Kundalini experiences

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Some experience with kundalini?

If you don't have better, never do anything to wake that monster because 99% who say it about is false.

It's an evil spirit that can kill you. I've been through an experience of months and thank God I managed to overcome it, sleep it, two or three weeks more and would have killed me, it's the most horrible thing you can imagine.

They also say when wakes no way back but I did it, then it`s false also.

I never pondered the meaning of yoga, yes I can sleep over my body, relax my organs, etc, etc I have pineal activi since I'm a little girl but i didn't know nothing about yoga or something new age, I never liked these things or to chasing these people.

This started it's owm, I didn't know what it is, was a rare night and rising up to not sleeping and with two of the most powerful tranquilizers (desperation, I never took chemistry medicine).

The sheets were lifted up from the power generating my body had strong air swirl around as. if to calm down hard to orderly bug burned my insides.

Imagine feeling a snake pit in your gut, lava burning down her back, as snakes caduce up, down. I almost died, not eating, not sleeping, nothing.

It got better the day I got to relax / sleep my spinal cord, I felt like a million electric rays fading and from that day everything improved.

Also presences in my room to the point I couldn't sleep on it, then slowly at first with the light on, after a candle finally nothing, actually just wake up scared but occasionally.

Do not play with that, everything is misinformation on the net, I unfortunately I was forced to learn and no help, I only had to struggle with this self-taught so logically the doctor was not for me to cross out schizophrenic.

Take it seriously because it's.

I have also left my "trip" because of the "bug", I can go out with my conscience to walk anywhere and keep my pineal low minimum. I had to leave all this and I'm slowly starting back to being myself.

I need my spiritual world because this "real" is nothing to me, without my plutonic world that could do here?

What the fuck.

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I didn't know what it was, thought silly, sexual energy, but reading all of my symptoms this and wanted to kill me that thing.

For me it's a malignant spirit the demiurge, creator, god, jehova ... that motherfucker, put on in us as the ultimate test to let us chained to matter reincarnation after reincarnation, not to escape from here. For people I think is about to escape in his mix fucking shit or kill themselves and stay here another bit more.
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??A gift? Imprison people who say that and invite people to do, deceiving, it is a mortal danger. I am physically and mentally very strong and powerful but not anyone can beat that bitch. Now she's asleep at my command, my service but a bit more and kill me and leave me here locked in this prison of mad demiurge which I did not ask to come.

My mental health is perfect, for other eyes can seem a little eccentric but that never stopped "adapt" to this world very well, I put my full costume person and I am very good at it, my follies are for me.

I never visited a fucking psychologist or gur? anykind and never will do, if your question. Speech therapists (logopeda) only and didn't help me. Myself with my single effort overcame my dyslexia and got my papers, titles and all that shit to wipe his ass.

You do not know what to talk about kundalini and has not experienced in the flesh or something different to me. That's a devil not a positive energy, positive is overcome, do not mislead people. It's a trap and can be fatal, I do meditations, I discover things for myself, know control my body, my breathing and everything no needs gurus o style meditations.

They are deceiving people, saying they are mixed with the world, they are part of it and we are not from here, I can not be a place where I see Creepy like a lion devouring a poor fawn. I am better than this shit, repetitive, imperfect, cruel, a moron would have done better. I hate the "creation" and get out of it. i've already been there, so I think the bug punishes me.

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Posted by seraph
There are folks who have experienced it as a positive force in their lives, and manage it quite easily. And there are others who have a rough time with it.

It is neither "good" nor "evil." It does not admit of any value judgment. There is no morality attached to it. It simply is what it is, and a great deal of your experience with it will depend on physical and mental readiness (and health), being firmly established in silence (via a good foundational practice), and in some respects the ability to approach the sensations - and possibly new level of consciousness - with a healthy attitude.

Kundalini Shakti is as biological as it is spiritual. It's a nervous system response to certain stimuli - some stimuli you might be well aware of, and others you might not. It helps to remember this. There can be no Kundalini energy without its biological manifestation.

