For the core of earth is fire and the earth orbits the sun..

In between..

I must say from my own experience as a scorpio.. this is probably exactly why I could hear "voices" sometimes.. the voices are not voices like how it is described in schizophrenia diagnosis. The voices come from the jinns. No wonder I dreamt about things that actually come to reality at later time.. they come from the jinns. For if I noticed things before me.. I may probably have been engulfed in such arrogance that they take over me. For the null I have, they entered to disparage good thoughts instead of bad thoughts and ended up distrusting and being denied (if there is a word for it). What i most need is to find resolutions through ibadah (prayers and good deeds so as to get peace. I am left behind from being righteous.

These jinns won't leave me unless I read the Qur'an.

it's a earth sandwhich

Sorry for going off topic but I need to ask. What's your ethnicity? You cute.

Posted by hydorah
it's a earth sandwhich

It's not as light as that, my dear dxp hubbston. I was indeed involved in a transaction with some jinns.. she said it was white magic but no, magic is magic. Period and I realized that it had been to no avail. Now these jinns need something and i don't know anything more than what was done. I did the ritual she told me so and I went to her place after quite a long time to find an antidote of it for I have sinned in such terrible measures for I am so afraid that Allah would .... I have done repentance prayer and I think I will do it again and again until He accepts because I honestly don't want to be dying with hardship and I don't want to not be accepted by Allah.. but I know I will go to hell .. i am so scared that He will punish me even more... 😭

Reference:



I was young and my mother had been stressing out economically and I just wanted to make sure that we were stable enough so I did that. But I realized what I had been doing is all in vain if Allah didn't let me have, I would not have..

So the key is always Him.. and only He knows what is in my heart in entirety.

Posted by Jumpin_Jupiter
Sorry for going off topic but I need to ask. What's your ethnicity? You cute.

South-east Asian. Thank you. Your heart is gentle.

I wish what she told me and what she had done was all lies.. I need a good exorcism or ruqyah or deliverance.. but even my husband didn't want to get it for me! I mean, what is wrong with him?! He had been complaining about bad energy and he had told me that (something) to which he believed he was victimized from but he didn't help me enough! Like if he wanted me to get deliverance, i will have it, please! Even if that means, I would die because of it. It is better than resuming this negative energy.

Anyways I will do that particular shalat again for this specific reason and let Allah himself handle me.. and I recall, in the holy Qur'an, He refers as "We" many times!

It was an act of balancing and filtering the faithful.

Posted by TurnedOn4
It was an act of balancing and filtering the faithful.

Yes, that's the thing. So many tests that before you know it, you got carried away to paths you never thought of needing. Thing is since they are unseen (yet I have seen them in forms sometimes pitch black or white flashes, speech, or sounds that I believe they are not real) but now I know a little of how to keep them away. I simply need to pray silently because who knows that if I could see them that means they could see me and then sometimes being trapped in two "worlds" can get confusing. I don't wonder much anymore about that. But more so in my focus is not to let them create effects through me. Humans are innately feelers no matter how rational they are. That is why the word is called "sense", sensible, make sense.. such things can really get you do.. I made that mistake and that is why a while ago when there was a post a sag girl pointed out how she couldn't handle her taurus used-to-be bestie that is not a matter of "spiritual enhancement" or anything like that but more so out of her who was in tune through it and that was exactly why she was thinking about their "activity" and how threatening it was because I had been there and I told her to put a full stop on peering into it and simply forget it. That is if she understands what I meant at that time.

Posted by TurnedOn4
It was an act of balancing and filtering the faithful.

Yes, that is correct. Perhaps Allah had allowed satans not to be "chained" is exactly due to that purpose.. to weed out the unfaithful from faithful ones.. because it is indeed about faith.

Actions speak louder than words.. qalbu, or heart needs to be strong in order to stay faithful. Mind is given to not be blinded in being faithful.

Posted by WhiskIt

Posted by TurnedOn4
It was an act of balancing and filtering the faithful.

