Very horrific. 'Only thing i could think of would be to find a place (DEEP) within myself, find another source of strength & go from there, 'slowwwy'...sounds cliche, but what doesn't kill you, (can) make you stronger, if you have faith first in yourself.'
I suppose you would start to question what your purpose for living is, if everything you love is gone.
Revenge would probably enter my mind, but, first, I'd be very dis-connected and likely to entertain thoughts of suicide . . if, I ddin't kill myself, I would probably do whatever was necessary to feel valuable again.
Of course, I already know where Q is heading with this, so my answers probably don't count.
I actually thought about this several weeks ago when you posted this on another board and to tell you the truth, knowing me . . I'd probably kill myself.
Maybe that's the easy way out, perhaps that makes me weak . . but, I probably would.
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