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I am along way from dancing in the livingroom! I think I am just wasting my time to be perfectly honest. I have been there for him and always honest and I have never lied to him about anything but it never seems to make a difference. I have feelings for him but he doesn't feel the same for me! You can't make someone love you if they don't! That is the bottom line. I'll get over it!
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What is really hard for me is that I feel, I mean myintutition tells me he really does care for me, but he is to shy or apprehensive to follow his heart!!! I wish he knew how safe his heart would be in my hands! I would make him very happy and he would know what it feels like to be cherished and loved for no other reason then because I love HIM. Not because of what he can give me or what he is but just because I love his beautiful soul and spirit. And that is something I have never experienced before. I wish I could show him how I really feel!!!!
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How pathetic am I??! I even turned on the phone... something that I never do, in hopes that maybe he will call me!!!. At this point, I would be satisfied if he just called and said nothing and then hung up! I know I need to stop this, but I can't do it. I need him and I have gotten to where I wait on him and look forward to any little sign of hope! God, what is going on—? My moods are swinging out of control. If I hear from him I am happy and life seems good, and if I don't, everything stops moving! This is the strangest thing I have ever been through!!