Yes, that's the thing. So many tests that before you know it, you got carried away to paths you never thought of needing. Thing is since they are unseen (yet I have seen them in forms sometimes pitch black or white flashes, speech, or sounds that I believe they are not real) but now I know a little of how to keep them away. I simply need to pray silently because who knows that if I could see them that means they could see me and then sometimes being trapped in two "worlds" can get confusing. I don't wonder much anymore about that. But more so in my focus is not to let them create effects through me. Humans are innately feelers no matter how rational they are. That is why the word is called "sense", sensible, make sense.. such things can really get you do.. I made that mistake and that is why a while ago when there was a post a sag girl pointed out how she couldn't handle her taurus used-to-be bestie that is not a matter of "spiritual enhancement" or anything like that but more so out of her who was in tune through it and that was exactly why she was thinking about their "activity" and how threatening it was because I had been there and I told her to put a full stop on peering into it and simply forget it. That is if she understands what I meant at that time.

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No more Siphoning..

Posted by TurnedOn4

Posted by WhiskIt

Posted by TurnedOn4
It was an act of balancing and filtering the faithful.

Yes, that's the thing. So many tests that before you know it, you got carried away to paths you never thought of needing. Thing is since they are unseen (yet I have seen them in forms sometimes pitch black or white flashes, speech, or sounds that I believe they are not real) but now I know a little of how to keep them away. I simply need to pray silently because who knows that if I could see them that means they could see me and then sometimes being trapped in two "worlds" can get confusing. I don't wonder much anymore about that. But more so in my focus is not to let them create effects through me. Humans are innately feelers no matter how rational they are. That is why the word is called "sense", sensible, make sense.. such things can really get you do.. I made that mistake and that is why a while ago when there was a post a sag girl pointed out how she couldn't handle her taurus used-to-be bestie that is not a matter of "spiritual enhancement" or anything like that but more so out of her who was in tune through it and that was exactly why she was thinking about their "activity" and how threatening it was because I had been there and I told her to put a full stop on peering into it and simply forget it. That is if she understands what I meant at that time. click to expand

No more Siphoning..

Your prayer works!! Thank you very much!

In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.

click to expand

Here, I am trying to reach you.

First off,

Why do you always sound so negative towards me? Or is it just my perspctive? What did I do to you that make you like that? I am a stranger to you but you always has this emotional reaction towards me. Do you want to get me?

Second off,

Alright, I am wrong for having said about 3some as a mere cheap joke (tbh I still haven't done that kind of sexual activity until now.. also the reason why I was curious about that was because I wanted to know how possessive I was towards a certain pisces man I am sharing life with, so it is not about the perversion.. there, now you know my motivation behind that).

Third off,

Then.. about cotton, alright. I can be soft.. at least I'll try.. from now on. It should be good. Who knows I can make money from being cotton, who doesn't need cotton? It's soft and can be usable for stuffing pillows.. hmm sleeping feels good especially with good dream, right pisces?

Also to be stuffed in to make dolls. now, I guess I can be a doll for you. Or at least, I can act like one.. that's for sure. In reality though, I am cold 😂 kind of like you. Ice in winter. Are you having winter there, btw? What I don't like about myself is that how still I can be. I kind of wish I can flow.. you know.. so as to welcome change.. I am trying to change mode now.. hopefully I can pull it off 🤷🏽‍♀️

Lastly but surely not the least, I think you should embrace Islam, the word Islam means "submission". You have the potential to be a great moslem. In fact Pisces are supposed to be moslems! I think from an Astrological pov (btw, astrology is a hobby to me, not a belief I hold.. because it can be inspiring even though howeevr weirdly it can sound fairly exacting.. do you think astrology is the "knowledge of satan"?)

To me, from astrological pov, the prophet Muhammad could be a sagittarius or pisces.. sag for his vast wide travels and pisces for his otherworldly being.. the prophet Muhammad is indeed very inspiring. He is very gentle at heart but can go into wars too. Ahh he must be super handsome...

May Allah have mercy on me..

Posted by Whynn

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.click to expand

Here, I am trying to reach you.

