So much for getting together

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10 Years

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After a few weeks no talk following a bad argument, I texted mr sun/venus Scorpio to see if there's still "something there" (because he was on my mind daily). I simply said hello but he jumped right on the opportunity and said he wanted to see me. He said he missed me. And then he started to talk about sex.
Then he said he missed me again and begged me to meet up. I wanted to see him but it was way too last minute and I don't just jump at someone's request I was in the middle of something. Also the sex talk in my opinion was too soon too fast.. Something felt "off". Not that I don't want it but I'm not as forward as him and I couldn't tell if it was "passion" (what I want) or simply sex (which to me goes hand in hand with passion or I'm not interested).

We made plans to see each other this wknd. I was really looking forward to it. I missed him. He even surprised me by texting me during the week and asking me things that were not sexual for a change. Although he still threw in a little sexy flirting lol... I've been going along with all this because I like him but there's a side of me that's feeling "off" .. The wknd comes and I get a strange vibe (I swear my gut impresses even me sometimes).. I was on his FB and realized there was no activity and suddenly I got a vibe we weren't gonna see each other. As the wknd went by and I saw no activity, I felt this more and more and more.. When the day came I texted as soon as I woke up because I had a weird feeling. I asked him if we were gonna see each other... No response the entire dam day..5 hours go by and I'm seeing black.. You know that kinda rage where you question your sanity? Suddenly I get a text from him saying he was with family and forgot his phone at home.. He apologized and asked if I still wanted to meet up "even though it was kind of late and we both had work the next day".. I was going to sting him to death for leaving me hanging like that but I was so upset I just seized up and gave him a short cutting answer "some other time". He said "ok sorry" and I never responded. Then he randomly texts me 2 hours later that he's hard.. Ugh treetrunk off. I left it till late at night and said sorry was sleeping night. That was it. This was supposed to be us reuniting after a break and you play me like that?? Is it possible he was telling the truth? As a Scorpio I know nothing would stand in the way of me seeing someone I really want. NOTHING. I ain't loosin my phone or loosing track of time or busy with
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Scorpionsting001
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I ain't loosin my phone or loosing track of time or busy with family or anything,. If I wanna see you, I'm seeing you. And he seemed so into seeing me that the way he left me hanging like that really pissed me off. I feel like he was with another woman but I have no proof? Suddenly when he got home his FB activity started again.. What was he up to? And will he message again? Should I even entertain this anymore..
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He's never begged me before. I use this term loosely because what seems like begging to me might seem like eagerness to another. Anyway when someone who never says "I miss you" "can I please see you" "meet me right now" "just stop what you're doing and see me for an hour" - all of a sudden says it after weeks of no contact.. It's kinda what you want to hear.

Totally different when someone is up my a** regularly and annoys me.
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He's been sending me mixed messages so I followed my Aries friend advice and texted Scorp exactly how I feel.. Took a lot out of me to say it and I even deleted some of it before sending.. But I told him how I feel about him and how his behaviour has made me feel..

He never responded.

Shining example of why I NEVER tell anyone how I feel.. Treetrunking marker! I wish I could delete my text from his phone I feel like an idiot.

Why be a marker. Why not respond and be honest? Wow what a marker

I don't know how I'm gonna live this down