The currently "How do you feel" thread

Me eeike

A little down in the dumps I'm almost broke and almost out of pipe tobacco till next week

For me everything is absolutely fucked. It's nothing new though. I learned long ago life was going to put me on a roller-coaster of ups and downs. I can do both equally well. So even being at my lowest point currently, the only thing I can do is attempt to make it better.

Doing all right so far.

The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

Posted by victoria-sakura
The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

Good luck ❤️

& girl same 😢 except self restraint has really been a struggle over the past 4 yrs or so. Coinciding with when I got back in psych meds unfortunately. Makes me too expressive and thus less cool

I'm at the gyno for a full std screen, haven't had sex in 5 months but this is the first time I could get in since my last partner. Wish me luck xD

Posted by MidAtBest
I'm at the gyno for a full std screen, haven't had sex in 5 months but this is the first time I could get in since my last partner. Wish me luck xD

Shit you doing better than me I haven't had sex since 2014 I'm long overdue. But yeah be careful and hope for the best result.

Posted by victoria-sakura
The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

That like was an accident my headphone cord hit my screen but anyway take it lightly don't over do it.

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter

Posted by victoria-sakura
The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

That like was an accident my headphone cord hit my screen but anyway take it lightly don't over do it.

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Oh wait a minute you talkin bout the self restraint kind. Care to elaborate more on that?

Posted by Soul
For me everything is absolutely fucked. It's nothing new though. I learned long ago life was going to put me on a roller-coaster of ups and downs. I can do both equally well. So even being at my lowest point currently, the only thing I can do is attempt to make it better.

Yeah I hear you. I can't say my life hasn't been on a roller coaster ride. All we can do is attempt to make it better.

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Posted by MidAtBest
I'm at the gyno for a full std screen, haven't had sex in 5 months but this is the first time I could get in since my last partner. Wish me luck xD

Shit you doing better than me I haven't had sex since 2014 I'm long overdue. But yeah be careful and hope for the best result.

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Wouldn't it be funny if the result was bad and now I can't delete or edit posts xD xD

At least mercury is direct today

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Posted by MidAtBest
I'm at the gyno for a full std screen, haven't had sex in 5 months but this is the first time I could get in since my last partner. Wish me luck xD

Shit you doing better than me I haven't had sex since 2014 I'm long overdue. But yeah be careful and hope for the best result.

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Also you're probably better off celibate since sex is always a letdown, esp perhaps for gems, but if you need to deposit a nut somewhere for once id recommend one of your sexy Scorpio beta orbiters.

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Posted by MidAtBest
I'm at the gyno for a full std screen, haven't had sex in 5 months but this is the first time I could get in since my last partner. Wish me luck xD

Shit you doing better than me I haven't had sex since 2014 I'm long overdue. But yeah be careful and hope for the best result.

Also you're probably better off celibate since sex is always a letdown, esp perhaps for gems, but if you need to deposit a nut somewhere for once id recommend one of your sexy Scorpio beta orbiters.

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Nah I'm good. Scorpio women only really good for taking out to dinner. I feel more like a buddy to them. I don't feel like a hubby material to them. I don't know it's just something about scorpio women that don't appeal to me sexwise. Even tho they sexy at least the ones I be kicking it with. You know come to think of it I kinda don't mind getting back with cancer women now. Now that I'm no longer a sex fiend anymore and since they were lazy lays in bed I'll take one cancer lady now even if she just want cuddles. I'm down with just cuddles without sex involve these days.

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Posted by Soul
For me everything is absolutely fucked. It's nothing new though. I learned long ago life was going to put me on a roller-coaster of ups and downs. I can do both equally well. So even being at my lowest point currently, the only thing I can do is attempt to make it better.

Yeah I hear you. I can't say my life hasn't been on a roller coaster ride. All we can do is attempt to make it better.

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I know it. People like us can crawl though the trenches, then admire a calm day even if its a bit cloudy. As long as you keep getting back up and moving forward you are far from weak in my book.

My foot is killing me, I’m starting to get a migraine and I’m broke right now until my next paycheck. Other than that I guess I’m doing alright.

