Friendly or Interested?

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baemin
@baemin
10 Years

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I swear this is going to be long. Bare with me ? . I known this pisces girl in my college because she helped me once and since then we become friends. She hasa lot of secret admirers. Whenever we meet we will either smile or say hi to each other. She is so kind too, she would invite me to sit with her and her friends and once she accompanied me to my class. She even lay her head on my shoulder when she was sleepy. Last month, she asked for my number but because I was in a rush I promise I give her later. My friends who was happened to be her friends too even reminded me later that day to not forget to give my number to her.

The next day, I meet the pisces girl again, this time I was trying to give her my number but instead she came straight to me and suddenly hug me. She said something like "actually, I like... hmm, nevermind. I'll let you know later okay?" After a few days, I saw her again I tried to talk to her about it, but then she said that she was quite shy to say it because the place we are at are not suitable for it. I was like, um okay. But then I went to borrow her phone and save my number on hers she was so happy. She said she would text me but she never did lol. When we are in a group of people and she would occasionally smile at me. Like she would talk to my friends but then she would ignored me but she would be like hey could you hold my bag for me or could you help me this and that or she would facing towards me when she talked to someone.

When she was traveling she posted her pic on ig, I'd commented something like "hey buy me souvenir jk" then she would be like okay hahaha she even invited me to join her and asked me how my holiday been. I even post a pic of Miranda Kerr and said how much I love her, she would commented something like "how about me?" lol When we meet we would be so touchy feely with each other like hugging or holding hands. Eventually, I asked her again about what she wanted to say to me before, then she said it's not the right time. I was frustered but I don't pressure her to talk. I even made "you're so cute" on a paper because i was bored and i bring it everywhere with me that day. she saw it and said who did i made it for, i said no one in particular and i joke if she wanted she could keep it. she took my words seriously. I said she can throw it away if she wanted to but she insisted she really want to keep it. then, i feel bad because the paper is basically a rubbish so i genuinely said that she was such a nice person and made a comment "you're so cute" to her which made her so happy. She said she really liked it when someone compliments her. Eventually, she come to me and open up about her problems with her friends, I tried to cheer her up by buying her a drink which she happily accept. She even told me that she would keep the can of the drink that I brought her forever. Then, she need to go because she had to continue her dance practice(she was a dancer) and basically she been using her break time in between her practice to talk to me about her problems. She even invited me to see her practising, I did then on this one particular dance move that required her to make the love sign with her hand, she pointed it to me and smile. I even talked to this one girl just to say hi then she would ask me who that girl is.

Few days ago, she even started texting me. It was normal friendly conversation but she would threw occasionally, —? emojis. I commented something about learning a history is quite boring because it was a history of someone i dont know, then she said "how about my history?" then i jokingly asked her if she would told me about her past love life which she did. I feel guilty and said she dont need to if she felt uncomfortable to talk about it but she said that she don't mind. I learn that her exs are basically assholes. I mean, she is so nice. I said that someday she would find someone who will love her unconditionally bla bla. She replied with thank you so much and bla bla. I even gave her advice on her life and she would be like so thankful and even said I love you so much once. She replied everytime I text if that was a good sign? So far, the conversation was like any normal friendly conversation. I actually developed some feelings for her. I was thinking, does she likes me or does she wanted to be my friends only? Help would be much appreciated 🙂