MY EMOTIONS

I was looking for a thread that was titled ScOrpio and Emotions but I could'nt and I really needed to express this...Damn this is just really freakinig me out right know...My emotions are so HIGH, it is ridiculus, I can't stop tearing up I am very defensive and to make it so bad this shit is happening at work. Two of my co-workers, one a Libra the other a Cancer noticed it and was like are you about to cry I just put my head down and was like I am all in my feelings right know...I hate it when people see this side of me, it is my weakness. So one of my co-workers comes in my office like 5 min. ago and try to give me a hug and I burst into tears again I was like don't do that just leave me alone I need to get my emotions under control, I don't want to be around nobody when I am like this and they are trying to support me but I won't let them. I just want to be alone right know. DAMN

(hugs) I understand being seen weak really sucks, but even worse is "being" weak. So why you feeling so vulnerable right now?

I have no idea. I got to work and the shit just happened...this really blowing my day...

smile thanks Shaka2, I am actually happy it's just my emotions are screwing my happiness up right know I was just on the phone and I freaking started tearing up again.

Ok tell a joke

Why don't you contact the person who matters to you the most and spend some time with them ? Or if possible divert yourself to something different from your usual pattern ?

That would be my son but he in class right know. I think I am just going to go homen and just sleep.

okay. So do get some sleep and take care dear. We do love you.

thanks but I can't leave work until 5pm so I have to endure this until then. I have my radio on I think I just work work work work work, focus on work.

LMAO....THAT IS FUNNY....LOL

thanks shaka2

Yup, so true.... Shaka !!

haha, good one!

I don't really do much of what that chick does. A little bit o' makeup & some sexy sundress, shades and cute shoes & I'm out the door. I want to look real, cuz I feel real inside.

man, that sounds sick. I was NOT masturbating!

Hey, maybe that would help your emotions SL?

yall are not Love virgos...2 of my best male friends are virgos...and I adore them so much...

Ok I have to go see a patient right know, I have to be strong in front of them so hopefully that will help me.

Shaka I love that joke...can I have another one...will be back to read it in about 20 minutes...

Thanks yall, tearing up again.

Has any other scorpio women felt like this before>?

OK, I'll shut up, I almost look like a scorpion now! (red faced bull "actually RUNS!!!" away)

don't don't TG, please liven up this thread for dear ScorpionLady. (bull stops and comes back with the sweetest smile on her face hiding the underlying naughtiness)

Scorpion lady, are you in the medical field ??

Here, SL, sit down. We'll take care of you. 🙂 (horns are hiding under party hat)

(nods at topazwoman) Go! Get the beverage (& sleepy drugs mixed in) 😉

Topaz looks at SL who seems on the verge of sleep and turns doubtfully towards the ever ready TG " should we ?"

My best friend who is Scorp gets like that. She usually calls me and I distract her enough to pull her out of her mood.

If you need a cheer up, make use of the Libra. She will ask you if you want to talk about it. Shake your head no and she'll just blabb on about asorted *other* topics. (and if she isn't an intimate of yours, she'll be very happy you didn't want to talk about it.)

topazwomen

yes I am in the medical field, Cancer Research. at Howard University

little sparrow

you was on the money with that one although she did keep laughing she thought it was funny and I did'nt, what she saw was not something to many people see not even my closest friends...but she did ask me did I want to talk about and I told her no..

I am feeling a tad bit better but damn...I don't like people to see me like that and normally when I get like that I just go into my cave, until I feel better. I am not depressed or anything at least I don't feel depress I am actually happy....

Yeah. I kind of do the same thing when people are feeling down. I tend to find the amusement in the situation to lift everyone up.

When one of my dear friends, also a Libra, lost her father, I went with her for the afternoon until you could catch a train to go see her mother. We ended up reading this old 1930s book on etiquette and were laughing till it hurt. Even though she knew that I felt bad that she felt bad, we never talked about it. She was always grateful that I didn't hug her or was all sympathetic and handling her with kid gloves. I was the one that kept her up and was normal. Sometimes, that is the best thing in the world.

