I love dangerously

for me. I lose all sense of reality. I always fall so hard for girls and i accepted that i will never half step with my heart, ever. its so black and whiteim either hot or cold

but that can be dangerous, to plunge so deeply into a womens soul that you see what she cant, and she can see what you cant.


Its scary to look in someone's eyes and feel this world crumble as if reality was the illusion and love was the real truth. The nall of a sudden things go foward so fast, neither one of us can stop it nor do we try and things just keep spiralign to a worl we botha aint ready for-mergence


And that reality that once grounded you before you met her is now fire and something that can destroy you if you step away so you cling tighter as if its a form of survival, you let these intense reactions speak for you now all you know is love. But its YOUR love, you cling b/c YOU love her and its so intense b/c you focus so hard and the obsession seems so hard. The farther you step away the more you feel burned.


now anyting wrong thing she says can hurt you and make you hold so much tighter. And thats when things take a turn for the worse. That fire just blazes brighter and the more you grip her the more she fights and squirms to get loose and keeps fighting and you keep hurting yourself b/c you lost reality when you dove deep into this relationship.



And then it happens, the pain, the sudden shift of reality and you get a hard check, and you have to loosen the grip or hold on till its nothing left to grip, you force yourself to return back to that fire that was once reality and deal with the pain of not havingher and the fear that she instilled in you when she turned that passion off and distance on, you ground yourself so hard that no one can shift your feelings toward the relationship



then, its over. It felt like a dream and you know its the past and what was will never b again, so, you make the chane, and walk away to birhgter days. thats my love life lol sorry if its over dramatic

Damn.

They say the only thing harder to rid yourself of than a Scorpio man is a Cancer woman. I guess both of these have an actively obsessive outlook towards love.

Yes, Scorpio you are.

nope wounded i dont


and te reason i put it on here is i guess i was venting my relationship went sour on multiple levels and i had to let go b/c i was destroying myself


i know what love is now, at least how I love, just venting tho

Oooooo which one is a terrorist now? You still haven't given me a crystal ball reading!

@ Beccy

You need to rethink what you call love. You were in court as enemies in the war of love? Either I'm missing some big details (which is entirely possible) or you have a very destructive view of love. You have to find happiness in yourself and love yourself before you can find it with someone else.

Posted by woundedbird
HE LOVES HIMSELF ALL THE TIME. AND WHEN THAT GETS OLD HE HOBBLES DOWN TO GAS STATION TO BLOW UP
HIS RUBBER DOLL, IF HE HAS ENOUGH CHANGE.

You sound like someone needs to rub you... it might help calm you down.

lol wow wounded bird has issues with relationships, she's scared to say these things to her ex b/c she allowed him to fuck her life up and she is pitying herself thats all poor thing

"for me. I lose all sense of reality. I always fall so hard for girls and i accepted that i will never half step with my heart, ever. its so black and whiteim either hot or cold

but that can be dangerous, to plunge so deeply into a womens soul that you see what she cant, and she can see what you cant. "

@Pride : what is your Venus?

Aaah, WB, that is by "The Band" The leader singer is native american.(Robbie Robertson) That is one of my favorite songs..Enjoy ladies....

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The band member who sang "It Makes No Difference" was Rick Danko...Mmmmm

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