hey baby?? yeah you!!! who else do I call baby? hhhmmm ok listen to this! I love you honey..*kiss *kiss Kiss* I can't wait till we are together forever and never having to say good-bye ever again!!
I'm restless, in my dreams I long for you/ I'm careless with the things I own because of you/ Speechless for all that we had is what we disregard now/Feel emptiness
Ok, mine is not weepy or even sentimental, but it does remind me of someone when it plays (its weird, but it means something special to me)... French Foreign Legion by Frank Sinatra- it's when I'm in one of my "I don't care much, but I still love and miss you" mood.
If you turn me down once more I'll join the French Foreign Legion Bet you, they would welcome me with open arms
First you love me, yes, then you love me, no I don't know where I stand Do we march together down the isle Or do I march that desert sand
If you think I won't find romance in the French Foreign Legion Think about that uniform with all it's charm Just one more time are you gonna be mine Or au revoir cheri It's a French Foreign Legion for me
But when I'm in a creepy stalkerish mood (i am a scorpio moon after all, lol), i jam to...Find Your Love by Drake (yeah you heard me, Drake...rappers can be romantic too, you know?)
I'm more than just an option, hey, hey, hey Refuse to be forgotten, hey, hey, hey I took a chance with my heart, hey, hey hey And I feel it taking over
I better find your lovin', I better find your heart x3 I bet if I give all my lovin', then nothing gonna tear us apart
I'm more than just a number, hey, hey, hey I doubt you'll find another, hey, hey, hey So every single summer, hey, hey, hey I be the one that you remember
I better find your lovin', I better find your heart x3 I bet if I give all my lovin', nothing gonna tear us apart
Too many times I've been wrong I guess being right takes too long I'm done waitin', there's nothing left to do But I'll give all I have to you
I better find your lovin', I better find your heart I better find your lovin', I better find your heart I better find your lovin', I better find your heart I bet if I give all my lovin' then nothing gonna tear us apart
Just realized i messed up a few lines and forgotten some too on the Drake song, but who cares? Its a deep song and it speaks to me on a personal level about some things I go through when I REALLY love someone.
Personally for me, its chorus (or whatever) should go something like this..
I better find your lovin', I better find your heart I BETTER FIND IT WITH ALL MY LOVE THEN NOTHING CAN TEAR US APART
Mini rant about love
I fall deep and hard, lol. I wanna not only feel love, I wanna smell its scent coming through the pores of the other. Words are just not enough. Actions too arent enough. I want something impossible, I want something big... Is that too much to ask? Is it strange to want something that you dont even know what it is? I know I'm selfish and confused about what I want, but it doesnt matter bcause I want IT all (whatever "IT" is) and this instant! Gah, I'll never be fulfilled in love. I honestly think that deep down inside all i want is somebody who loves me completely...gives his everything to the relationship. But the thing is, I'm afraid to give my all incase they arent giving as much. I know I'm capable of letting go, but I cant bcause I simply cant trust that the other person can let go as i can. Do i make sense? I'm ruining my relationships with this trust thing, I wanna let go, but i cant..people are untrustworthy. Being told/shown im loved is just not enough for me and I dont know what will ever convince me. I want a man who will slit his throat for me (but survive ofcourse), but there's a possibility that i wont believe that he is being genuine even after doing that. Corrections: i want a man who will slit his throat (just to prove something, what? I dont know)SEVERAL times for me, lol, THAT I'LL BELIEVE... or maybe not! Bleh.
I'm ranting here bcause of my situation with the libra. I know he loves me and i love him too, but its sad bcause no matter what he says or does just doesnt register with me...i want more. Thats what happens when my heart gets involved. I'm a hypocrite bcause not long ago i was scolding truecap about the same thing im facing right now. I dont like it when i feel like this and i solve/ease it by removing the person (libra) causing me to feel this way even if it hurts so much doing so. Its me, im at fault, but i dont know how to fix it so i'd rather spare the other person the confusion of dealing with me when im like this> i start fights to escape so i can gain control once again over my feelings. I
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