I Just Woke Up....

I dont know what it is....but some reason I just "woke up" yesterday. In other words, out of know where I just realized that this Scorpio man that I have been banging my head over for the past year, just simply doesnt care. It's amazing how a woman will hang on to a man's potential for dear life. While slowly loosing herself in the process. It's amazing that a woman doesnt even know when she can trust her own feelings for someone. It's amazing that I didnt even sleep with this man and yet....it still hurts. And even worse, one day a man will appear who IS honest and sincere, and this woman still wouldn't be able to recognize the real thing even if it was finally staring her right in the face....

Dont know really, just overwhelming sadness out of know where....I shouldnt feel sad over him right now. So that's my cue.

Oh dear....well better late than never I guess....so have you guys split up now?

"Oh dear....well better late than never I guess....so have you guys split up now?"

I cant really say that we are split up because we havent even been in a relationship. I guess what I'm saying is "I" am finished. It's been one year now and I not going to continue to stick around praying that this man will finally ask me to be his. For the past 6 months, I havent been sleeping or eating. And I've been walking around will a smile on my face for no reason other than thinking about him. In other words, it's gotten to a point to were I actually care and have deep feelings for this man. So I feel like THIS is where I need to stop, or I'm going to be crushed if he is not feeling the same thing.

Oh I am sorry to hear that.....Have you guys actualy told each other that you are into each other or is it the usual virgo/Scorpio lets not tell each other we like each other and guess instead?

"Not that he said much. It was like..."I like you" and that was it."

That exactly what my Scorp. said to me. But he has yet to act on it. He doesnt necessarily have to say the words, but he isnt showing in action either. So it's like everything is just out there in limbo.


"Have you guys actualy told each other that you are into each other or is it the usual virgo/Scorpio lets not tell each other we like each other and guess instead?"

Yeah we both said it to eachother verbally when we first met.

I'm not going to say anything. I'm just going to distance myself and I'm sure he will get the hint.

Hope you start feeling happy soon. I bet once u distance himself, he'll miss the attention and realize what he's lost. If he wants you, he might start to aggressively show interest.