When you’re alone in your world

What goes on in your head? Do you think at all or have you completely spaced out? Do you think of the other person and decide when you are going to contact them again, if maybe 1 or 2 weeks are too soon to initiate contact because of blah blah blah or do you just wake up one day and decide, right now I’ll call? Does the person cross your mind on a daily basis? Do you do this knowing they are confused and frozen or are you completely oblivious to anyone else but yourself?

Not attacking, wanting some insight because it’s definitely a trait as seen here.

Not very helpful but thanks