
happygurl
@happygurl
19 Years
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We met online. Have known each other for about a month. He is funny as all hell, very sexy, and I feel so comfortable around him. Before our first official date, we emailed a wee bit, but when we met, we could not stop talkng. We closed the restaurant we were in. The conversation was wonderful.
I'm at a point where I want to take the relationship thing very slow, and I really enjoy his company, and his entire outlook on things in general.
But here is what happened
First mistake: When he walked me to my car...I allowed him to kiss me. Dammit.
After that, we emailed and texted a bit. We planned our second date, and there were very entertaining phone calls here and there. Second date, same scenario closed the restaurant.
Second Huge Mistake: I ended up in his bed. He seduced the hell out of me.
The next day I emailed him to tell him I wanted to plan our next date. He said fine, go for it. But now I have to leave for a few weeks due to a family emergency and wont be in touch much.
I haven't actually spokenith him since, the bed incident. He sent me a text to say he was sorry about my death in my family, and that was about it.
The thing I enjoy about him, I am soooo into my personal space, and I can tell he is too. Among other similarities.
But I've blown it already haven't I? I'm so mad I was so weak and slept with him.
Is there anything I can do? Or do I have to let it go.