Am I dying soon?

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Greylatern, The Laughing Heart
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You would naturally be more intouch with yourself durring conjunctions in your natal chart.

If you have been wronging yourself or others shit will pop off.

The oposite is also true, you will gain a boost.

Nothing going on, it's a good time to mediate or some other activity of self reflection because you will get a boost of sorts.

Astrology isn't meant to be a road map, far too complex and restrictive to follow it in that way.

Astrology is better served as a tool of self reflection and awareness.
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I'm on this axis, too. I survived but I had something unusual happen about 10 days ago. For 3 nights, I couldn't sleep (unusual). I couldn't let the mind relax - why? I sat in bed all night long locked in the no-sleep zone. There was something 'out there' I was picking up on. The 4th night I took some sleep aid. Finally, I slept but I dreamed about my deceased father most of the night. It was as though he was trying to tell me something. This was unusual, too.

The next day, "Sister has cancer going in for surgery and short radiation treatment". Doctor says it isn't that serious. That was it. I think she might be scheduled to pass from this world. My sister had cancer when she was young, too, but I accidentally intervened (with God). I came clean and told my brothers and sisters of this and other things. Now my family thinks I'm a fruit cake. What happened that first time?

Intense radiation treatment, no hair, and in bed dying. And boom, the next day, she was on the mend. I didn't know I could do this. Of course, people always think it was them who healed themselves. This time I will keep my distance. Souls must deal with their own situations. I wonder what my father wanted. That space between life and death is nothing more than a transition from one place to another. I can 'see' souls I'm connected to right after they exit their physical forms (that day or two time frame) while they are transitioning, searching. We Cap moons are cold and hard - Cancer Suns are mushy and empathetic. Tough blend.
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Posted by mirthyQ
I'm on this axis, too. I survived but I had something unusual happen about 10 days ago. For 3 nights, I couldn't sleep (unusual). I couldn't let the mind relax - why? I sat in bed all night long locked in the no-sleep zone. There was something 'out there' I was picking up on. The 4th night I took some sleep aid. Finally, I slept but I dreamed about my deceased father most of the night. It was as though he was trying to tell me something. This was unusual, too.

The next day, "Sister has cancer going in for surgery and short radiation treatment". Doctor says it isn't that serious. That was it. I think she might be scheduled to pass from this world. My sister had cancer when she was young, too, but I accidentally intervened (with God). I came clean and told my brothers and sisters of this and other things. Now my family thinks I'm a fruit cake. What happened that first time?

Intense radiation treatment, no hair, and in bed dying. And boom, the next day, she was on the mend. I didn't know I could do this. Of course, people always think it was them who healed themselves. This time I will keep my distance. Souls must deal with their own situations. I wonder what my father wanted. That space between life and death is nothing more than a transition from one place to another. I can 'see' souls I'm connected to right after they exit their physical forms (that day or two time frame) while they are transitioning, searching. We Cap moons are cold and hard - Cancer Suns are mushy and empathetic. Tough blend.


What did you do to make her better?
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mirthyQ
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I traded her suffering for suffering on myself. I was a 20-year-old kid. It went down like this. I was living with my friends in the same town as this sister, we'll call her Packy. These were mostly my football buddies from high school. Anyways, we decided to all go to a nearby town to go to a bar (20-year-olds and being old enough to drink, almost). We get there and I get out of a truck. As I'm crossing the street & throwing the keys, I am struck by a big car going about 45 mph.

Somehow, I think an angel lifted me sideways, I shattered the windshield and bounced to the ground. I was bruised, in shock, but uninjured. I kept repeating - '..hey someone has cancer, who is it?' My friends would tell me, Packy, your sister. 30 seconds later, I would repeat the question. My friends took me home. At this time my sister's condition was critical (in bed, no hair, Hodgkin's disease).

After a night's sleep, I was sore but normal. I went to visit Packy (some of my family were there). She had changed and was now getting better (all of the sudden). What happened? This is not really a physical world. I took Packy's suffering karma on myself somehow and worked it out. God was willing to do this but I was dumb about such things and the result was getting hit by a car and getting knocked into another state of consciousness. If one's will is strong and they can tune into God, God will work with them directly.

Maybe Packy was going to recover anyways. I think I just speeded things up. Now that I'm older, healing doesn't need to manifest in such a violent way.