First off,

Why do you always sound so negative towards me? Or is it just my perspctive? What did I do to you that make you like that? I am a stranger to you but you always has this emotional reaction towards me. Do you want to get me?

Second off,

Alright, I am wrong for having said about 3some as a mere cheap joke (tbh I still haven't done that kind of sexual activity until now.. also the reason why I was curious about that was because I wanted to know how possessive I was towards a certain pisces man I am sharing life with, so it is not about the perversion.. there, now you know my motivation behind that).

Third off,

Then.. about cotton, alright. I can be soft.. at least I'll try.. from now on. It should be good. Who knows I can make money from being cotton, who doesn't need cotton? It's soft and can be usable for stuffing pillows.. hmm sleeping feels good especially with good dream, right pisces?

Also to be stuffed in to make dolls. now, I guess I can be a doll for you. Or at least, I can act like one.. that's for sure. In reality though, I am cold 😂 kind of like you. Ice in winter. Are you having winter there, btw? What I don't like about myself is that how still I can be. I kind of wish I can flow.. you know.. so as to welcome change.. I am trying to change mode now.. hopefully I can pull it off 🤷🏽‍♀️

Lastly but surely not the least, I think you should embrace Islam, the word Islam means "submission". You have the potential to be a great moslem. In fact Pisces are supposed to be moslems! I think from an Astrological pov (btw, astrology is a hobby to me, not a belief I hold.. because it can be inspiring even though howeevr weirdly it can sound fairly exacting.. do you think astrology is the "knowledge of satan"?)

To me, from astrological pov, the prophet Muhammad could be a sagittarius or pisces.. sag for his vast wide travels and pisces for his otherworldly being.. the prophet Muhammad is indeed very inspiring. He is very gentle at heart but can go into wars too. Ahh he must be super handsome...

May Allah have mercy on me..

click to expand

Because I despise anything fake, hyped-up, and inconsistent.

Many times I have seen women who say meaningless things like “believe in God,” wear religious clothing, yet grab a man’s hand or hug him while they are unmarried, even when riding a bike, without any regard for sin. It’s truly disgusting. Almost all of them, if not all.

If you want to be good, then be good for real—not just in words. Do it sincerely: purify your sinful thoughts, cut ties with anyone who has a bad influence—bad friends, or thoughts about an ex, especially those that lead you into major sins. Do not consider great sins as “great memories.” If you see them that way, it means your mind is still warped.

From what I observe, it seems some people still value looks. Let me tell you: looks are nothing. They are just illusions of this world. If you still care about appearances, your mind is not in the right place. What matters is doing good deeds and pleasing God, not your face or appearance. Do not believe astrology decides your fate—believe in God. Be sensitive to sin, not just the big ones, but all sins, both small and large.

Otherwise, you are just another fake, another bullshitter like the rest.

Since I was born, I have never committed adultery, never drunk alcohol, never eaten pork, never lied with the intention of harming others, never consciously done anything to hurt the innocent. I always try to be honest, unless it is to protect someone’s feelings or hide my own shame. I try to be sensitive to sin, to be kind to everyone—or at least neutral. For 35 years, I have consciously walked the path of righteousness and justice. Though I understand the joy of sin, I fight the urge, I fight myself. I always try to be more and more aware of sin and strive to be a better human in front of God and in front of innocent, good people.

Be like me. Be like a rock, not like cotton. Cotton is easily blown by the wind, but a rock stands tall, no matter how strong the wind blows or how much time passes.

Be like me: stand firm in God’s word even if the world becomes corrupt. Do not become corrupt yourself. Even if sin becomes a life style for others, remain true. Do not be like cotton, swayed by the sins of the world.

Even so, I am not perfect. My greatest sins are sloth and wrath.

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.click to expand

Here, I am trying to reach you.

First off,

Why do you always sound so negative towards me? Or is it just my perspctive? What did I do to you that make you like that? I am a stranger to you but you always has this emotional reaction towards me. Do you want to get me?