My Descendant is a Gemini. I wonder what that means.

lol!

Ignore that comment. That was meant for another thread. lmao!

Hey everyone I just wanted to say thank you for all your support...although I am feeling a little bitter I am still going in and out of my emotions so I will be leaving to go home know crawl in my cave and try to sleep it off...Thanks again...

Hey Scorpionlady,

Hope you are feeling better. Jeez, I thought it was maybe PMS this week but if it helps you have company. I read that Saturn is coming out of retrograde this week, maybe this is affecting us??

Is this a scorpio trait - that when we feel lousy like that we can't stop the stupid tears? Anyone else? I'm sure that way. It's tough on relationships too, when things get stressful the tears just come. It doesn't mean that I still can't be reasonable and converse and think logically - I can. In fact I've worked really hard on that. But when the tears come people (well let's be honest, mostly guys) assume that I'm losing it. Not true... Bah - I hate it too!!

Scorpgal

Thanks for the support DB! I don't really feel it is a weakness either - it's just the way I am... But maybe I can get you to talk to the men in my life LOL!!

It's true though, the characteristics that cause those tears are the same ones that drive the passion. But then again, not everyone is ready for that either 😉.

I have a Virgo friend who gets a badly upset stomach when he gets stressed - one of these days I want to explain to him that I can no more contain those tears when they come than he can stop his indigestion... It's the same thing, but his stress manifests internally as he holds it in. Mine just explodes out through my eyeballs. (Branh are you listening ...)

Scorpgal

DB - simply perfect!

Jeeeze...if only someone had said that to me during my "emotional" times. You're 100% correct. Good for you that you are in touch with these emotions to begin with. I know that this isn't all about astrology, and I don't want to turn it in to that, but it's also quite rare to hear a Scorp male speak this freely and with such conviction/emotion.

I couldn't agree with you more, darling. (as I get all emotional just from reading it...it's the whole Cancer thing....I get carried away sometimes). I read a lot of your responses and I want to thank you for your passion. It's refreshing.

DP

"Our emotions are so strong at times that the body itself can no longer contain it...it explodes from within and you need to realize that this is inevitable...I think scorpios can contain more than all the other signs...we hold it in longer believing we can control it...but we are still human and the body can only contain so much...when we release it, it is a flood...we feel the emotions force out through every atom of our body..."

To be honest I have been holding in a lot I stop seeing a Capricorn about 4 months ago, went he detached himself, instead of talking to me I know how they are and he knows it and I told him I was not going through these emotionally rollercoasters with him I told him I will step aside and when he is wants to talk call me well he did call a few times just to say hi, see if I am married, little games that I am not trying to play with him. But then I just could not see me hanging around like that I know it was control issues with the both of us and it is going to take some time.

I really do love him and I know he loves me but I refuse to tell how much I do care other than I love him and miss him and want our friendship back. I thought that was enough of my feelings to give him (more than he gave me) honest and striaght to the point of course he said nothing, but then after I said that I woke up one morning and I was like screw this shit I am not going to keep calling him and he not say nothing.

So it took all the strength that I have not to call him again I never cried not even when I was along I was so determine I went as far as deleting his number from my cell,I never remembered it anyway, so that I don't have to call or feel the urge because I was not compromising and again all of those emotions are still there. And to this day I still have not called him or he called me.

I know the consequences of my actons but my Pride will not let me call him know not even if I wanted too because in my mind I have compromise and proven to him for a year and half, who I am and all that I can be and apparently that was not enough,

I think he wanted me to show him loyalty why he was trying to figure out what he wanted or get the courage to tell me how he feel. but little do he knows I have not slept with anyone and that is about as loyal as I am going to be not to him but to myself because I never went this long without sex. I just figure I will see how long I can go. I am 44 yr. old and at this point and time in my life somethings are not worth it to me and dealing with him under those circumstances I just can't do so I decided to move on and take my feelings with me.

