sadly love a scorpio man..

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Posted by kcarterrr
recently i tried killing myself and almost accomplished it but luckily my brother got me in time before i bled out. i was in a coma like state for like 4 days.

Posted by kcarterrr

because he was the reason i tried killing myself

Posted by kcarterrr

this wasnt even the first time i attempted suicide and always for the same reason.. my reason in words can be said that i dont want to live a life without him

Mr. Scorpio is not your problem. You are your problem, in that your reaction is about YOU, not him. It doesn't matter what he did to you, attempted suicide *as a response* is monumentally extreme and unhealthy.

Please seek help. I highly doubt that this website is set up for the kind of professional counselling that can help you. Help *is* available, and if you need people to talk to I'm sure you'll find a lot of kindness and willingness to listen here, but *real* help is what you need. Talk to your parents, your teachers, or your doctor, and get them to help you get the attention you need.

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i know its not his fault, its all mine. and i am getting help as of now. it was just an action of drunkness and selfishness. and i tend to be extreme but i know better now.

i forgot to add, it wasnt only that. i recently moved and just missed my life back in america just affected me too. i have to live in honduras now and i have to live in constant fear of being in danger because of my families wealth over here and it was just stressing. but aside from that. i just want to get some opinions as to why he could act that way i dont understand

Thank you guys i appreciate the support. I just feel the need to figure him out to move on with my life because its just hard. Ive tried professional help before and it didnt help because at a point i felt alright, then the sadness came back. i feel pathetic because a guy can have such impact on me when i have friends and family that truly love me.

Yes i'm getting proper psychological help. but i know most of the help has to come from within me, like i have to be mentally ready. and thanks a lot for your concern its really appreciated 🙂

I didnt get a chance to read you initial post, but were you a happy person before him?
Its good you are reaching out to professionals.. All I can say is try to let him go. You are not even sure why you feel the way you do without him, so use this as an opportunity to look within and try to figure out yourself first. Also, trust me, even if it takes months or years, whatever you feel WILL pass. Look forward to that day.