Second off,

Alright, I am wrong for having said about 3some as a mere cheap joke (tbh I still haven't done that kind of sexual activity until now.. also the reason why I was curious about that was because I wanted to know how possessive I was towards a certain pisces man I am sharing life with, so it is not about the perversion.. there, now you know my motivation behind that).

Third off,

Then.. about cotton, alright. I can be soft.. at least I'll try.. from now on. It should be good. Who knows I can make money from being cotton, who doesn't need cotton? It's soft and can be usable for stuffing pillows.. hmm sleeping feels good especially with good dream, right pisces?

Also to be stuffed in to make dolls. now, I guess I can be a doll for you. Or at least, I can act like one.. that's for sure. In reality though, I am cold 😂 kind of like you. Ice in winter. Are you having winter there, btw? What I don't like about myself is that how still I can be. I kind of wish I can flow.. you know.. so as to welcome change.. I am trying to change mode now.. hopefully I can pull it off 🤷🏽‍♀️

Lastly but surely not the least, I think you should embrace Islam, the word Islam means "submission". You have the potential to be a great moslem. In fact Pisces are supposed to be moslems! I think from an Astrological pov (btw, astrology is a hobby to me, not a belief I hold.. because it can be inspiring even though howeevr weirdly it can sound fairly exacting.. do you think astrology is the "knowledge of satan"?)

To me, from astrological pov, the prophet Muhammad could be a sagittarius or pisces.. sag for his vast wide travels and pisces for his otherworldly being.. the prophet Muhammad is indeed very inspiring. He is very gentle at heart but can go into wars too. Ahh he must be super handsome...

May Allah have mercy on me..

click to expand

Because I despise anything fake, hyped-up, and inconsistent.

Many times I have seen women who say meaningless things like “believe in God,” wear religious clothing, yet grab a man’s hand or hug him while they are unmarried, even when riding a bike, without any regard for sin. It’s truly disgusting. Almost all of them, if not all.

If you want to be good, then be good for real—not just in words. Do it sincerely: purify your sinful thoughts, cut ties with anyone who has a bad influence—bad friends, or thoughts about an ex, especially those that lead you into major sins. Do not consider great sins as “great memories.” If you see them that way, it means your mind is still warped.

From what I observe, it seems some people still value looks. Let me tell you: looks are nothing. They are just illusions of this world. If you still care about appearances, your mind is not in the right place. What matters is doing good deeds and pleasing God, not your face or appearance. Do not believe astrology decides your fate—believe in God. Be sensitive to sin, not just the big ones, but all sins, both small and large.

Otherwise, you are just another fake, another bullshitter like the rest.

Since I was born, I have never committed adultery, never drunk alcohol, never eaten pork, never lied with the intention of harming others, never consciously done anything to hurt the innocent. I always try to be honest, unless it is to protect someone’s feelings or hide my own shame. I try to be sensitive to sin, to be kind to everyone—or at least neutral. For 35 years, I have consciously walked the path of righteousness and justice. Though I understand the joy of sin, I fight the urge, I fight myself. I always try to be more and more aware of sin and strive to be a better human in front of God and in front of innocent, good people.

Be like me. Be like a rock, not like cotton. Cotton is easily blown by the wind, but a rock stands tall, no matter how strong the wind blows or how much time passes.

Be like me: stand firm in God’s word even if the world becomes corrupt. Do not become corrupt yourself. Even if sin becomes a life style for others, remain true. Do not be like cotton, swayed by the sins of the world.

Even so, I am not perfect. My greatest sins are sloth and wrath.

click to expand

Alright. I'll take one for the team of sinful people.

Yes, we are sinful and we are human full of mistakes. We want to better ourselves despite our dark and wrong past. It would be much better for us if people who are more spiritually and/or religiously uplifted to not judge us so harshly and understand that we do this because our failure to defeat satans and we know to be spiritually or religiously pious is not as easy as words exchange but sharing what we experience without judgements or receiving condescending tones of enlightenment seem to be problematic enough..

I shared these videos not to tell people that I am on top of things spiritually and/religiously but I am sharing my journey and what I found in my journey.. if by sharing then results in ppl telling me off, so be it because at the end of the day my share will come back for myself.

