Is Scorpio Trying to Hurt Me?

Hi All , I just need some advice. I dated a Scorpio on and off for 2 yrs, basically things would be going well then she would pull away from me and not speak to me for months. Then we would start talking again and start the same cycle all over again.

She would always tell me I'm the only one who knows the real her and i full her heart with love and always wants to run to my arms.

She has always wanted to have a baby (we are both women) last july while apart she met a man and became involved. he lived in another state and they strarted a long distance relationship. He told her he would marry her and they could be a family. She went to visit him in January and he basically told her he changed his mind. When she came back from her visit she ran to me for comfort and was heart broken because she wanted the child. Soon after that we had a huge fight that turned physical she hit me I hit her back. She told me we would never be together again, never make love agin, and she would no longer share her thoughts with me, etc. This was in February.

She reached out to me twice this summer the last time in August to inquire about moving my neighborhood, I sensed she wanted me to chase her but I didn't .

Anyway we had a real conversation last night after 7 months, and she tells me she has a "girlfriend" now and they met in August and she's glad they met. I asked her why she never committed to a relationship with me but keeps committing to other people. There where several occasions where I told her how much I loved her and wanted to be a family. Her response was you never told me that, life goes on you Haven't called me in over 6 months. I told her I was happy for her and he new relationship as I was talking she hung up and hasn't responded to my text asking why she hung up.

Any of your thoughts would help . I now feel like I was just used as filler and all the talk of how much she loved me was pillow talk.

Her - 10/23/72
Me- Taurus/Aries Cusp 4/24/72

Thanks for your thoughts guys. Yes I am counting my blessings as my best friend told me peoples rejection is gods protection.

Off I go to fix my broken heart but am happy to know that I can love others without judgement

@Implusv, thank you I needed to hear that. Gave me an ah ha moment :-)