Trying to pace myself with school and see the finish line.

Trying not to feel trapped in my current job.

Attitude of gratitude

Fatigued.

I've figured out the stiffness and aching of my PsA but not the fatigue.

I'm feeling mighty hungry but I don't know what I want. I'm tired eating soft foods like I'm a baby that hasn't started teething yet.

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Posted by victoria-sakura
The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

Good luck

& girl same except self restraint has really been a struggle over the past 4 yrs or so. Coinciding with when I got back in psych meds unfortunately. Makes me too expressive and thus less cool

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Thank you. Same to you. 😊

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Posted by victoria-sakura
The exercise in self restraint is silently painful in the most recent case.

That like was an accident my headphone cord hit my screen but anyway take it lightly don't over do it.
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Oh wait a minute you talkin bout the self restraint kind. Care to elaborate more on that?

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It is as it sounds. I'm a triple fire Aries after all. In past few years, most of the time the self restraint and self control is to disengage conflicts and resisting temptations.

Sometimes, it is because you care and it's someone whose opinions matter.

Cant complain.

Im not paralyzed, not broken, not doing Life in prison.



Moses made it Out of Egypt (this was The Easiest part).

Made it thru the Wilderness (shit started Easy - Quickly just got Worse & Worse, & turned into Nightmare.. decisions & cards dealt, & 🎲🎲 rolled - played All my cards = Right.. all while Not knowing wtf is going on/wtf im even doing.. 1 slip up & thats your potential End).

Now @ the Gates of Promised Land.

But.. Satan still tempts me to go Back 2 Egypt, where im like a King.

The Most beautiful ladies, going Crazy 16h a day, no more thinking - just doing whatever, Alot of Mxrder, no repercusions cos cops will die first



But.. i also see door #2.

Its Beautiful, its Collectively turning Earth = iN-To Heaven.

Imagine The Best day of your Life - Every Day, Non-stop & along w/ Every1.

Illnesses dont exist, Death ceases to exist, no more accidents.. nothing ..Negative Can exist..

I just watched youtube vid of some 21 y.o. dude in a wheelchair, cos of 1 bad move/decision & now hes paralyzed.

Other dude lost his arm

3rd dude - something else, cant remember.



I can read between the lines - their reality bothers them, but cant break down.

But i got The Power, to reverse All whats Wrong & Turn it iN-To = Right.

All of a sudden some dude who hasnt walked for 17 years, wakes up 1 day & all of a sudden - he feels his legs.

Or dude missing an arm - wakes up = all of a sudden his arm has grown back w/ full motion.

Or some1 got cancer.. Gone.

Now multiply this w/ However many Millions/potentially billions of humans suffering.

All suffering Gone = in an instant.



Its like all Fog/Confusion - which Human has = will automatically clear & be replaced w/ Goodness.

You will be Happy - /& that You're Alive.



But.. its a Sacrifice.



You cant have Both.

You Only make this decisions Once, in your Life-time & theres No re-dos.

(Im Not doing this shxt again).



This is why Jews have 2 Messiahs, 1 a Warrior - the other the Peace-Maker.

Or.. why Moses Died & Joshua Entered the Promised land.

Literally Freeing Slaves from Captivity, which would take God know Howmany Life-times to break free from.

Living Dead Lost iN Hell, fr.

So, thats whats up - now to weight⚖️ this shxt & make a Final Decision



Self-note : God damn ive been @ this 💩 for fxcking 8 years Straight.

Last 3 were a Completely Nightmare, shocked that i made it.

L

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Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
I'm feeling mighty hungry but I don't know what I want. I'm tired eating soft foods like I'm a baby that hasn't started teething yet.

Are you ill that you have to eat soft food?

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Nah I'm not ill I just had tooth extractions

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Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
I'm feeling mighty hungry but I don't know what I want. I'm tired eating soft foods like I'm a baby that hasn't started teething yet.

Are you ill that you have to eat soft food?

Nah I'm not ill I just had tooth extractions

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Sorry I was in a rush when I posted. I had a tooth extraction recently my orthodontist told me my dentures was infected and now I have to wait until the day come to get bone grafting for dental implants. Sucks I gotta wait until my mouth is completely healed to get implants I want it NOW!

