It's not What you thought When you first began it You got What you want Now you can hardly stand it though, By now you know It's not going to stop It's not going to stop It's not going to stop 'Til you wise up
You're sure There's a cure And you have finally found it You think One drink Will shrink you 'til you're underground And living down But it's not going to stop It's not going to stop It's not going to stop 'Til you wise up
Prepare a list of what you need Before you sign away the deed 'Cause it's not going to stop It's not going to stop It's not going to stop 'Til you wise up No, it's not going to stop 'Til you wise up No, it's not going to stop So just...give up
Come out come out No use in hiding Come now come now Can you not see? There's no place here What were you expecting Not room for both Just room for me So you will lay your arms down Yes I will call this home
Away away You have been banished Your land is gone And given me And here I will spread my wings Yes I will call this home What's this you say You feel a right to remain Then stay and I will bury you What's that you say Your father's spirit still lives in this place I will silence you
Here's the hitch Your horse is leaving Don't miss your boat It's leaving now And as you go I will spread my wings Yes I will call this home I have no time to justify to you Fool you're blind, move aside for me All I can say to you my new neighbor Is you must move on or I will bury you
Now as I rest my feet by this fire Those hands once warmed here I have retired them I can breathe my own air I can sleep more soundly Upon these poor souls I'll build heaven and call it home 'Cause you're all dead now I live with my justice I live with my greedy need I live with no mercy I live with my frenzied feeding I live with my hatred I live with my jealousy I live with the notion That I don't need anyone but me Don't drink the water There's blood in the water
you put yourself in stupid places yes i think you know it's true situations where it's easy to look down on you i think you like to be the victim i think you like to be in pain i think you make yourself a victim almost every single day
you do what you do you say what you say you try to be everything to everyone you know all the right people you play all the right games you always try to be everything to everyone
yeah you do it again you always do it again
you say they taught you how to read and write they taught you how to count i say they taught you how to buy and sell your own body by the pound i think you like to be their simple toy i think you love to play the clown i think you blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down
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spin around and fall down do it again you stumble and you fall yeah why don't you ever learn spin around and fall down do it again you stumble and you fall i wonder if you will ever learn
why don't you ever learn
come on now do that stupid dance for me
you do what they tell you to do you say what they say you try to be everything to everyone
you jump through the big hoop you play all the right games you try to be everything to everyone
spin around and fall down do it again you stumble and you fall yeah you do it again spin around and fall down do it again you stumble and you fall...
Everyday I realize that this might be the last day of my life Walking down the street I find that I'm coming closer and closer to losing my mind 'Cause when it rains, it pours Isn't life worth more? I don't even know what I'm hustlin' for You've gotta do what you gotta do just to make it through All the hard times that's going to face you
This is the life, trying to survive This is the life, trying to survive
Living will always be a struggle looking for someone to love you Looking back at single horrors, this madness makes me want to hide Slowly, internally, I'm dying Pillow case is wet from all my crying There is nothing more for me to live for Take me away, I can't live that life no more
This is the life, trying to survive This is the life, trying to survive
This is the life, trying to survive This is the life, trying to survive
This is the life, trying to survive This is the life, trying to survive
I'm just trying to get over
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I am bottled fizzy water And you are shaking me up You are a fingernail running Down the chalkboard I thought I left in third grade Now my only consolation Is that this could not last forever Even though you're singing and thinking how well you've got it made
Who are you? When will you be through Yeah, it's just a phase It will be over soon Yeah, it's just a phase Yeah, it's just a...phase
Call it women's intuition But I think I'm on to something here Temporaryism has been the 'Black Plague' And the Jesus of our age I know I must sound opinionated Maybe biased and quite possibly jaded But sooner than later they'll be throwing quarters at you on the stage
Who are you? When will you be through Yeah, it's just a phase It will be over soon Yeah, it's just a phase Yeah, it's just a...phase
And I am waiting for it to be over too
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Oh my my my I'm feeling high My moneys gone I'm all alone
The world is turnin' Oh what a day What a day whay a day
Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson learn, If your knowledge were your wealth then it will be well earn
If we were made in his image then call us by our names Most intellects do not believe in god but they fear us just the same
Oh on and on and on and on Whew on and on and on and on I go on and on and on and on Ohh on and on and on and on
I was born under water with 3 dollars and 6 dimes Yeah you might laugh 'cause you did not do your math
Na qua 2..3. Damn, yall feel that? Oh... Qua 2..3. The world keeps turning Oh what a day what a day what a day
The man that knows something knows that he knows nothing at all Does it seem colder in your summertime and hotter in your fall
If we were made in his image then call us by our names Most intellects do not believe in god but they fear us just the same
Oh on and on and on and on On and on and on and on I go on and on and on and on On and on and on and on
I am feeling kinda hungry 'cause my high is coming down Don't feed me yours 'cause your food does not endure I think i need a cup of tea, the world keeps burnin' Oh what a day, what a day what a day
You rush into destruction 'cause you don't have nothin' left The mothership can't save you so your ass is goin' get it If we were made in his image then call us by our names Most intellects do not believe in god but they fear us just the same
Oh on and on and on and on On and on and on and on Ooh ooh wee on and on and on and on On and on and on and on
Intro: People! *Echos* Get ready! It feels so good to be back! Ladies and gentleman Introducing the new me Improved youth No fool
Verse #1 Never been too type to bend or budge The wrong button to push, no friend, no bush I'm the centerpiece, you're a mortice, i'm a pitbull off his leash All this peace-talkin cease All these people i had to leave in limbo I'm back now and i've come to release this info I'll be brief and let me just keep butter simple Cannacookiemonster, don't want no beef with slim, NOO! Not even on my radar So won't you please jump off my dick, lay off and stay off and follow me cos i put these crayons to chaos from seance to seance.