That's the only thing I can say as a response to you. I'm trying not to take things personally because I am aware that this is for public view and I know the risks, some people may not like what I post, some others may not care at all, some can like it and find them useful.

Nothing I share here about preaching. It is simply sharing. If one likes, take. If one doesn't like, it's his/her choice..

Posted by Whynn

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn

Posted by ein_da_piscas

Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.click to expand

Here, I am trying to reach you.

First off,

Why do you always sound so negative towards me? Or is it just my perspctive? What did I do to you that make you like that? I am a stranger to you but you always has this emotional reaction towards me. Do you want to get me?

Second off,

Alright, I am wrong for having said about 3some as a mere cheap joke (tbh I still haven't done that kind of sexual activity until now.. also the reason why I was curious about that was because I wanted to know how possessive I was towards a certain pisces man I am sharing life with, so it is not about the perversion.. there, now you know my motivation behind that).

Third off,

Then.. about cotton, alright. I can be soft.. at least I'll try.. from now on. It should be good. Who knows I can make money from being cotton, who doesn't need cotton? It's soft and can be usable for stuffing pillows.. hmm sleeping feels good especially with good dream, right pisces?

Also to be stuffed in to make dolls. now, I guess I can be a doll for you. Or at least, I can act like one.. that's for sure. In reality though, I am cold 😂 kind of like you. Ice in winter. Are you having winter there, btw? What I don't like about myself is that how still I can be. I kind of wish I can flow.. you know.. so as to welcome change.. I am trying to change mode now.. hopefully I can pull it off 🤷🏽‍♀️

Lastly but surely not the least, I think you should embrace Islam, the word Islam means "submission". You have the potential to be a great moslem. In fact Pisces are supposed to be moslems! I think from an Astrological pov (btw, astrology is a hobby to me, not a belief I hold.. because it can be inspiring even though howeevr weirdly it can sound fairly exacting.. do you think astrology is the "knowledge of satan"?)

To me, from astrological pov, the prophet Muhammad could be a sagittarius or pisces.. sag for his vast wide travels and pisces for his otherworldly being.. the prophet Muhammad is indeed very inspiring. He is very gentle at heart but can go into wars too. Ahh he must be super handsome...

May Allah have mercy on me..

click to expand

Because I despise anything fake, hyped-up, and inconsistent.

Many times I have seen women who say meaningless things like “believe in God,” wear religious clothing, yet grab a man’s hand or hug him while they are unmarried, even when riding a bike, without any regard for sin. It’s truly disgusting. Almost all of them, if not all.

If you want to be good, then be good for real—not just in words. Do it sincerely: purify your sinful thoughts, cut ties with anyone who has a bad influence—bad friends, or thoughts about an ex, especially those that lead you into major sins. Do not consider great sins as “great memories.” If you see them that way, it means your mind is still warped.

From what I observe, it seems some people still value looks. Let me tell you: looks are nothing. They are just illusions of this world. If you still care about appearances, your mind is not in the right place. What matters is doing good deeds and pleasing God, not your face or appearance. Do not believe astrology decides your fate—believe in God. Be sensitive to sin, not just the big ones, but all sins, both small and large.

Otherwise, you are just another fake, another bullshitter like the rest.

Since I was born, I have never committed adultery, never drunk alcohol, never eaten pork, never lied with the intention of harming others, never consciously done anything to hurt the innocent. I always try to be honest, unless it is to protect someone’s feelings or hide my own shame. I try to be sensitive to sin, to be kind to everyone—or at least neutral. For 35 years, I have consciously walked the path of righteousness and justice. Though I understand the joy of sin, I fight the urge, I fight myself. I always try to be more and more aware of sin and strive to be a better human in front of God and in front of innocent, good people.

Be like me. Be like a rock, not like cotton. Cotton is easily blown by the wind, but a rock stands tall, no matter how strong the wind blows or how much time passes.

Be like me: stand firm in God’s word even if the world becomes corrupt. Do not become corrupt yourself. Even if sin becomes a life style for others, remain true. Do not be like cotton, swayed by the sins of the world.

