
Sagittarius2315
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Posted by Impulsv
Yes, i know excactly what you mean. Has been a three year dance that has brought me to my knees but now have risen from it. Many lessons learned, self compassion, self acceptance, forgiveness, surrender, patience , self love, unconditional love. It's a return to your true power n self. Then u realize it's not about reunion with tf is reunion with self. Most painful difficult beautiful magical experience. Facing ur fear, insecurities, breaking down of old belief system but coming into your power n building correctly back up to your true nature.

Posted by Impulsv
Yes, i know excactly what you mean. Has been a three year dance that has brought me to my knees but now have risen from it. Many lessons learned, self compassion, self acceptance, forgiveness, surrender, patience , self love, unconditional love. It's a return to your true power n self. Then u realize it's not about reunion with tf is reunion with self. Most painful difficult beautiful magical experience. Facing ur fear, insecurities, breaking down of old belief system but coming into your power n building correctly back up to your true nature.


Posted by WaterCup
I'm currently at the stage where I'm sick of it all & just wish it could disappear. It's so depressing & I wish there was a pill that'll make you get over it.




Posted by PotHeadVirgo24Posted by Sagittarius2315
If I get there then I'll ask; what's my purpose in life? How can I assist others on their personal journey; how can I be of service to humanity.
That is something that resides me. Everyone is different and their heart desires different things.
My life's purpose and finding out means a lot to me.
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Posted by PotHeadVirgo24
I feel like my purpose in life is to bless the unfortunate with hope, showing them the positive route, and to be a leader to the fortunate, by showing how you indirectly/directly help another individual. It's so easy to be evil, but the hardest thing to do in life is to not be evil. To have a giving heart. To have sympathy and empathy. To be considerate and kind. To help your fellow man instead of snake em. Being honest and loyal. Working as a team. Majority of the world hates doing any of that because it's so hard to do. Especially when everyone else around you is thee exact opposite and you had to work so hard to become who you are.
That's why the world is all fucked in the ass today. They're scared to fight evil. And I'm not just talking about the average person. I'm also talking about the billionaire who can make things happen, but would rather sit on his ass and give a few thousand to a bullshit charity here and there. Fuck that. I've been around evil so much to the point where that shit doesn't even phase me when I'm doing something positive. I'd rather die from helping the world than to live like a coward because I'm scared somebody gone gone come kill me if I have a huge positive effect on people as a whole. Pfff...



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Do you speak to them as you dream telling them all their is to know about you? Do they listen openly, warmly, unconditionally without judging you, cutting you off, allowing you to release what ever sits inside you.
Then suddenly you begin to fall for this person. Is it an illusion? Could it be true? Maybe an obsession? For the life of you , you do not understand this strong connection that you feel for a phantom. This push and pull begins to live inside you as the mind tries to steer you in one direction and your soul in another.
Then one day the unexplainable happens, somehow you see this person, whether in a picture, across the street or your attention is caught by the sound of this their voice.
The first thing you notice are the eyes for there is where you see their soul. Familiar they are, yet you can't put your finger on it. Have we met? Maybe not, yet your soul says yes. You brush this off as coincidence, or just your mind playing a sick joke on you.
Then you catch their attention and it's like a thread is pulling you towards this person. They catch your attention , you theirs. The connection is unexplainable.
It begins to frighten you for you have never felt this excited before. You've never felt love like this. The fact that you even think love makes you hesitate, second guess what is happening.
You take a step back, they forward, your hesitation makes them hesitate and so they too take a step back, then you a step forward for fear of loosing them. The intensity drives you crazy, to the point where all you do is think about this person day and night, night and day, in your dreams, while you day dream , you find yourself saying their name or hearing it, even seeing their face.
You want to run away, they chase, you become further afraid, they don't understand, you wish you did, so does this person. You avoid, they avoid, there's this dance where you seek them out indirectly, yet when you find them you back off.
What is this called? Why is it happening? Why you? Why that person? For the life of you , you don't understand the attraction. It saddens you, maddens you, makes you hate but you can't hate because you love, can you even call i