Chorus 2x: So come on down So get on down Doh si doh now Dont have a good plan Dont be scerrrd (scared), cuz therrr (there) ain't nuttin' to werrr (worry) 'bout Let your hair down Square dance
Verse #2: Let your hair down to the track, yeh, keep goin back (BOO!) The boogie-monster of rap, yeh, the man's back! With a plan to ambush this bush administration Moosh the senate's facin', push this generation O' kids to stand and fight for the right to say somethin' You might not like, this white hot light that im under No wonder i look so sunburnt, Oh no, i won't leave no stone unturned Oh no, i won't leave one goin' nowhere Doh-si-soh oh! yo! ho! hello there! Oh yeh! don't think i won't go there Go to beyreuth and do a show there Yeh you laugh til your mothertreetrunkin' ass gets drafted When you're in bed here thinkin' the draft cant happen 'Til you treetrunk around gettin anthrax napkin Inside a package wrapped in sarandrap wrappin' Open the plastic, and then you stand back gaspin' treetrunkin' assassins hijackin' anthrax crashin' All this terror, america demands action Next thing you know, you've got uncle sam's ass askin' To join our army, or what you do for their navy You just a baby gettin' recruited at 18 You're on a plane now eatin' that food and that baked beans I'm 28, they gon take you 'fore they take me Crazy insane or insane crazy? When i say hussein, you say shady! My views ain't changed to lean humane way for Rain 2 days late, the date's today Hey team!
Chorus 2x:
Verse #3 Nothing moves me more than a groove that suits me Nothing suits me more than a groove that boosts me Nothing boosts me more or suites me beautifully There's nothing you can do to me, stab me, shoot me Physcotic hypnotic product I gotta take antibotic Ain't nobody hotter and so on and yada yada Gotta talk alot of hum-hei-la-da-da-der Oochie walla-walla-mmm-de-da-da but you gotta gotta Keep moving there's more music to make Keep making new butter, produce hits to break The monotony whats gotten into me? Drugs, rock and hennesey, thug like I'm 'Pac on my enemies On your knees, got you under siege Somebody you would give a lung to be Hungry like a treetrunking younger me treetrunk the fee, I can get you jumped for free Yeah, buddy, laugh is funny, I have the money To have you killed by somebody who has nothing I'm past bluffing, pass the KY Lets get ready for some intense serious ass treetrunking
Chorus 2x
Outro: Dr Dre wants to square dance with me Nasty nas wants to square dance with me X to the Z wants to square dance with me Busta Rhymes wants to square dance with me Cannacookiemonster won't square dance with me Cannacookiemonster won't square dance with me Canibus dont want no parts o' me Dirty Dozen wants to square dance with me Yeeeeha!
Verse #1 These ideas are nightmares for white parents Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings Like whatever they say has no bearing Its so scary in a house that allows no swearing To see him walking around with his headphones blaring Alone in his own zone, and he dont care He's a problem child, what bothers him all comes out When he talks about his treetrunkin' dad walkin out Cos he hates him so bad that he blocks him out But if he ever saw him again, he'd prolly knock him out His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap He sags his pants, 2 rags and a stocking cap His step-father hit him so he socked him back And broke his nose, this house is a broken home There's no control, he just lets his emotions go Come on...
