hopeless romantic.... no more....

Idk if its because I've recently gotten hurt by the very few guys i've trusted or what the reasoning is but I don't think I'm very hopeless romantic anymore.
When I see a romance movie I don't feel anything like I used to
I've grown to be so cynical, and I'd always dream of finding someone but now i just don't care.
I don't feel ANYTHING.
I've spent the past few months staying away from men as i've said in a previous post, and now that I have men after me I feel nothing. At all. Even if they're nice and treat me with respect I feel PRESSURED and ANXIOUS and ANNOYED and like I just want them all to go away!!

This isn't like me.
and I don't know how I feel the only way I can explain it is.... not myself....

I don't feel BAD like not depressed or anything. I'm over the pain but I guess now I just feel completely numb.

I'm just wondering if this will go away in time. I hope so. I want to believe in love again...

I'm guessing it will go away. You can't make biological urges magically disappear. You just need some self-time. And just because a guy is nice or treating you with respect doesen't mean you must like him, right? 😉

You will, it will take time. I was like that for awhile, time does heal. Just be patient and enjoy everything else, it will happen when you least expect it.

Posted by dreamingpisces
Idk if its because I've recently gotten hurt by the very few guys i've trusted or what the reasoning is but I don't think I'm very hopeless romantic anymore.
When I see a romance movie I don't feel anything like I used to
I've grown to be so cynical, and I'd always dream of finding someone but now i just don't care.
I don't feel ANYTHING.
I've spent the past few months staying away from men as i've said in a previous post, and now that I have men after me I feel nothing. At all. Even if they're nice and treat me with respect I feel PRESSURED and ANXIOUS and ANNOYED and like I just want them all to go away!!

This isn't like me.
and I don't know how I feel the only way I can explain it is.... not myself....

I don't feel BAD like not depressed or anything. I'm over the pain but I guess now I just feel completely numb.

I'm just wondering if this will go away in time. I hope so. I want to believe in love again...

Congratulations! You're growing up and facing harsh reality of this world, and stepping out of the rose coloured fantasies of love that hollywood implants in your head at a young age through Cinderella and Snow white. I'm going to sound bitter to those of you who are hunky dory and believe in the concept of "love", when there is nothing of that sort when it comes to romantic relationships, be it with a woman or man. If you want to see the truest form of love, that's a mother's love for her child. Other than that it's a fairytale concept. The love that we think or seek is only possible in movies because in real life human nature ruins it. If by love, you mean you want a guy that RESPECTS and CARES for you, then, my friend, you are not living in a fantasy world because that's all really what love translates to. Other than the whole gift card, sweet talk, strumming a guitar outside your window, bending over backwards for a man/woman only happens in fantasy world. Even if one was to do that for you, just know it's temporary and happens during the honeymooner phase to hook you in. The moment you are hooked to that sweet behaviour people tend to expect it, only to realize that it won't last forever for that is not love. It's a fake show of display to get the girl/guy. Anyway sorry if I sound bitter but that's reality.

::WHEW:: Thought I was the only one who felt this way..

Thanks guys... I do believe you all are right... I'm finally realizing the harsh truths of relationships to the point where I just don't care anymore. If I find someone to change my mind about it all, then cool. But until then I'm keeping my guard up.

I'm really pissed off today because my capricorn decided to put me on blast via facebook and talk shit about me.

For no reason I can think of other than he doesn't like the fact that I'm not obsessing over him anymore and have been leaving him alone. I'm not even ignoring him, just not giving him the attention he deserves.

*shakes head* this is just rediculous. and WHY I keep attracting these kinds of people, I DO NOT KNOW. But I'm staying away.

Try a libra out sure to atleast be a good friend to you especially an older 1 like 30 somthing

You know whats awesome is that now about one month after writing this i'm feeling back to my old self again 🙂 and its not because of anyone but myself. I'm still going to be careful... but I'm not going to shut out love.

I feel like I'm finally 100% over the cap that broke my heart. I went to see him the other day just to test and see if I still felt anything at all..... and I didn't!! Nothing at all. Not even friendship, actually.... if he puts no effort in being at least a friend to me, I'm just going to let this "relationship" fizzle out.