Ahhhh to love is divine.

Does my sign force me to do anything? I don't think so, but it definitely seems to have an affect on my emotions. Everything about the Pisces from being dream, creative, and animal lover, a nature lover.... It's all true. I am a musician. A classical pianist. I see the world from a different set of eyes and I feel too otherworldly to live here. I am always in a dream... what could be. I avoid. I feel like what I want is impractical and never attainable. I want a woman who loves as much as I do and gets it.

The one thing I absolutely can't handle is a woman in pain. Emotional or otherwise. The sound of crying, or the look of crying destroys me. If it's a dude, I can hold my shit together.

I had a friend in the Navy about 6 years ago. She got into a divorce and I was under the wrong impression from the get-go when I met her recently. I drove for an hour, and ended up talking with her for hours. Then come to find out her BF didn't like me meeting with her, and initially I didn't know she had a BF. Apparently the relationship has deteriorated. I got to listen to all of it, and I did what all good guys do. I listened and comforted her when what I wanted was to caress her and have passionate love with her.

She is an Aquarius with the most beautiful blue eyes and I was smitten. I did write her recently letting her know I couldn't be her shoulder to cry on anymore and I feel liberated.

Was this right? Is there a way for my inherent intuitiveness to be useful? I feel like I'm losing it.

I'm 27 by the way.

Posted by militantpianist
Does my sign force me to do anything? I don't think so, but it definitely seems to have an affect on my emotions. Everything about the Pisces from being dream, creative, and animal lover, a nature lover.... It's all true. I am a musician. A classical pianist. I see the world from a different set of eyes and I feel too otherworldly to live here. I am always in a dream... what could be. I avoid. I feel like what I want is impractical and never attainable. I want a woman who loves as much as I do and gets it.

The one thing I absolutely can't handle is a woman in pain. Emotional or otherwise. The sound of crying, or the look of crying destroys me. If it's a dude, I can hold my shit together.

I had a friend in the Navy about 6 years ago. She got into a divorce and I was under the wrong impression from the get-go when I met her recently. I drove for an hour, and ended up talking with her for hours. Then come to find out her BF didn't like me meeting with her, and initially I didn't know she had a BF. Apparently the relationship has deteriorated. I got to listen to all of it, and I did what all good guys do. I listened and comforted her when what I wanted was to caress her and have passionate love with her.

She is an Aquarius with the most beautiful blue eyes and I was smitten. I did write her recently letting her know I couldn't be her shoulder to cry on anymore and I feel liberated.

Was this right? Is there a way for my inherent intuitiveness to be useful? I feel like I'm losing it.

I'm 27 by the way.

I think it was absolutely the right thing to do.

I guess you mean "useful" to her, but I don't see what else you can do.

Driving an hour only to be a shoulder to cry on-- false pretenses on her part.

Bleh.

Thanks, man. I feel like it was the right thing to do although it sucks, because I'd already planned the marriage hahaha. JK. I just held on the the idea of who she was so long ago and was probably smitten by her beauty as we tend to do.