
scorpionmoon
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Posted by scorpionmoon@Scorpionmoon are you committed to anyone or just have crushes ?
Hey Scorp moons-
Does anyone else ever feel different in a bad way in regards to how they process emotions? I've been having a pretty difficult few months in which I can't escape the idea that I must be the only person on Earth who feels emotions to this degree of intensity. I never have a good emotion without a coupled 'bad' emotion.
For example; I feel so intensely for many separate crushes that it overwhelms me to the point of tears and self hatred. I can't really revisit any memory good or bad without a deep feeling of sadness and nostalgia. I can't imagine anyone loving me as much as I love them- not because I doubt others' capacity to love, but because my own is so unnecessarily heightened.
Not really in the mood to be told that this is simple weakness or that I'm probably on my period (I'm neither.)




Posted by starloverNot all feelings. But fear. We fear- fear. There is fear in everything. Every person, event, situation, conversation, provoked feeling even if postive- has the potential to bring about fear.
The thing is with Scorpio moon, it cannot pretend it doesn't care about life ~ it needs to dive deep into its feelings ~ the very thing it fears
Not easy


Posted by blackphaseI think I'd love to be in a committed relationship, and I'm positive I'd be extremely loyal. I just see too much good in too many people, and it's difficult to just be decisive.
Scorp Moon here. I can definitely relate to the intense feelings. Cannot relate to the numerous crushes.. I am only ever for one person. Having numerous crushes would literally drive me insane I think. You don't like the idea of being with only one person or just find it difficult to narrow it down to just one?
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Does anyone else ever feel different in a bad way in regards to how they process emotions? I've been having a pretty difficult few months in which I can't escape the idea that I must be the only person on Earth who feels emotions to this degree of intensity. I never have a good emotion without a coupled 'bad' emotion.
For example; I feel so intensely for many separate crushes that it overwhelms me to the point of tears and self hatred. I can't really revisit any memory good or bad without a deep feeling of sadness and nostalgia. I can't imagine anyone loving me as much as I love them- not because I doubt others' capacity to love, but because my own is so unnecessarily heightened.
Not really in the mood to be told that this is simple weakness or that I'm probably on my period (I'm neither.)