okay heres another paranoid ? about my pisces man.

altho i posted it in my last topic i was afraid no1 would see it.


"Third, a lot of your emotions could be hormonal since your pregnant."

that i am sure of.

But today at the olive garden we were there with his parents and 3 other families.
i saw some old lady handing out carnations to women, (im so scared that i will get nothing for mothers day) and when she skipped me (im obvioulsy pregnant) she handed the last one to a teenage girl right beside me. yeah i felt pretty bad. i know its not a big deal but im afraid that people dont see how important it is to me that i be included on mothers day. i told brent that i felt bad for not getting a carnation and he said "well the mothers that got them have children out of the womb" i told him that "just bc ours isnt out of the womb doesnt mean that we dont have a baby, so that makes me a mother and him a father." he understood that i think. then a few minutes later he left me at the olive garden and told me to ride home with his mom that he had to go do sumthin real quick and that hed meet us at home. he rushed out the door! didnt say bye or i love you so i chased after him afraid that something was wrong and by the time i got outside to find him he was speeding away in his car and didnt even see me standing there at the side of the road. im so confused and worried. i also dont know if its hormones or the rainy stormy weather but i feel a bad vibe about things.

OH! well NVM! he just came home. He went out and bought the list of stuff we needed and got ME chocolates for MOTHERS DAY!!! i wonder why he acted so funny about it tho. hmmm..

Paranoia is a self-destroyer.

P-Angel makes me want to punch a baby. Even if you weren't a Pisces you'd still be a nauseating human being.

Say what, bijou? Who you talking to?

Are you talking to me .. I should ignore Cancer_Leo?

Lady, you have got to relax. What you are doing to yourself is the stuff that premature births are made of. I dont know, I just feel really bad for women who wrap up everything in men, its like on a daily basis they wait for HIS actions to validate how they should feel. Well Jake is happy today and acting normal, so everything is great. Then tomorrow- Jake is acting strange, he didnt hug me 50 times or tell me that he loves me everytime he leaves the room-Oh my god is it ME-the world is coming to an end, I cant find peace and be content until Jake is super happy again. Maybe I've been single too long cause I just dont get it.

Oh, lol .. I didn't see a post from her/him .. (Pisces hater)


"women who wrap up everything in men, its like on a daily basis they wait for HIS actions to validate how they should feel"

That's a very Piscean thing to say Klover .. others (most) don't get that .. they take every breath in honor of bestowment from another, with no awareness that it's self-abatement. I don't get why women do this either .. I'd just as soon die.

I think h8pisces is really funny. His posts are ridiculously out there that it makes me smile reading it.

But h8 is definitely a guy. He writes like one.

Cancer_Leo, there's no way for us to know what is going on, except for what you post in here ... I remember what you posted about Scorpio man, also, and how you are still emotionally thinking about him. And this could also be stemming from your pregnancy and being harmonal .. so, you have to ask yourself if these things would be bothering you just as much if you weren't pregnant.

One thing I know for sure .. you can't smother a Pisces, male or female. So, if you think that this, along with Scorpio, along with Capricorn mother-in-law is what is causing you to be so emotionally paranoid .. then perhaps you should attempt to find something else in your life to occupy your time because from everything I've gathered (looking at the whole forest) .. it appears to me that you are in a position where you are dependent upon this Pisces man.

Meaning ... you've ran to him to rescue you from whatever it was in your life (chemical abuse ?), and now that you are carrying his baby, you're in his house, not on your feet yet from drug-recovery .. and so are dependent upon him for everything.

I'm not saying that's a bad thing .. I'm simply saying that because you are heavily leaning on him to support all areas of your life, you will have no other recourse except to become upset when you get urges to have your indepedence (like M-I-L thread) .. but, then these urges can only be in voice of disapprovement because physically and materially, you are dependent upon him and his family, as you are living in their home.

This situation you likely cannot change at this time .. however, you can change what has your attention, you can distract yourself by submerging in something that is just for you and doesn't require any kind of support or acceptance from anybody else ... something that will put your focus on something other than what is out of your control, for your own well-being so you won't let paranoia destroy you.

I'm familiar with Lynchburg (< also a Virginian) and I know there is tons of stuff to get involved in. Maybe take up some hobby or join a group of some kind to take your mind off of his every move and your mother-in-laws involvement ... find something that is just for you and put concentration in this so you can have action of independence, and not just voicing it as being a desire.