First timer here...I am completely and utterly in love with a pisces man...He pursued me relentlessly..for a few years (we're both married)and I finally let down my guard..We shared a few stolen kisses here and there but never went any further than that...Being neighbours we got together often and played cards and he always wrapped his legs around mine under the table. He once said "what are you doing to me?!" but that's the only thing he actually said to me. He carelessly kissed me on my head twice at a party at another neighbours...Couldn't believe he would do that...That was over a year ago now and since then there has been nothing...just really good friends..but everytime I tried to forget about him he did something to "pull me back" to him again...eg. a long and deep look into my eyes, rubbing my back while hugging him...I sense that he definitely enjoys being close to me. And my god, he makes me laugh, no, giggle like a little school girl..and he always teases me..even now after all this time. I don't see that with his Gemini wife...For a while I got the sense he really tried to be a good father and husband. He hugged his wife in front of me etc. Not sure if he did this to make her happy or to send me a message—...In March when they visited us while away on vacation he could not stop staring into my eyes....it was like we saw into each others souls..the unspoken words were there...and still are. I went to see 2 psychics who both said we're eternal mates and had spent our previous lives together..They both said he had strong feelings for me and that they didn't expect his marriage to last..Great! I expected to hear " he doesn't care about you, forget about him and go on with your life"!...But no...Eventually I thought I'd text message him and put all my cards on the table...how I felt about him, how I fantasized about him, how I saw him....I thought "well, now at least I can judge from his behaviour how he feels about me"....Not so...First day after receiving my 12 page message he seemed visibly "shaken"..next day he stopped his car and smiled at me so lovingly only he can do...but did he answer—...NO, of course not! After about a week or so after that I wrote another one basically saying that since I hadn't heard anything from him I could only assume he wasn't interested and "good bye"...Now he seems more interested ..but still hasn't contacted me...It's like he can't let go of me..like he needs me...to be his cheerleader...?? or lover??..Help!