I'm depressed and lonely.

All the psychoanalytical and self-help stuff aside, I don't care. I'm just lonely.

I'm sociable enough, so it's not being with others that counts-I just can't link up with anybody socially. On a satisfying level.

The night sky is all i have and ever had...and if it turns out to be fake like my notion of Taurus woman was, I wouldn't be surprised.

Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
I'm depressed and lonely.


All the psychoanalytical and self-help stuff aside, I don't care. I'm just lonely.


I'm sociable enough, so it's not being with others that counts-I just can't link up with anybody socially. On a satisfying level.


The night sky is all i have and ever had...and if it turns out to be fake like my notion of Taurus woman was, I wouldn't be surprised.

Taurus woman? Loves like it’s forever, leaves like it was your idea - don’t sweat it, my man, putty cats are a dime a dozen.

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Me eeike


A little down in the dumps I'm almost broke and almost out of pipe tobacco till next week

Username v2.0 dropping next week? One Week Without a Dip?

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Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
I'm depressed and lonely.

All the psychoanalytical and self-help stuff aside, I don't care. I'm just lonely.

I'm sociable enough, so it's not being with others that counts-I just can't link up with anybody socially. On a satisfying level.

The night sky is all i have and ever had...and if it turns out to be fake like my notion of Taurus woman was, I wouldn't be surprised.

Taurus woman? Loves like it’s forever, leaves like it was your idea - don’t sweat it, my man, putty cats are a dime a dozen.

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You are so right!

My experience with Tauruses to a T.

It's a balance between them keeping their house safe from x-lovers, and also their future lovers know Taurus really was the one giving the boot. But they love like it's forever, so you never suspect you're on the chopping block.

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I'm feeling mighty hungry but I don't know what I want. I'm tired eating soft foods like I'm a baby that hasn't started teething yet.

Are you ill that you have to eat soft food?

Nah I'm not ill I just had tooth extractions
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Sorry I was in a rush when I posted. I had a tooth extraction recently my orthodontist told me my dentures was infected and now I have to wait until the day come to get bone grafting for dental implants. Sucks I gotta wait until my mouth is completely healed to get implants I want it NOW!

Chill.. is okay.

I suspended fixing my upper a few set of my teeth forever ago. It was a complicated procedure explained by the orthodontist and required a lot of money I couldn't afford. Required to get extraction, crowning, and long adjustments. So there is that. Now I would just be happy with cleaning and whitening. I lost hope to ever get that complicated procedure done. At this age, that must be less prioritized.


that you have almost completed the whole process, it should be great, Jumpin.

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You should join the military so when your time is up you can get discounts on everything including dental. Plus I'm almost elderly anyway so it won't be much long before I can enjoy all the benefits life has waiting for me. But seriously I don't think you should lose hope because something as little as needing a tooth filling can only lead to something extremely serious in the long run.

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Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
I'm feeling mighty hungry but I don't know what I want. I'm tired eating soft foods like I'm a baby that hasn't started teething yet.

Are you ill that you have to eat soft food?

Nah I'm not ill I just had tooth extractions
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Sorry I was in a rush when I posted. I had a tooth extraction recently my orthodontist told me my dentures was infected and now I have to wait until the day come to get bone grafting for dental implants. Sucks I gotta wait until my mouth is completely healed to get implants I want it NOW!

Chill.. is okay.
I suspended fixing my upper a few set of my teeth forever ago. It was a complicated procedure explained by the orthodontist and required a lot of money I couldn't afford. Required to get extraction, crowning, and long adjustments. So there is that. Now I would just be happy with cleaning and whitening. I lost hope to ever get that complicated procedure done. At this age, that must be less prioritized.

that you have almost completed the whole process, it should be great, Jumpin.
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You should join the military so when your time is up you can get discounts on everything including dental. Plus I'm almost elderly anyway so it won't be much long before I can enjoy all the benefits life has waiting for me. But seriously I don't think you should lose hope because something as little as needing a tooth filling can only lead to something extremely serious in the long run.

