Twin Flame Connection

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A dream is but your soul speaking to you. Have you heard a familiar voice yet you've never seen this person face to face. Have you heard them laugh, yet you believe this to be fake. Have you absentmindedly drawn someone, discribed someone, even seen their eyes yet they have never crossed paths with you.
Do you speak to them as you dream telling them all their is to know about you? Do they listen openly, warmly, unconditionally without judging you, cutting you off, allowing you to release what ever sits inside you.
Then suddenly you begin to fall for this person. Is it an illusion? Could it be true? Maybe an obsession? For the life of you , you do not understand this strong connection that you feel for a phantom. This push and pull begins to live inside you as the mind tries to steer you in one direction and your soul in another.
Then one day the unexplainable happens, somehow you see this person, whether in a picture, across the street or your attention is caught by the sound of this their voice.
The first thing you notice are the eyes for there is where you see their soul. Familiar they are, yet you can't put your finger on it. Have we met? Maybe not, yet your soul says yes. You brush this off as coincidence, or just your mind playing a sick joke on you.
Then you catch their attention and it's like a thread is pulling you towards this person. They catch your attention , you theirs. The connection is unexplainable.
It begins to frighten you for you have never felt this excited before. You've never felt love like this. The fact that you even think love makes you hesitate, second guess what is happening.
You take a step back, they forward, your hesitation makes them hesitate and so they too take a step back, then you a step forward for fear of loosing them. The intensity drives you crazy, to the point where all you do is think about this person day and night, night and day, in your dreams, while you day dream , you find yourself saying their name or hearing it, even seeing their face.
You want to run away, they chase, you become further afraid, they don't understand, you wish you did, so does this person. You avoid, they avoid, there's this dance where you seek them out indirectly, yet when you find them you back off.
What is this called? Why is it happening? Why you? Why that person? For the life of you , you don't understand the attraction. It saddens you, maddens you, makes you hate but you can't hate because you love, can you even call i
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For the life of you , you don't understand the attraction. It saddens you, maddens you, makes you hate but you can't hate because you love, can you even call it love? How can you love a complete stranger?
You begin to lash out , out of frustration. Keep your distance you say, Find someone else you cry out, Stop you yell, Move on you plead.
Yet deep down inside your crying out no, don't go away, please stay, why haven't you reached out to me today? Have you forgotten me? Found someone else? Maybe I should forget ; you tell yourself. I can let go, I must let go, this is crazy.
But you can't, and when you think you have they pop in to your life once again.
Why run? Why am I running? This is amazing yet scary.
Should I fight it? Welcome it? Resist it? Or allow it? There is no fight left. So you seek with in you for the answers. Suddenly things you've never uncovered start to make sense. It's you, you are what's causing pain to yourself. Habits you believed were okay start to seem ill. Defense mechanism seem not to work anymore. The person you have become is not who you truly are. You want to love yet you don't know how. You want to heal , yet you don't know where to start.
It all makes sense and at the same time seems so hard to do. Change is hard, growth even worse. Your not you, who are you? What are you here for? Do you love you? Does he love me? What turned him off?
It's the very same thing that turns you off. Then how one makes amends? By accepting every inch of who you are. Be honest with yourself. Don't live a lie, put on a mask, try to fit in with the crowed. Be an individual self, a higher self, a better self accepting and loving yourself.
I question not, then he stops. You begin to become a beacon, his starts to unite. This feeling of finding sets you free. Your soul freely accepts you. He is you, yet you him. A past life? No, it's a contract that had never been broken. For true soul connections are never broken even when miles apart. Even when one hurts the other. Even when one runs out of fear or denial. Even when one is completely shattered, not ready, unavailable, the connection never breaks.
So fighting, fight what? all your doing is fighting yourself not allowing you the very thing you crave true and unconditional selfless love with no agenda but to just continuously give that love freely on to the other even if not together.
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Posted by Impulsv
Yes, i know excactly what you mean. Has been a three year dance that has brought me to my knees but now have risen from it. Many lessons learned, self compassion, self acceptance, forgiveness, surrender, patience , self love, unconditional love. It's a return to your true power n self. Then u realize it's not about reunion with tf is reunion with self. Most painful difficult beautiful magical experience. Facing ur fear, insecurities, breaking down of old belief system but coming into your power n building correctly back up to your true nature.



Completely agree
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Posted by Impulsv
Yes, i know excactly what you mean. Has been a three year dance that has brought me to my knees but now have risen from it. Many lessons learned, self compassion, self acceptance, forgiveness, surrender, patience , self love, unconditional love. It's a return to your true power n self. Then u realize it's not about reunion with tf is reunion with self. Most painful difficult beautiful magical experience. Facing ur fear, insecurities, breaking down of old belief system but coming into your power n building correctly back up to your true nature.



