Do you change when you fall inlove?

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Love changes...? OH FREAK YES! It's a horrible thing dammit! I think some of us just can't deal actually! LOL Not that it shows outwardly, but it's more of an internal struggle and I don't know why.

Ummm I've felt it all... infatuation, obsession, lust/passion, affection, fascination, admiration but real LOVE? only once before. Maybe this isn't relevant but I really believe that some people confuse love for other things A LOT. I hear people talk about their heart breaks and boo hoo about this n that... freak I'm like a freaken psychologist or something! I hear everyones stories! Anyway, the point was that most of them have never even been in love although they think they have (but that's not the point of their problem so I won't tell them otherwise) and I really believe that there is probably a lot of people who might never even experience real love.

As for myself personally I find it hard to believe that I'll ever feel that same way again, I know I'm young but it just seems unlikely... I mean seeing it in retrospect. It takes on a lot of forms though so I don't really care either. Somehow I don't think it's healthy to love so intensely. I don't know.

Anyway the whole point was if you change...? Love or whatever feeling produces the same effects in me, outwardly that is... like I said the difference lies underneath.
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Ooh I do write a lot. And trust me, THAT IS keeping it short!

Give me paper and pen and I'll write write write... or yeah, a computer and keyboard LOL I think it's mainly because you're putting thoughts directly into writing and there's a lot of activity up there. I tend to get so wrapped up in my thoughts that I could be saying one thing but thinking about another...? There's times when I can't remember if I said or thought something. Or I'm thinking so much that I didn't hear a word of what someone said (actually all the time) Occasionally, I start talking so much that I get going, on and on and on and on... not a good thing because it's my every thought coming out my mouth without much consideration and shit have I fucked up big time! It's funny how some people who I might have just met say I'm 'talkative' LOL No you just met me at a funny time lol Oh see there I go again!

Anywayyyy, the point was that writing is like putting thoughts onto paper... OR screen 😛 But please don't bother if it's too much for ya LOL
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"I'm looking to take journalism in the next few years. I know every day of my life since I was 12. I write lots and you won't hear the end of me! muahahahahah"

Hey TG I've thought of journalism too since I really like to write as well, with more structure and thought than I do here of course 😛 I find a lot of space for creativity in writing... my only trouble is writing something that I'm actually content with, I love the flow of ideas I get but I can edit and re-edit forever because every time I read over something I wrote I find space for something better!