I need peace lol

So no to military.

My south node scorpio is in the 11th house, like welp nope. I need to be with children and lots of em..

I'm on the right track but like everyone as far as served in the 11th house, yup no. Too good at that.


As for the tooth filling, it is not only it. So I had a tooth growing in my gum and it came out before the previous tooth in place pull off. Then the next one was twisted 90° to the right. The other one was basically eroded over time due to refusing to swallow food (so I kept the food in the mouth). It all happened starting from when I was a little girl. My parents wanted to fix it but worried it the mouth surgery would affect my eye. So.

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Well in a way that's good not to go to the military especially under trump. Glad he wasn't president under me in the military but still had some fucked up Republicans during my reign. The two bush's was horrible but not as horrible as Trump is. That twisted teeth sound frightening to me. It seem like your whole face will be all twist up just because of that one twisted tooth. Gee that sound terrible. I've had some ingrown teeths before grew kind of in a jammed up way and I was an adult. I thought teeths stop growing once you get out that baby stage.

Posted by victoria-sakura

Lol is that how you feel or is that your way of saying "oh lord yall give me a break"?

If I only knew how to post live solo music on here id play you a nice lovely tune just for being so goddamn cute. I know I said on a previous thread that I don't like Aries people but I'll have to put my feelings about Aries aside just for you.

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Posted by HereforTaurusAgain
I'm depressed and lonely.

All the psychoanalytical and self-help stuff aside, I don't care. I'm just lonely.

I'm sociable enough, so it's not being with others that counts-I just can't link up with anybody socially. On a satisfying level.

The night sky is all i have and ever had...and if it turns out to be fake like my notion of Taurus woman was, I wouldn't be surprised.

Taurus woman? Loves like it’s forever, leaves like it was your idea - don’t sweat it, my man, putty cats are a dime a dozen.
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You are so right!

My experience with Tauruses to a T.


It's a balance between them keeping their house safe from x-lovers, and also their future lovers know Taurus really was the one giving the boot. But they love like it's forever, so you never suspect you're on the chopping block.

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You’ve gotta quit orbiting that Taurus - it’s messing with your head.

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Posted by victoria-sakura

Lol is that how you feel or is that your way of saying "oh lord yall give me a break"?


If I only knew how to post live solo music on here id play you a nice lovely tune just for being so goddamn cute. I know I said on a previous thread that I don't like Aries people but I'll have to put my feelings about Aries aside just for you.

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Thanks. 😊 It's rather how I want to feel but not quite there yet.

The usual. Fit and healthy but my minds not too tidy.

Annoying headache but otherwise ok.

Lost. Romantically anyway. Maybe the Pluto opp Venus transit will shake things up a bit, in a good way.

Posted by clare
Annoying headache but otherwise ok.

Do we have the same transits wtf

Same for me with your last 2 posts

@Kalelno What's your big 3 + Venus and Mars?

Like a good sport, but bitter

Engaging in competitions has forged me into a good sport who could take losses with enough grace and dignity

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@Kalelno What's your big 3 + Venus and Mars?

Scorpio rising

sun in Taurus

moon in Leo

mars in Scorpio

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Posted by clare
@Kalelno What's your big 3 + Venus and Mars?

Scorpio rising

sun in Taurus

moon in Leo

mars in Scorpio

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Lots of fixed energy.. I have all fixed angles, some other things and NN so could be being hit with similar stuff. I hope you have a smooth journey!

I've been in love with Josh for a decade now. it never ended and sucks bc it was never reciprocated like that. he can't love anyone but his bm (aqua Venus)

he would call it obsession and deny that im in love, or call me a "damn good actor" but he shot a porno of us once & you could see the love in my eyes

I was just thinking about that although I haven't watched that video in a yr or so

the coital face doesn't lie

the first year we met his eyes looked like they were in love but I knew that died when we reconnected

damn aries moon

Pissed! Pissed at the weather. Michigan hardly had couple of weeks of summer (melt your face off type btw) & it turned freezing on avdime. Cold enough one could easily be trunig the furnace on, but I refuse.... coz I'm discordant! 🤬

Just keep going, just keep going