Even so, I am not perfect. My greatest sins are sloth and wrath.click to expand

Alright. I'll take one for the team of sinful people.

Yes, we are sinful and we are human full of mistakes. We want to better ourselves despite our dark and wrong past. It would be much better for us if people who are more spiritually and/or religiously uplifted to not judge us so harshly and understand that we do this because our failure to defeat satans and we know to be spiritually or religiously pious is not as easy as words exchange but sharing what we experience without judgements or receiving condescending tones of enlightenment seem to be problematic enough..

I shared these videos not to tell people that I am on top of things spiritually and/religiously but I am sharing my journey and what I found in my journey.. if by sharing then results in ppl telling me off, so be it because at the end of the day my share will come back for myself.

That's the only thing I can say as a response to you. I'm trying not to take things personally because I am aware that this is for public view and I know the risks, some people may not like what I post, some others may not care at all, some can like it and find them useful.

Nothing I share here about preaching. It is simply sharing. If one likes, take. If one doesn't like, it's his/her choice..

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I’m not judging you for fun or out of disgust.

If it were just disgust, I wouldn’t even bother replying to you.

You said you want to get closer to God and be more religious. Well, I’m helping you with that by showing you which flaws you need to fix and how you can keep getting closer and better, because I’ve been doing this consistently for many, many years.

Many people become bad not because they are naturally bad, but because they don’t realize that what they’re doing is wrong until someone tells them or reminds them. And because they want to be good, but they don’t know how to be good until someone guides them and they are willing to listen.

What I mean is, if you’re really serious about becoming a truly religious person—not just talking nonsense—then what i said above is the kind of advice you need.

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Posted by Whynn

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Posted by Whynn
In my obsession of recovering from my soul illness, everyday is a battle against satans. I fear of being tormented in hell yet most of the times I can't help myself. That is why it takes obligatory 5 times of salah (prayers & direct communication to God) to detach from worldly attachments and negative influences in life and submit to God. Even when you pray, it is not guaranteed you can fully immersed yourself in it as there is a specific satan whose duty is to delineate you from whole-heartedly and focus in your prayers.. I just thought to jot down what matters to me personally here or for any moslems on dxp, to resolute yourself against satans. Right now social media isn't my problem, other things are.. but still since we live in all connected digital world.. this video reminds me a lot about how important to build human interactions and connectivity outside online world.

Is not it, not so long ago you said you wanna try threesome or something ? lol.

And hearing this coming from someone who believe so much in astrology and use it to guide live and dive deeper into it is even more funny.

Today say this tomorrow say another.

You're never a rock, you're a cotton.

You are unstable. Easily swayed. Easily blown by your surrounding.

Just a matter of second before your devil friend and your surrounding tempt you to sin again and you drown again in it.click to expand

Here, I am trying to reach you.

First off,

Why do you always sound so negative towards me? Or is it just my perspctive? What did I do to you that make you like that? I am a stranger to you but you always has this emotional reaction towards me. Do you want to get me?

Second off,

Alright, I am wrong for having said about 3some as a mere cheap joke (tbh I still haven't done that kind of sexual activity until now.. also the reason why I was curious about that was because I wanted to know how possessive I was towards a certain pisces man I am sharing life with, so it is not about the perversion.. there, now you know my motivation behind that).

Third off,

Then.. about cotton, alright. I can be soft.. at least I'll try.. from now on. It should be good. Who knows I can make money from being cotton, who doesn't need cotton? It's soft and can be usable for stuffing pillows.. hmm sleeping feels good especially with good dream, right pisces?

Also to be stuffed in to make dolls. now, I guess I can be a doll for you. Or at least, I can act like one.. that's for sure. In reality though, I am cold 😂 kind of like you. Ice in winter. Are you having winter there, btw? What I don't like about myself is that how still I can be. I kind of wish I can flow.. you know.. so as to welcome change.. I am trying to change mode now.. hopefully I can pull it off 🤷🏽‍♀️

Lastly but surely not the least, I think you should embrace Islam, the word Islam means "submission". You have the potential to be a great moslem. In fact Pisces are supposed to be moslems! I think from an Astrological pov (btw, astrology is a hobby to me, not a belief I hold.. because it can be inspiring even though howeevr weirdly it can sound fairly exacting.. do you think astrology is the "knowledge of satan"?)