You're dealing with Kundalini Syndrome, and you aren't alone. There *are* ways to deal with it, and one of them (aside from something like Shamatha) is to stop practices for a while and shift your mind and body into more physical activity. Time spent outside in fresh air - in nature - will help a great deal. You need to take your mind off the energies and just engage with nature and physical activity. It may take some time for the energy to "normalize" to the degree that it won't distress you. Indeed, at some point it might calm itself to the degree that you'll even enjoy its presence.

Talking it out the way you're doing here is just one component of your therapy. Put some effort into the other components as well. And expect it to take some time and effort on your part. You'll get there, though. Have faith in that.



Yes, I have already passed. This was in the past, I hope never wake up again. And nature is easy to say when you do not know what it is, when that bug is within you, moving and burning your bowels second by second of the day and night is very different. Neither nature nor anything, kill you, eat you alive.
I overcame for my strength and mind control, ordered him to leave but I'm sure someone in the shade helped me too. We are not alone, there are those who protect us.

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TeaMint it sounds like you went into fear and I agree with Whatu, that was Ego. Ego presents as fear, resentment, etc all those base emotions we have, it can be our protector but also our enemy. A healthy meditative practice and grounding is key like Seraph wisely stated. That transcends the ego, stills the mind, allows for your connectiveness to your higher self/ spirit/ true essence - whatever you'd like to label it. It helps to place yourself in the position of the observer and just talk to your body as you go through this...'hmmm, interesting, yes I hear what you are saying body' talk to it, be relaxed, calm the mind and the body will 🙂 welcome to awakening

Impulsv wrote some good advice too. Not something to go through alone or unpracticed. Perhaps you could find a yogi or someone else to help,you with this? That energy has to move through you and out not stay blocked inside
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i've never heard of this. so it's like astral travel right??

it sounds really scary and something you can't mess with if you don't have someone to protect you.

you need someone to protect you if you do this, but most of the time you cannot get protection because guides will not recommend you to go to this realm. so they discourage it, if you are inclined to want to go further than the universe.
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Posted by deathnirvana
That is all done by fake people, hynosis etc hahahaha

Kundalini is not that. Kundalini is above all that.



Kundalini is real and can kill you if you awakened but is not prepared . Not practice yoga, is very very dangerous, mental hospitals and cemeteries are full of these people. If you are prepared will happen naturally and still very , very dangerous ... I have a horrible experience and I am not presumptuous , but I'm very strong, I know what I went through, very few people could overcome.

Yoga=Yoke.

http://kundalini.se/en/articles/personal-kundalini-stories

I never did yoga but since I was child have experience and practices that might resemble. Perhaps this is why I survived ( but there are still times when not sign this).

Move away yoga and gurus, are a sect of evil , demons.



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Posted by deathnirvana
Sure 😄



Yoga = Yoke, we are all one, join with the world, be part of "egregor"...Garbage. There is no reason to worship this world , is a pigsty, a prison, all more or less equal, a tube with legs, eating , shitting , reproduce, dies ...is repetitive, boring and cruel. Nature beautiful "scenery", nothing more. Don't do "thing" with "things", air can flow. Bad design, a false God, he was drunk that day, even the most idiot among humans would do better.



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Posted by Vegetta91
How did it start?what did you do to wake that energy or the evil spirit as you called it
once somebody came to talk about it and showed how to feel it or something
Me and ?? friend were laughing the whole time and that lady came to put her hand above my head and said That it's strong in me,whatever that means Although I dident feel anything and what she said could have come from the wind outside



I did nothing, I don't know what trigger, I have some idea but I don't know.

I can tell you the symptoms, It is a very long and intense history but in short: I locked myself in my house for about three months almost zero external contact, I followed a lot of physical and metaphysical equally horrible and painful, early awakening was very hard, electricity in my body stops me dead pain in my bed almost a week, I could not move or sleep, negative entities, pineal bothers me a lot with light but I can not sleep without light because much fear, became aware a lot of things I knew but did not know I knew, this bug moves within me and shaking from head to foot , burns my gut, I thought would killed me, I panicked because I could really lose control of myself and do something crazy. I did not recognize myself and this is the most horrible ever. Then day by day is generally quieter, I have very bad days yet, I think is still in rise process but I'm better. It is the worst and the best experience in my life, my feeling about is still ambiguous.