Bambi234
@Bambi234
9 Years
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So, I got his number and messaged him saying thank you for a nice evening etc . His messages were short but he replied.
Then nothing , so I needed to make a excuse to meet so I made one , we both knew that it was to meet up and not for "some advice" on an issue we were discussing at the party.
Our first night I met his friends who liked me and was giving him compliments about me etc
We have similar upbringings. we shared stories about our lives and opened up about deep subjects
He said "You need a big strong man to take you away" I was not happy at home .
Then After meeting him on a few dates ,I messed it up by going to his house all coked up - even though he takes it , but what I relized was - not to that extreme! I have had an addiction for a while and I am in recovery .
When Id meet him we used to take it together. (only twice) So I used to message him nearly night, wanting to meet after my night had finished.
He told me "You are clingy thats why I have not been answering." On Coke it made me very needy and unbalanced . I am helping myself now to come off it and it's been a week !
I was expecting to meet him ever night coz I expected him to be avalible . He has a demanding job , that includes going out with clients
The two times I apologised he always replied straight away
"Get well soon."
Then I sent another message a week later "I am still in recovery." Basically saying, give me a chance to meet up -(during the day)
and see the real me off coke and booze. He replied straight away saying "Yes for sure" "stay safe"
My friend said "stay safe" could mean GOODBYE .....
But last time when I left his place he did say "Be safe, don't take any more drugs or alcohol."
I know men don't like to read long messages so I sent him some photos of my Family house etc .
To show I am having a normal life etc
He only replied to one photo of some antique cups I asked cute lol and he replied : "Nice"
After the cup photo he didn't reply to any of my family house pics (WhatsApp)
so I reminded him that I would be coming to London and asked if he wanted to meet for a coffee this week, if not then some other time.
He read it but not one answer . Maybe he does not know what to say .
I think him and I bonded well , we have similar backgrounds and we opened up to each other a lot.
Is he saying without words - I don't want anything more to do with u ?
Answer is probably staring at me in the face but I cannot help going over in my head about it all.
Maybe it was too soon to ask to meet ?