Chorus: Sing with me, sing for the year Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear Sing with me,just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Verse #2 Entertainment is danger, intertwine it with gansters In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum Only you're unholy, only have one homey Only this gun, lonely, cuz don't anyone know me But everybody just feels like they can relate I guess words are a mothertreetrunker, they can be great Or they can be great, or even worse, they can teach hate Its like kids hang on every single statement we make Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum Now how the treetrunk did this metamorphasis happen? From standin' on corners and porches just rappin' To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you Fans turn on you, attorney's all gonna turn it to To get their hands on every dime you have They want you to lose your mind every time you mad So they can try to make you out to look like a loose canon You need to spew, dont hesitate to produce air-guns Thats why these prosecutors wanna convict me Swiftly just to get me offa these streets quickly But all their kids been listen'n to me religiously So i'm signing cds while police fingerprint me They're for the judges daughter, but his grudge is against me If i'm such a treetrunkin' menace, this butter doesnt make sense, Pete It's all political, if my music is literal and i'm a criminal, How the treetrunk can i raise a little girl? I couldn't. i wouldn't be fit to You're full of butter too, Guerrera, that was a fist that hit you!
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Verse #3 They say music can alter moods and talk to you But can it load a gun for you and chicken it too? Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude Just tell the judge it was my fault, and i'll get sued See what these kids do, is hear about us toting pistols And they want to get one, cos they think the butter's cool Not knowin' we're really just protectin' ourselves We're entertainers, of course this butter's affecting our sales You ignoramus. but music is reflection of self We just explain it, and then we get our cheques in the mail It's treetrunked up ain't it, how we can come from practically nothin' To bein' able to have any treetrunkin' thing that we wanted It's why we sing for these kids that don't have a thing Except for a dream and a treetrunking rap magazine Who post pinup pictures on their walls all day long Idolise their favourite rappers and know all they songs Or for anyone who's ever been through butter in they lives So they sit and they cry at night, wishing they die Till they throw on a rap record, and they sit and they vibe We're nothing to you, but we're the treetrunkin' butter in their eyes That's why we sieze the moment, and
Shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me.
I choose to live and to Grow, take and give and to Move, learn and love and to Cry, kill and die and to Be paranoid and to Lie, hate and fear and to Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to Lie, kill and give and to Die, learn and love and to Do what it takes to step through.
See my shadow changing, Stretching up and over me. Soften this old armor. Hoping I can clear the way By stepping through my shadow, Coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.
Actually I like this song. The only sort of hard part is the chorus really and toward the end...I really like the guy's voice and the guitars. cj7, you're like my music guru now. Hope you're comfortable with that. lol.
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him.
So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried.
Standing above the crowd, He had a voice that was strong and loud. We'll miss him. Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart. We'll miss him.
No way to recall What it was that you had said to me, Like I care at all.
So loud. You sure could yell. You took a stand on every little thing And so loud.
Standing above the crowd, He had a voice so strong and loud and I Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground, Someone who seemed to feel the same, Someone prepared to lead the way, with Someone who would die for me.
Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Don't you treetrunkin lie.
Don't you step out of line. Don't you treetrunkin lie.
You've claimed all this time that you would die for me. Why then are you so surprised to hear your own eulogy?
You had alot to say. You had alot of nothing to say.
Come down. Get off your treetrunkin cross. We need the treetrunkin space to nail the next fool martyr.
To ascend you must die. You must be crucified For your sins and your lies. [sic] Goodbye...
It's weird, because I liked that song and I was listening to it, before I knew what it was called and you listed that as one of your favorite songs by Tool. Did any of that make sense? lol.
well, not really but the lead singer, did a side project, the band is called 'A Perfect Circle' it does have some softer stuff on there. its really good. i would recommend it. but i dont want to overload u.lol
no, but i will later, its too hard too download stuff and still do other stuff with dialup. yeah..it sucks.lol Fat Slinky? hhmmm. now whats that refering to?lol
LOL, I know...I haven't asked him yet, but I'm going to. I just found him a few days ago after 5 years. I was like, holy son of a cookiemonster, he's famous and butter in Sydney! I have a claim to fame now. lol. He's the one in the long sleeved blue shirt and brown pants.
Okay I had to stop listening to Tool because as much as I like it, it's incongruous with my mood right now and it was starting to give me a headache. lol. What next...hmmm I think maybe a little Sunshower would lift my spirits 😉
Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I lose myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in, I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out, I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion.
Alive, I
In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in
This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion.
Twirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing.
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal. All this pain is an illusion
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by Aimee Mann
It's not
What you thought
When you first began it
You got
What you want
Now you can hardly stand it though,
By now you know
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
You're sure
There's a cure
And you have finally found it
You think
One drink
Will shrink you 'til you're underground
And living down
But it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
Prepare a list of what you need
Before you sign away the deed
'Cause it's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
It's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
'Til you wise up
No, it's not going to stop
So just...give up