because of this combo I am "too sweet" as per my colleges .. dumb, lazy with no brains according to my husband and can never own a business (that I want to do desperately) as per my fiends. I was a little confident before I discovered this horocoscopic All Water thing but this has totally led me down.
My father was a rich man 10-12 years back and we lost everything because of this foolishness ... I was 15-16 at that time. Since then I have been trying to get back that status and our reputation so being able to stand next to my rich cousins .. I am successful somewhat (a good paying job) but have failed in 3 business that I have started.. I have many new ideas still but very low-self esteem..
Please someone help me here ..
Can I not become a fake Confident person. Only thing that looks good is Aries in MC along with Mars and Venus
Yes I do look for Sense of Security both financial and emotional but unfortunately my husband Libra has never cared for my feeling and don't even share a dime with me. That makes me save more for my future and earn more to rise to the level where I don't need him .. maybe.
If you have to save just to rise above a level where you don't need the Libra any longer ... then how did you have the finances to start those 3 businesses?
Why did this let you down .... "I was a little confident before I discovered this horocoscopic All Water thing but this has totally led me down."
But, not this .... "dumb, lazy with no brains according to my husband"
You speak of how much of a victim you are, while actively participating in relating to those same people, who according to, are the people you are blaming for you lack of self esteem.
...and I'm gonna want your husband to not refer to you as dumb or lazy? Well, I don't know if you're lazy, but your own spouse needn't call you dumb. It's a reflection on him in more than one way.
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because of this combo I am "too sweet" as per my colleges .. dumb, lazy with no brains according to my husband and can never own a business (that I want to do desperately) as per my fiends. I was a little confident before I discovered this horocoscopic All Water thing but this has totally led me down.
My father was a rich man 10-12 years back and we lost everything because of this foolishness ... I was 15-16 at that time. Since then I have been trying to get back that status and our reputation so being able to stand next to my rich cousins .. I am successful somewhat (a good paying job) but have failed in 3 business that I have started.. I have many new ideas still but very low-self esteem..
Please someone help me here ..
Can I not become a fake Confident person. Only thing that looks good is Aries in MC along with Mars and Venus