0 to psycho in 10.8 seconds.........

......scorpionic?

Yep have always said this..love to hate in milliseconds is my mottoe.

awwww....thanks guys 🙂

i just seem to lose my rag so quickly sometimes. my son's football matches get out of hand on occasion - it usually starts on the pitch and then the parents join in. on one occasion, i was nose-to-nose with this kid's mother and i'd given up trying to curse in spanish and so i just started screaming obscenities in english at her like a banshee from hell! whatever was coming out of my mouth seemed to be beyond my control and it was like i was possessed!! at least my head wasn't spinning round like that girl in exorcist LOL - might has well have been though.

i can't remember how it was dispersed but i was shaking for ages afterwards and had to endure a lecture from my 13 year old (virgo) son on the art of decorum in a public place!

::rolls eyes:: and we all know what lectures from virgos are like LOL!!!

LOL @ nihilist..oh no..you don't have that cancer moon do you...How did you not know?

I still don't believe in my cancer moon..I don't know how much of a difference the degrees make..but mine is like 3.1 degrees in cancer..I hate that poxy moon...probably because I hate anything cancer..I can't relate to it though..the amount of descriptions I have read..

I agree with what Satori said..at least the anger is not manifesting itself into this huge vulcano inside..we let it out and then are done with it...if bridges have been burnt..so be it..I don't really care..the amount of bridges I have burnt, theres no way back anymore..but who wants to go/look back anyway.

Weird. Up until about a week ago I thought my temper was pretty slow to show. I'm a seether. I get pissed about something and it snowball's. Huge snowball. I always blow up unexpectedly but it's due to something that happened a week in advance.
Lately I've been in a BAD mood. I snap so easily. I mean BAD mood. Sometimes the looks on peoples faces will rub me the wrong way and I snap?!?! I'm really pretty laid back usually. This is new for me.
I wish it would go away because Ive also been feeling tired and unhappy lately. I'm depressed I think 😢
I have nothing to be depressed about though. That's the confusing part.

awwww 😢 depression isn't always an emotional thing gingerscorp - it could be caused by a touch of anaemia perhaps? that would explain the tiredness. you should take some st johns wart which is a natural anti-depressant and eat lots and lots of spinach. or take iron tablets. you will be amazed at how much better you feel 🙂

Yep I have been feeling the same way lately. I have no idea what its about..but feeling pretty damn miserable..I had a go at mum the other day for no reason..well not so much as a go..She wanted to come over to my place and cook and clean for me..(she's never stayed at my place before) and I just shot her this look as if to say "I don't think so love"...Felt so bad afterwards...she was hurt..poor baby..I just wanted to be alone..

peaks and troughs......light and shade.......

Thanks for the advice.
Though I'm now convinced that I'm just plain crazy. Yeah. It sucks. I was in a horrible mood today. My fiance was being a stupid prick. I told him I felt "fleshy" because I hadn't worked out lately and he proceeded to grab my ass and shake it to see if it jiggled. That son of a bitch. Not only did he "jiggle" me but he squeezed and pinched and wouldn't let go!!!! Ugh! Bad mood = don't lay a finger on me. Super bad mood = lay a finger on me I'll bite it off.
One I didn't feel like being touched and two... oh hell no he didn't.
I some how managed to bite my tongue and keep from swinging at him but I fixed him with the most evil glare I could muster and told him to get out of the house for awhile before I killed him. He walked out the door and I immediately wanted him to come back. He came back and I cuddled with him. WTF?
I'm looney tunes 🙂 Yay me!
I'm going to start working out again. I think that's most of my problem.

Well sometimes you feel like a nut sometimes you don't 😉 *shrug*
But yes at least I aknowledge it 🙂
What's confusing me is I'm usually WAY more controlled. I will *think* crazy things in my head (hehehe) but I never act out on it. I think it was the touching me part that pissed me off the most. Don't friggin touch me when I'm pissed! I hate being touched anyway!

Hahaha! Sorry but the throwing corndogs thing cracked me up. I've thrown food before at an ex because I was pissed but I ended up laughing my ass off because it was potato salad that I flung from clear across a room and it hit him smack in the forehead. It even made the smack noise and stuck to his forehead!! I was rolling! And the stunned look on his face like "You did NOT just do that" made it even more funny. I forgot that I was mad after that but he was none too pleased. LOL He walked away muttering about me being worse then a child. hehehehe But the point was he walked AWAY like I'd asked him to do before I had to fling potato salad at him. Geez... if only they'd listen! We wouldn't HAVE to act crazy!!
Heck at least *I* felt better and got a giggle out of it.

Yep... we need our space when we're pissed. Beware! We throw food!! 🙂