ScorpGal5- I thought it might have been Post PMS. So you go through that also, that does make me feel good I know I am not the only one but damn I went through it at work is what really go me I mean I could not even be around anyone and it was really freaking me out. Could it have really been Saturn ummmm


But I am ok today I did tear up after I read DB reponse because it hit home. Went home and crawl in my cave and slept it off

DB although you was not here I had my other Scorpio's and a few Virgos helping me out..

Thanks guys much love

Awwwwwwwww big hugs scorpionlady...These bloody cap men..get inside your head..thats where they aim..they don't want to bed you, they don't want to date you, they want to get inside your head..where it screws you over the most!..hang on in there..you need to divert your attention..i know you don't like them..but how about a scorp man? lol..and your right our pride won't allow us to do anything..which is not always a good thing but hey it is from where I am standing..I know what you mean at that age you would think the games end etc..but I guess not!..don't let the emotions get the better of you..astrology aside, you are both old enough to express these kind of feelings without feeling inferior to each other..honestly!..tsk..

MM LOL you know I can't do that...Hell if I act like this with a Cap or any other man to have a scorp man would probably be more dangerous then anything LOL. This is all about control and compromise...and I am also stuck in my ways at my older young age...I was very flexiable when I was younger but as you get older somethings don't look the same nor do you act the same and you stand more on your principles.

I am not inferior, One of the biggest problems in relationships is communication, he can't communication which makes the relationship rocky. I am more than willing to comminucate with him but he has to come to me...I am not budging.

SL, scorp men can understand us much better than other men. Of course it will also be a roller coaster ride, but we know we are in there. And they alone can understand the depth of our love. More over scorps will forgive other scorps much more easily.

topazwomen- You know, this not wanting to date scorpio men come from dating, let me see 3 of them. I don't know what it is but I don't feel anything with them, they do nothing for me...I see sex and sex only with them..nothing more, maybe the sex is what scaring me but I have sex some scorpio guys and I don't remember anything fasicnating at all...the last one that got back in touch with me after 3 years of not talking I was think back, and it was all about sex...he was 50 years old....Maybe I am dating the wrong scorpio men...LOL

you think...will if I run across one, I will think twice about it, but what about the maturity?

scorpion Lady, What is wrong with all time sex ?? Or is it that you did not get the emotional care from them along with that ?? In that case could you elaborate on how and why and in what ways they retreated emotionally —

Well they say that men think about sex every 6 seconds or something..I am always thinking about it, never mind every 6 seconds..But that doesn't mean I want it..I have taken a vow of celibacy (Yah!..and pigs can fly..) it doesn't bother me if I don't get it..I can do without it..but thinking about it is fun!..lol. My gemini friend is scared of me..she says I am messed up..lol..well, she's not far off really..Sex, Death and Occult..thats where its at for me..**evil grin**

Scorp men are just gems..I love the way I can just be ME with them..playful, fun, emotional, violent, aggressive in speech, whatever..

Antibling, what have you done to your eye? lol..love the pic..Young scorp men are fun..I always seem to find ones 2 years younger than me..I need to break this pattern..I have 5 male scorp friends..only dated one in my life and loved him to bits..

I had yet another argument with my cappy friend..stopped talking to him yesterday morning..he wouldn't leave me alone on msn, kept bugging me to speak to him again, when I wouldn't budge, he kept asking me direct questions and my opinion on things..I would answer them..one word..then I dissappeard..and he writes "oh come on babes, funs over, speak to me..oi"..lol.all of my friends think we carry on like a married couple..we practically are online..at the rate we fight!..he phoned me this afternoon though to tell me he'd posted my items..an excuse to speak and see whether I am still venting!..lol..bless him..

Scorpionlady..the best advice from a fellow scorp..go home, put on a sad song, cry till your hearts content and you will be just fine..either that or fire a few rounds into the dude who's making u feel like this..I find that usually helps..Peace..