I'm currently experiencing this dance. And it's a really humbling experience. It breaks me, but I know all happens for a reason and theirs always a new lesson I learn. Every persons experience is different. And I wanted to see what others have experienced.

There is no guide to it. All I've learned so far is to surrender to it all; and accept the connection.

I have also learned to look with in, at self and work on self as well which I'm doing and continue doing since all is a never ending lesson.
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I'm currently at the stage where I'm sick of it all & just wish it could disappear. It's so depressing & I wish there was a pill that'll make you get over it.



I think many do; but it's cause many approach it in a romantic relationship mind set forgetting the bigger picture and lessons that are to be learned from the connection.

It's an amazing feeling to find it; experience it; but it can be debilitating as well in so many levels.

I look at it and approach it as a blessing cause it's showing me acceptance, how to heal; love unconditionally, and so much more.

So don't wish it away; embrace it Nd be open to it. It's not your conventional kind of connection it's beyond the romantic and physical.
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If I get there then I'll ask; what's my purpose in life? How can I assist others on their personal journey; how can I be of service to humanity.

That is something that resides me. Everyone is different and their heart desires different things.


My life's purpose and finding out means a lot to me.



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Do you feel this as well?

What do you believe is your purpose in life? A way for you to touch others souls?
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Posted by PotHeadVirgo24
I feel like my purpose in life is to bless the unfortunate with hope, showing them the positive route, and to be a leader to the fortunate, by showing how you indirectly/directly help another individual. It's so easy to be evil, but the hardest thing to do in life is to not be evil. To have a giving heart. To have sympathy and empathy. To be considerate and kind. To help your fellow man instead of snake em. Being honest and loyal. Working as a team. Majority of the world hates doing any of that because it's so hard to do. Especially when everyone else around you is thee exact opposite and you had to work so hard to become who you are.
That's why the world is all fucked in the ass today. They're scared to fight evil. And I'm not just talking about the average person. I'm also talking about the billionaire who can make things happen, but would rather sit on his ass and give a few thousand to a bullshit charity here and there. Fuck that. I've been around evil so much to the point where that shit doesn't even phase me when I'm doing something positive. I'd rather die from helping the world than to live like a coward because I'm scared somebody gone gone come kill me if I have a huge positive effect on people as a whole. Pfff...



I feel as you do; I'm very giving and of I can make even the smallest change in someone life that brings me joy. I've always wanted to make my own organization for single mothers who have children and are trying to be successful in life but need direction and help/ mentoring and so on. To me that's important , I grew up with a single parent and she never complained, she always showed us happiness and that nothing was wrong even when there was.
That's one of my wishes in life to give back to woman who are single mothers and need a chance so they can make it in life. Make their dreams come true / get a degree and so on.


How about you?
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My dearest love,
Unforgiving are my words for I have caused you great sadness with my scrutiny. Not realizing all the wonders with in you for I was blind but now I see in to your ways of communication. You seek comfort and love. You still seek security even if not admitted by you.
If healing is what is sought out by your soul then allow my own to show you the way. Life is not all disappointing. It is true that it is hard, tedious, but with hard work comes great achievements.
Oh dearest soul , if I have scared you or even scarred you let me mend what I have broken inside your soul. We are one ,if for you don't see let me show you with my eyes what I speak of. Let me show you with my soul what I mean to give you in return. It is not conventional, it isn't something you know or are use to. It is forgiveness, it is healing, it is of the purest love, it's unconditional and will not forsake you.
Do not hide your true nature for I will take you in to me with open arms. Cry on my shoulder if you must, let go of pain, disappointment , anger, lost loves.
You have been found in all that you felt was lost you sought out yourself in me. It is why I stand before you. It is why I reflect your reflection back to you. It is all to help you love all that you are.
I am marveled by your every waking level of beauty in your personality. Even what you refer as ugly or unacceptable I love.
Love is key, so is acceptance, so is truth of who lays within that dark place you hide from others. Negative, positive, broken , shattered, misunderstood , beautiful, crazy, silent, all I see as beauty for through your eyes your soul has begun to shine.
Oh love of mine never loose sight of who you truly are. Dig deep with in you, find yourself again and set it free with confidence for when you do there is where you will find me waiting with arms wide open ready to accept you. Eternal soul of mine I am here seek with in yourself and you will find me.



A letter I wrote to myself, this is what happened to me when I stopped thinking with Ego and instead with my soul/inner voice and self.