of speech, more than other forums, which I appreciate.

Posted by Pride of 0ctober


Im a person who believes in wars, not battles, so i like to be as level headed as possible which i am most of the time,

i guess i had to vent, why do you libras not like getting angry i hope i aint scare ya'll haha

I am the same way when I get pissed off. I try to stay calm and level headed and control the situation so it doesn't turn in to a battle. I don't like battles, they seem pointless especially since it is usually at the expense of the real issue.

I try to address the problem instead of the person so both people don't get defensive and start digging at each other. It's all about resolution over winning but it only works as long as you can keep the other person engaged in the issue. If I can't I want to detach from the problem long enough for each persons emotions to subside. Also because I have a really long fuse and a really big bomb. If it gets to the point I actually explode in anger then I see red and destruction is the only objective. Luckily I could count on one hand the amount of times I have gotten to that point. I have A LOT of self control and detest explosions of anger. Actually I detest it so much that I take it personally and immediately my only desire is to eliminate it, whether that has to be done through the person or the situation.