So I'm setting up a hot night for my scorp and I and for the past week or so the guys have always been lacking at least one thing. One important thing, AWARENESS. I refuse to be passionate with someone on a different frequency than we are, how can we expect to build and grow moving backwards for the likes of someone else. ANYWAYS. I get frustrated and let the secret out the bag "Well I've been looking .....none of them seem to fit the standards..." yadda yadda. She continues to tell me that she didn't want to get into anything like that, she only wants me for that special night. FINE. I check back on the folk maybe once or twice and then completely give up. NOW we have a disagreement one day and the next thing I know, she is on an online dating site. Now, I am not sure what this means as far as what she is looking for ...but it is very frustrating. Especially when I asked for her to delete (not disable) the site the beginning of this year. So yeah. What the hell do I do? Continue to look for someone for the night? just give up? but then what is she doing on there? *morphs back into my morning gargoyles frozen phase holding my stone bucket of water*
