broken fish

OK serious question...I'm not sure if i'm doing this to myself or what. My life tends to go in cycles every 6 months or so everything is going right in my life and then within a week or two everything is gone... Like lose my g/f, job, get kicked out of my place, a medical thing that my health insurance won't pay for, and on top of it all not one of my friends or family was there to help through any of this... now that brings me to my question. I feel completely different now, angry at everything mean just for the sake of being mean. Do fish in general tend to become jaded and bitter about the world around them or is it just like a normal thing? kind of at a loss to explain why i am so different now... so looking to see if its got anything to do with my sign...

"My life tends to go in cycles every 6 months or so everything is going right in my life and then within a week or two everything is gone."


This low point usually kicks in around the time the sun is in Virgo? Yes?

"we only have acquaintances"
-this is my moms saying



Ditto that !!!!

Life is what it is .. we can't change other people simply because we want to feel for them.

Negative attracts negative and although it may seem hard to stay positive you have to fight the dark with light. Try humor even if its sick because its okay to entertain the thoughts as long as we dont carry them out. Things happen for reasons we dont get but as the others have said they are learning and growing experiences. They bring us to a higher level of enlightenment. Project positive and the light that comes with it will attract positive. Its usally not easy for a fish to be mean and its not healthy for our souls. Remember that water is the STRONGEST element, the most enlightened, we have been there done that. You have the power in you to overcome the dark as long as you remember to face the light. Face the sun, close your eyes, doesnt the light still shine through?

You'll find those at the market, and if you're lucky enough, they'll kill one right in front of you.