To me, from astrological pov, the prophet Muhammad could be a sagittarius or pisces.. sag for his vast wide travels and pisces for his otherworldly being.. the prophet Muhammad is indeed very inspiring. He is very gentle at heart but can go into wars too. Ahh he must be super handsome...

May Allah have mercy on me..

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Because I despise anything fake, hyped-up, and inconsistent.

Many times I have seen women who say meaningless things like “believe in God,” wear religious clothing, yet grab a man’s hand or hug him while they are unmarried, even when riding a bike, without any regard for sin. It’s truly disgusting. Almost all of them, if not all.

If you want to be good, then be good for real—not just in words. Do it sincerely: purify your sinful thoughts, cut ties with anyone who has a bad influence—bad friends, or thoughts about an ex, especially those that lead you into major sins. Do not consider great sins as “great memories.” If you see them that way, it means your mind is still warped.

From what I observe, it seems some people still value looks. Let me tell you: looks are nothing. They are just illusions of this world. If you still care about appearances, your mind is not in the right place. What matters is doing good deeds and pleasing God, not your face or appearance. Do not believe astrology decides your fate—believe in God. Be sensitive to sin, not just the big ones, but all sins, both small and large.

Otherwise, you are just another fake, another bullshitter like the rest.

Since I was born, I have never committed adultery, never drunk alcohol, never eaten pork, never lied with the intention of harming others, never consciously done anything to hurt the innocent. I always try to be honest, unless it is to protect someone’s feelings or hide my own shame. I try to be sensitive to sin, to be kind to everyone—or at least neutral. For 35 years, I have consciously walked the path of righteousness and justice. Though I understand the joy of sin, I fight the urge, I fight myself. I always try to be more and more aware of sin and strive to be a better human in front of God and in front of innocent, good people.

Be like me. Be like a rock, not like cotton. Cotton is easily blown by the wind, but a rock stands tall, no matter how strong the wind blows or how much time passes.

Be like me: stand firm in God’s word even if the world becomes corrupt. Do not become corrupt yourself. Even if sin becomes a life style for others, remain true. Do not be like cotton, swayed by the sins of the world.

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Alright. I'll take one for the team of sinful people.

Yes, we are sinful and we are human full of mistakes. We want to better ourselves despite our dark and wrong past. It would be much better for us if people who are more spiritually and/or religiously uplifted to not judge us so harshly and understand that we do this because our failure to defeat satans and we know to be spiritually or religiously pious is not as easy as words exchange but sharing what we experience without judgements or receiving condescending tones of enlightenment seem to be problematic enough..

I shared these videos not to tell people that I am on top of things spiritually and/religiously but I am sharing my journey and what I found in my journey.. if by sharing then results in ppl telling me off, so be it because at the end of the day my share will come back for myself.

That's the only thing I can say as a response to you. I'm trying not to take things personally because I am aware that this is for public view and I know the risks, some people may not like what I post, some others may not care at all, some can like it and find them useful.

Nothing I share here about preaching. It is simply sharing. If one likes, take. If one doesn't like, it's his/her choice..click to expand

I’m not judging you for fun or out of disgust.

If it were just disgust, I wouldn’t even bother replying to you.

You said you want to get closer to God and be more religious. Well, I’m helping you with that by showing you which flaws you need to fix and how you can keep getting closer and better, because I’ve been doing this consistently for many, many years.

Many people become bad not because they are naturally bad, but because they don’t realize that what they’re doing is wrong until someone tells them or reminds them. And because they want to be good, but they don’t know how to be good until someone guides them and they are willing to listen.

What I mean is, if you’re really serious about becoming a truly religious person—not just talking nonsense—then what i said above is the kind of advice you need.

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Thanks for your advice. I'll keep myself reminded about this from time to time.