So... I have 2 really close friends. We always hang out and do everything together. Well, yesterday, I had sent a few texts to the one I am closest with and asked him how practice went. He didn't get back to me, whatever, I figured he was busy. Well, I sent him another text around 9pm, letting him know that I made the payment for him that he asked me to earlier and gave him the amount that was charged to his credit card, he said ok. I asked him what he was up to, he said ... working on the xmas video. I asked him how was practice earlier, and no response. Then he just sent me another text telling me he was just trying to finish his video. I was just annoyed, he spent more time explaining to me that he didn't have time to answer my text asking how practice was, rather then just saying it was fine. So, I go over today to make dinner, and he's in a great mood, I can tell he missed not seeing me for a few days, but then he told me that our other close friend came over with a chick and they had a few beers. I saw the bottles, they did some heavy drinking. I bit my tongue for a bit, but then I got quiet and he said I was acting weird. I just told him that he made it seem like he was too busy to take a second to respond to my text because he was working, but really they were hanging out. We're all so close, why not just tell me that they're having beers and to head over if I wanted? Why make it seem like he is so busy that he can't take a second, but really he wasn't. My feelings are hurt. He said I was overreacting, I just told him that I was just telling him how I felt. I know. If they wanted me there they would have asked me to, but they didn't ask, because they didn't care or think to. I know... I'm being sensitive, but we hardly hang out and drink and unwind, it's usually just me and my closes sitting on the couch watching a movie, or all three of us just sitting there. So, it just hurt my feelers that finally they were throwing some beers back and letting lose and they didn't invite me to join. It makes me feel not wanted. My ex use to not invite me to places all the time, maybe that's why I'm so sensitive to it? Later I apologized for being so sensitive about it, because in my mind, I know it's petty and stupid, but I just can't help how it makes me feel.
