I had a very intense and full with strong emotions relationship with a scorpio guy for 3 years. It was intense because he was still seeing his ex that didn't want to let him go and he couldn't push her away in a mean way because they reached a level of being good friends. Their relationship ended and he didn't love her anymore, but she was still living with him because she couldn't accept the break-up, even with knowing that we were together. This whole situation was hurting me and it became very hard to continue in a good way, because he was also hurting me and knew it, trying to make it up for it through all sorts of things. But in the end I cheated on him and the next day I already told him (he was also suspecting it). He tried to win me back for months after the break-up but I was trying to move on. After a year i realised that I was still in love with him and confessed my love to him, hoping to get back together. But now he was changed, felt a big wall between us and although he said I was the love of his life, he was deeply hurt by my actions, saying that i am the only one to blame and didn't know if it will ever be the same. With all this we still hang out, talk every day mostly initiated by him, laugh and have a good time but sometimes it's like he wants to hurt me but also not capable to let me go. When I am more decided to drop everything, he asks me not to and doesn't want me to leave. But when I want us to try again, he acts like he doesn't care. So, can I scorpio actually forgive when cheated? How should I best approach this? Or can it be that he just does everything to hurt me and plays around knowing that he actually doesn't want anything with me anymore? Find this hard to believe but it's also strange that from wanting me after the cheating because of realising he was to blame as well, he suddently blames me and doesn't really want me anymore? What do you think?
