Sag Female & Sag Male

I am so screwed. I was reading one of my last post back in June about a young Sag Male and damn.... I think this one has got me. I saw him as a total player and then I got to know him. He kind of reminds me when I was younger. Just looking for someone to challenge me and to be open with. We have become friends and nothing has happened between us but it's getting harder and harder to not get involved with him. Most people think we are a couple because of how we act around each other and his eyes completely draw me in. We even get teased that we pick on each other like a married couple. We even fell asleep on the couch together and just cuddled. Our lips basically touched but we never kissed. He just caressed my back and then we fell asleep. Damn, that was hot. After that, I sort of told him that I liked him by letting him know that I started to see him in a different way and it was messing with me(by text). Now, I am completely nervous to even see him. Our group of friends are meeting up tonight and we will both be there which makes me so scared since I let me gaurd down around him a little and I am not really sure how he is going to react to me when I see him or if it's going to be a good thing or bad thing. I don't like feeling vulverable.

go 4 it 🙂

Thats how I felt about the sag I knew.

They get into your soul because they see who you are 🙂

They so do. I know he can see right threw me. Just the way he looks into my eyes and into my soul. I can't hide my attraction for him or him for me and everyone around us knows it. Even his mother was asking him if there was something going on between us.

Yes! Go out tonight and tell us what happened xD

Just my luck. He was not feeling well last night so he didn't come out. Now, I am not sure when we will see each other until maybe the weekend so, now I wait. Crap, this sucks.

😢

Well, at least I will see him this weekend. I guess we will see what happens then. I hate feeling like I have no control over how I feel. It is kind of consuming me right now. Once I know where it will or will not go then I can resume to be my normal self. Right now, I am feeling lost and I really don't like that at all. I usually don't put myself out there unless I know they will as well but with him, I am not sure yet.

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Well, at least I will see him this weekend. I guess we will see what happens then. I hate feeling like I have no control over how I feel. It is kind of consuming me right now. Once I know where it will or will not go then I can resume to be my normal self. Right now, I am feeling lost and I really don't like that at all. I usually don't put myself out there unless I know they will as well but with him, I am not sure yet.

I know the feeling. Don't wanna get your hopes up unless the feel the same way :/

Good luck with this weekend. Let us know what happens

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Well, I did see him this weekend and it didn't go like I thought it would. He told me he hooked up with his ex-girlfriend Friday night when I saw him on Saturday but he said they weren't back together and he kept trying to reasure me of this but I think he was feeling guilty so he had to tell me. He's like the rest of us Sags, not very good at hiding our feelings to other Sags. He heavily flirted with me, even more than normal. He even dragged me on the dance floor so he could basically feel me up and my brain just kept thinking about him being off limits now until he figures out what he wants because I will not put myself in that position. That kind of put me in a different place mentally. I completely backed off. I know I have hooked up with an ex after breaking up once in a while, just because I know I can and sometimes I need that but I'm not sure if that's where he is or not.

I am supposed to see him tonight but I will keep things on the down low. All of friends are going out Friday night dancing but I have to get up early Saturday so I am going to have to leave early which puts a damper on the night but my plans Saturday are not changable.

To be continued............

Wow, last night because all I did was think about my Sag male friend. He has messed me up pretty bad and he doesn't even know it. I feel so stuck right now and I am not sure how to get myself out of this. I was even a little mean to him this past week and all he did was try to make me smile and feel better. It's soooooooooo hard to shut him out. I tried to ignore him and he kept doing everything he could to get my attention and when I left he hugged me so tight, like he didn't want to let go of me. He always has to contact me in some way at least every other day if not everyday. I really can't believe I aloud myself to be this hung up on someone and not ever even kissed the man. I have to write this out though even though I know I sound pathetic.

I do think he is still back with his ex but he hasn't confirmed and I haven't asked but she is not around when he is out and not sure what is going on there except that he told me he likes her because she puts up with all his bull crap that he does. Not because he loves her or because he couldn't imaging being without her or even that she makes him happy because he always complains about her.